The story behind NAKED
The experiences that ultimately poured into Kat and Gabe’s story began on July
28, 1994, high on Mount Ida (12,844 feet/3,914.85 m) in Colorado’s Rocky
Mountain National Park. I’d gone backpacking with my father, a long-time alpine
and rock climber, hoping to spend four days away from the demands of newsroom
and motherhood. My goal was Arrowhead Lake, a hanging lake that overlooks Forest
Canyon. I never made it.
About eight hours into our trek, we encountered a 20-foot wall of ice framed on
both sides by cliffs. Without ropes and technical gear, descending the cliffs
was impossible. The ice was our only route down.
My father kicked footholds into the ice and in a few minutes reached the bottom.
Although I’d spent my life hiking in Colorado’s mountains and had done some
basic rock climbing — my childhood home was ten minutes from the trails of
Boulder Mountain Parks, for which I’ve volunteered as a naturalist, leading
educational hikes and such — I didn’t have my father’s experience climbing ice.
I tried to do what he did, but I slipped from the top and fell 20 feet, bouncing
another 20 feet down a steep slope of talus and boulders.
I remember hearing my father shout my name and thinking without any emotion, “I
might die.” I felt bone snap painlessly as I hit rock again and again. In a
split second, I’d gone from being a person with control over my future to an
object caught by gravity. Later, my father would tell me that I looked like a
human rubber ball.
I blacked out for a few seconds. When I became aware again, I found myself
sitting up with my right leg caught around a large rock. My father was there,
shouting for me to look at him, to say something, but I couldn’t. I couldn’t
talk. I couldn’t move. I couldn’t even raise my eyes to look at him.
Slowly, I began to regain my faculties. First I was able to moan, then I could
speak a little. That’s when the pain kicked in. The nearer a body part was to my
brain, the sooner it checked in. I almost passed out and started going into
shock, which was really inconvenient for a couple of reasons.
For one, we were just beneath the mountain’s summit in the middle of a rockslide
area. For another, a thunderstorm was moving in fast. If you’ve ever been in a
Rocky Mountain thunderstorm above 10,000 feet in elevation, you know what that
means. We were in danger from both lightning and from falling rock. Add the cold
temperatures, wind and rain, and hypothermia was also a real possibility.
My father is adept at survival in the mountains and taught alpine climbing when
I was little. He knew I was in no shape to resume climbing — I was still barely
coherent — but he also knew we were in danger. He shoved every piece of spare
clothing we had on me, then covered both of us with a tarp from our tent. We
rode out the thunderstorm beneath that blue tarp, thunder echoing around us.
By the time it had passed, I was able to think and talk again. I tried to stand,
but the pain in my right leg was overwhelming. It was clear that I wasn’t going
to be able to finish our trip. My father was going to have to leave me and hike
out for help. Because of the remoteness of our location, he guessed that I’d be
alone for the better part of 48 hours — one day for him to get out, and one day
for help to get back to me. His priority became finding a relatively safe place
to pitch our tent so that I could have shelter while he went for help. And that
meant I had to keep climbing. The slope was far too steep for him to help me.
For the next hour and a half, I struggled down the side of the slope while he
hiked ahead of me carrying my backpack. I had to scoot down on my behind, using
my arms and my relatively uninjured left leg to maneuver around boulders. It was
slow going and very difficult. But the worst lay ahead.
At the base of the slope was a snowfield about the size of a football field. The
only dry spot around stood on the other side of it, and that’s where my father
had pitched our tent. But I couldn’t scoot across it on my backside because the
snow was soft enough and deep enough that I simply sank. So I got on my hands
and left knee and crawled, dragging my right leg behind me.
The pain was excruciating. I inched my way forward, my right foot catching in
the snow, making me scream. I can’t say for sure how long it took to cross that
snowfield — ten minutes, an hour — but if ever I had a heroic moment, that was it.
By the time I reached the tent, I was soaking wet from the snow and exhausted. I
carefully took off my right boot to find my ankle and lower shin swollen and
purple. Then I took off my wet pants — along with bits of my right leg. My right
quadriceps had ruptured, and some of the skin and muscle had been gouged out by
rocks. Far worse, a third of the muscle was gone, liquefied on impact, most of
the blood catching beneath my skin, forming a hematoma that had swelled to the
size of a cantaloupe.
I reached for our first-aid kit and found a single Band-Aid and an Advil. I took
the Advil, tossed the Band-Aid and put on dry pants.
When I was reasonably dry, I rolled onto my stomach and looked out of the tent
up and up and up to where I’d fallen. I was able to see grooves carved into the
ice by my fingers where I’d tried desperately to hold on. And that’s when it hit me.
I had almost died. And now I was going to have to spend perhaps as many as two
days alone in this tent injured and waiting for help. I started shaking and
crying, then, terrified, said a prayer out loud.
“I think you’ve got a direct line to God,” my father said.
I opened my eyes and saw a man climbing down that same ice wall. What happened
next may be the strangest conversation ever to take place in the Colorado mountains:
“You wouldn’t happen to be a ranger would you?” my father called to the man as
he neared our tent.
“Yes,” the man called back.
“Your name wouldn’t be Rick, would it?” my father asked.
(Was now really the time for a “Ranger Rick” joke? Give me a break, Dad.)
“Um, yes, it would,” Ranger Rick said.
“You wouldn’t happen to have a radio, would you?” my dad asked him.
“Yes, I would.”
It turns out that Ranger Rick was also a paramedic. He assessed my injuries and
called for a helicopter rescue.
It took the helicopter a couple of hours to become available and even longer to
find a place to land. The rescue was almost postponed until the next day, as the
pilot didn’t want to chance landing in the mountainous terrain in the dark. But
at last he found a spot, then had to wait while Rick and my father helped me get
to the landing site. At the very end of my strength and in significant pain, I
could move only a few feet at a time.
As they helped me into the helicopter, the chopper pilot, seeing the grooves my
fingers had dug into the ice some 200 feet up the slope, said, “Whoa! You fell
from there? Why are you still alive?”
“I don’t know,” I told him. “But if this chopper crashes, I’m going to be angry.”
An hour later, I was safely at the trauma center, while my father camped on
Mount Ida with Rick and finished our backpacking trip without me. (Rescue
helicopters only bring down injured parties. Anyone capable of continuing the
climb is required to do so.) With a broken tibia, ruptured quadriceps, broken
ribs, torn Achilles tendon, and a bad concussion, I’m not sure I’d have lasted
two days up there alone. Statistically speaking, half of people who fall 20 feet
are killed. I had survived a fall of twice that distance.
The injuries I sustained that day caused long-term damage that I deal with every
day, particularly the concussion, which left me prone to migraines. But I am alive.
I remember thinking at the time, “I should use this in a novel some day. Then,
at least, it will have happened for a reason.”
So now I have.
I went back in 1997 and climbed Mount Ida again. Standing on the summit, I was
able to look down at the place where I nearly died and feel victorious.
But I never made it to Arrowhead Lake.
Pamela Clare, 2010
1 comment posted.
WOW. To have survivied the fall and come out OK took some work. Thanks for using the first person POV and applying your slip to the novel.
(Alyson Widen 5:13pm March 13, 2010)