DEADLY IDENTITY is the second book in Lindsay McKenna's
Jackson Hole, Wyoming series that started with Shadow
from the Past.
Rachel Carson entered the witness protection program after
testifying against the drug dealing husband who beat her and
killed the child she was carrying. When her ex-husband
escapes from prison, the Witness Protection Program
relocates Rachel to Jackson Hole for her protection.
Rachel meets Sheriff Cade Garner on an icy road just after a
tragic accident kills one of his best friends, leaving baby
Jenny without parents. Cade brings Rachel onto his family
ranch as a nanny for Jenny. Still grieving the loss of her
own baby, Rachel is thrilled to care for this motherless
little girl left in the protection of the handsome Sheriff.
The trio soon begins to feel like a family, but can it last
in the face of the necessary deceptions and danger?
I enjoyed this tender romance with what I would consider a
slow-paced suspense element. The focus of the story is
squarely on the developing relationship between Cade and
Rachel. I was really touched by these two people looking for
healing and finding it in each other. I found the suspense
element a little less compelling, and the chapters written
from the point of view of the psychotic ex-husband somewhat
awkward. I recommend reading and enjoying DEADLY IDENTITY
primarily for the main romance.
WHEN DREAMS TURN INTO NIGHTMARES...
One tragic decision dashed Rachel Carson’s plans and made
her scared of her own shadow. Now on the run, she must
forever give up the hope of love--or a baby. But with her
new identity, she can help care for a motherless little
girl, left in the protection of handsome Sheriff Cade
Garner.
As tough as his Wyoming mountains, Cade takes his
responsibilities seriously. He will do whatever is necessary
to protect baby Jenny and give her the life she should have
had. But his sharp instincts tell him something is up with
the mysterious nanny who swept into their lives. The
alluring blonde has roused his senses....and his heart. As a
lawman he seeks to uncover her secrets. He knows he can
protect her and the baby, if only she will dare to trust
again.
Excerpt
"You're a dead woman if you don't get over here."
The voice sent a chill down Susan's back and she did all
she could to keep from screaming. As they stood in the
kitchen, her husband of five years, Dirk Payson, cocked his
fist. She had just dropped the plate with his breakfast
eggs on them. The moment it shattered on the floor, Dirk
leaped up from the table, rage in his face. It had been an
accident, and yet, as she peered into his wild-looking blue
eyes, she knew. A sickening dread washed over her while she
quickly picked up the pieces of the broken plate off the
floor.
"I—I'm sorry, Dirk…"
"it won't happen again," she whispered, her hands trembling
as she gathered up the pieces. One of the shards of the
glass plate cut her index finger. Susan didn't feel the
pain or the warm blood that flowed from the deep cut. The
agony and fear clutching at her heart took most of her
attention—that and not making Dirk even angrier. Breathing
like an enraged bull, he stood near the table, as if frozen
for a second. Was he ready to hit her again? Oh, God, no!
Susan's mind sought the closest escape. She was six months
pregnant and had to protect her growing baby. The last time
Dirk had struck her—two months earlier—he'd broken her
nose. Why did he want to hurt her like this? Why couldn't
she do anything right for him? No matter what Susan did, it
was wrong for Dirk. And Dirk was there to correct her with
his fists.
"You bitch!" he rasped savagely, taking a step
forward. "You ruined my breakfast, dammit! I was hungry!"
"I—I'm sorry, Dirk. I—I'll make you another plate of eggs.
Just give me a chance?" Her voice sounded breathless and
frightened. Susan placed pieces of the plate on the granite
counter. With a dishcloth, she rapidly cleaned the eggs up
off the floor, as well. Susan could feel adrenaline
shooting through her. She needed to run! The look in Dirk's
eyes was deadly this time. He wanted to do more than break
her nose. Mouth dry, her hands shaking, Susan cleaned
herself up under a stream of water from the faucet.
"Please…give me just a few minutes, Dirk. I'll fix some
more eggs just the way you like them."
"I'm tired of you. I bet that baby isn't even mine!" That's
when he lunged.
Susan screamed as his fingers wrapped around the long,
blond hair that hung down her back. Wrenched backward, she
felt her feet fly out from beneath her. Red-hot pain
radiated from her scalp. She slammed onto the cold, hard
floor. Susan threw up her hands to try and stop Dirk's
other fist from striking her face.
But as she tried to twist away, he leaned over, his fist
sinking hard into her protruding belly.
"No!" Susan shrieked from the impact, the pain flooding
her. On instinct, she pulled out of his grip, strands of
her hair still in his fist.
"Bitch! You're gonna die!"
