Im am a believer because like you at age 12 one day I looked at a very good friend of mine and it hit me that he was mine not just mine for the moment but eternity. I ran as fast and as far as I could. |Over the years when the whatever you want to call it when I was in need of someone most times with out even knowing it myself he would pop up as if by command and he would see me thru my struggle then Id disappear because I was young but when I hit age 15 I was a goner and we started dating and we,ve been togethet\r 25 yrs next month. I felt like a Fuke who was pressured but for me it wasnt people but fste. You cant run from it know matter how hard you try. LOL