Everything became slow motion for Susan. Somehow, she found
the strength to rise, her hand across her belly where her
baby lay. The pain was far too intense but she had to get
away. She grabbed the handle of the black iron skillet and
swung it at Dirk as he launched himself at her once again.
Her entire arm vibrated from the sudden impact with his
skull.
To her disbelief, he fell like a pile of rags on the floor.
He had a huge gash across his brow, but at least she'd
stopped him. Maybe forever. Tears splattered from her eyes.
Tears of pain. She could have stood there for hours but for
the sudden ripping sensation through her abdomen.
Please don't let me lose my baby! A baby she'd wanted all
her twenty-three years of life. Susan had endured Dirk's
beatings just to bring this beautiful, clean, innocent baby
into the world.
Gasping, Susan saw everything begin to gray before her
eyes. She had to escape! She had to get out of here before
Dirk woke up! When he did, he'd kill her and her baby.
Something raw and primal surged through her. Susan
staggered forward, both hands covering her belly. Though
she prayed to God that He would save her baby, Susan felt
she might die.
Sobbing for breath, Susan tried as best as she could to get
out of the five-million-dollar Miami estate that had been
her home for all of seven months. Why hadn't she realized
sooner that Dirk was a drug dealer with the Mexican cartel?
That he was beyond dangerous? She'd come from a small Iowa
cattle farm so what did she know? Now she was running for
her life.
Warmth flowed between her legs. She knew it was blood or
worse, the fluid surrounding her baby. Save my baby…save my
baby… Susan wove unsteadily past the palm trees at the
front of the house. Her world began tilting, and more fluid
flowed down her legs. Sobbing, Susan ran as if drunk toward
the sidewalk below. She nearly fell but she made it to the
concrete walkways of the rich community. Help! She could
never go back into the estate that reminded her of a
prison. She had to escape Dirk! She had to save her baby
girl that she'd named Sarah.
Cars slowed down, and drivers gawked at her. Susan wove on
rubbery legs, her hands stretched outward to keep herself
upright. Gasps and sobs exploded out of her mouth as the
pain made her hunch over. Help!
Susan knew no one in Miami. Dirk had kept her inside that
mausoleum, not allowing her to make friends with anyone.
Her strange marriage went against her grain. At home in the
small community of Greenfield, Iowa, people knew each
other. They were a tight-knit community. They supported and
helped one another. Susan hated Miami, hated that she'd
made the stupid decision to marry Dirk Payson. At eighteen
years old, when she'd fallen in love with him, she'd
thought she knew everything. Against her parents' wishes,
she'd run off and married him. How she regretted her choice
now.
Everything had gone wrong. Susan bent over, her hands
cupping her belly. Suddenly, she heard the screech of tires
nearby. Looking up, Susan noticed a dark blue car stop and
a man running toward her. Susan didn't know who he was, but
she sank to her knees. She was too weak to stand, too weak
to see if he was friend or foe. Yet, the look in his green
eyes told her he was there to help her.
Then, as if someone had lowered a black curtain across her
vision, Susan crumpled to the sidewalk. She knew nothing
more.
Five years later…
"Susan, something has happened," FBI agent Brenda Wilkins
said, gesturing for her to sit down in a chair within an
enclosed glass office.
"Oh?" Susan frowned and, automatically, her heart began to
beat harder. It was snowing outside and getting to this
building in six inches of snow had taken a long time. After
pulling off her black wool coat and removing her red scarf,
Susan placed them on a nearby hook.
The news had to be about Dirk. She had lost Sarah, her
baby, and nearly her own life thanks to her ex-husband.
When she'd awakened in the hospital, Brenda Wilkins had
been at her bedside. The red-haired woman, in her forties,
with thick glasses perched on her large nose, told Susan
that the FBI needed her help. For the past five years,
Susan Donovan had no longer existed.
After testifying against Dirk, she'd entered the federal
witness protection program and become Susan Johnson.
Brenda offered her some water from a pitcher. Palms sweaty,
Susan took the glass and murmured her thanks.
"What's wrong? You seem upset," Susan said. As she looked
around the small, spare office, she noticed instantly that
all the blinds had been drawn except at the front door.
Brenda was meeting her in a special FBI front that sported
another name: Garrison & Sons Life Insurance Agency.
Brenda had literally saved Susan's life. Indeed, the FBI
agent had been her gateway to a life without fear of being
hunted down and killed by Dirk's Mexican drug-cartel
connections, even though he was in prison. Oh, there was no
question in Susan's mind that Dirk had sent out hit men to
find her. So far, he hadn't succeeded.
The first thing Susan had done was to dye her hair from its
original blond color to sable. And she trimmed it to
shoulder-length to add more change. Brenda gave her a new
name, social security number and all the rest to complete
the transfer to begin living a normal life of sorts. All
these things ran through Susan's mind as she studied her
handler. Brenda's red mouth was pursed. Adrenaline started
to pour through Susan.
"Dirk escaped," Brenda said bluntly.
"What?" The word exploded from Susan's lips. She was on her
feet with nowhere to go. The panic came back with a
vengeance. "What? How could that be?"
"I know, I know. Come sit down, Susan. Please…" Brenda
waved toward the chair.
Susan couldn't calm down. Dirk had sworn to kill her. He
had promised to track her down and finish the job he'd
started at their Miami home five years ago. Grabbing the
arms of the wooden chair, Susan felt her knees weaken. She
sat down before she fell down. Beads of perspiration dotted
her wrinkled brow, her gaze burrowing into the FBI agent's
eyes. "How could this have happened? Do they know where he
is? Are they going to recapture him?" Her mind flew like a
tornado around the possibilities.
"Take some slow, deep breaths, Susan. Please. You're
looking pale and I don't want you to faint on me." Brenda
reached over and gripped the hand that was clenched on the
arm of the chair. "Come on now…breathe, breathe…"
Gulping convulsively, Susan tried. She was gasping, her
breaths shallow and rapid. Just the steadying touch of
Brenda's hand helped her focus. Oh, God, no! The very worst
nightmare that had dogged her heels all these years had
finally come true. Dirk would be looking for her. Even
though he didn't know where she was or what she looked
like, Susan knew he'd stalk and find her. Fear of dying
made her choke. She coughed violently several times, her
hand pressed against her constricted throat.
"Come on," Brenda muttered, holding the glass of water
toward her. "Sip this. You're hyperventilating. You've got
to settle down, Susan. Not everything is lost." Brenda sat
back down, her hands folded, her red nails shining against
her dark green suit.
The water was cool and soothing. Susan took several gulps.
Her tightened throat began to relax, but her heart pounded
like a freight train in her chest. "Tell me what happened."
Frowning, Brenda picked up the report. "Dirk escaped. No
one knows how. Guards suspect he was taken out in a laundry
bag to the laundry truck, and he took off from there. No
witnesses, though. This is all possibility, not fact. He
had to have help. His cell buddies are being interrogated
as I speak. And his visitors are being questioned."
"What does this mean for me?" Susan whispered. "I have a
new name, a new identity. He doesn't know I'm living here
in New York City." It was a long way from Miami, Florida.
Dirk hated the northeast because of the cold winters.
Lips twisting, Brenda said, "Hon, I know you've made a
great life for yourself as a nanny here, and you're doing
well in art school. I know you want to become a children's
book illustrator someday." With a deeper frown, Brenda
added in a softer voice, "But for your own safety, Susan,
you're going to have to leave New York City for a while."
"But."
Hand held up, Brenda said, "Listen to me. You're easy to
find here. There's a lot of vermin, too. My boss also feels
you would be safer away from the east coast. In a place
where you can disappear. Don't worry, we'll do all the
moving for you."
"Where?" Susan felt trapped.
"Jackson Hole, Wyoming. It's out in the middle of
godforsaken nowhere. And knowing Payson's hatred of cold
places, it's perfect for you. Plus, with him on the loose,
you don't want him to flash a photo of you at the school
and have someone recognize you. New York is a big town but
it can be a small town. That's why we're moving you, hon.
You need a new place and a new identity."
"That means you don't anticipate finding him soon," Susan
said in a low tone. That meant her mother, who was also in
the witness protection program, was affected. But so were
her brothers, who lived on the family farm where she'd been
born in Iowa. "You promised if he ever broke out of prison,
you'd protect my family. What about my mom? My brothers at
our farm? Are you doing that?"
"Already done," Brenda assured her. "We're working with
local and state police. Your family has been warned in
Iowa. And your mother is fine. We're not moving her. We
feel she's fine where she is. They know Dirk escaped, and
your brothers will be guarded 24/7 by those police
agencies."
Relief poured through Susan. "Are you sure they'll be—"
"I am." Brenda sat up. "Listen, you need to move, Susan. I
can see in your face that you don't want to, but you have
to. We can't risk Payson finding you here."
"I don't think he will," Susan said, her voice strong. "I
have my friends, Brenda. I have a publishing contact, the
art department and—"
"It doesn't matter."
Susan's stomach knotted. "The last five years of my life
I've found some peace, Brenda. I—I still haven't come to
grips with losing my baby girl."
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