Gil Watson was both nervous and excitedβan odd combination
he hadnβt experienced since his first years of college.
These days he was confidence personified, commanding even,
an in-charge guy perfect for the corporate world. He
prided himself on his professional demeanor, his calm
outlook on life. He had a business to run for his family;
they relied on him and he enjoyed that.
Heβd grown upβand in the process permanently buried all
wild inclinations.
But today, the figures blurred on the computer screen in
front of him. He wasnβt getting much work done, which
seemed to be the norm of late, rather than the exception.
It had taken only one phone call to throw him off track,
but then, it wasnβt every day a man learned he had a
daughter, a daughter he hadnβt known of until two weeks
ago.
He hadnβt been the same since.
Would she look like him? At two and a half years, was a
child developed enough to look like anyone? What he knew
about babies wouldnβt fill a thimble. At thirty-two, he
concentrated on knowing business, family responsibility,
and finances. And not to brag, he also knew women.
But he knew zilch about being a father.
It still boggled his mind that Shelly had never said a
word. He saw her two or three times a year, whenever
business took him to Atlanta. Heβd been to her office, to
her home, met her coworkers and friends. Right after his
fatherβs death three years ago, heβd been so sick at heart
that heβd done things he wasnβt proud of.
Like using Shelly.
Not that she hadnβt been willing. Sheβd sent him one of
her looks and heβd reciprocated, and within the hour
theyβd gone from business associates to lovers. He still
remembered the wild, frenzied way sheβd taken him. For two
days, he kept her in his motel room burning up the sheets.
Sheβd catered to his sexual needs, his fantasies, and even
his less than orthodox demandsβthe demands heβd thought
well under control. Sheβd been everything heβd physically
wanted and needed at the time.
In truth, sheβd wrung him out and left his body and mind
thankfully blank for an entire weekend, relieving his
sense of loss for his father, obliterating his concern
about taking over the family business and the overwhelming
responsibilities heβd accepted as his own.
It was when heβd awakened and saw her looming over him,
smiling with too much emotion for a mere sexual coupling,
that Gil had realized his mistake. Shelly wanted a husband
and apparently saw him as a prime candidate. But he didnβt
want the burden of a wife added to the new load he already
carried.
No, the last thing heβd wanted was a wife to further muddy
the waters, so heβd done what he considered wise and
responsible. Heβd gently explained his lack of interest
and had never again touched Shelly sexually. Yet sheβd had
his baby and continued to associate with him as a close
friend. Without once ever telling him.
Gilβs stomach clenched over such a deception. He hadnβt
known, damn it, but that was no excuse. Shelly had taken
care of their baby alone and now she was gone. He couldnβt
make things right by herβbut he could raise their
daughter. And he would.
Giving up, he closed out the computer program and leaned
back in his chair, his mind churning with regrets and
curiosity and that persistent nervousness. A baby, his
baby. Jesus.
A small commotion in the outer office drew him forward
again in his chair. He grew alert, his brows drawn in
confusion when the door opened and his assistant stuck her
head in. Her frown rivaled his own. βGil, you have . . .
company.β
At fifty, Alice wasnβt prone to melodrama. Her expression
had Gil rising from his desk in a rush. βWho is it?β
βWell, the young lady introduced herself as Anabel Truman.
And the youngest lady is Nicole Lane Tyree, as I
understand it, although all sheβs done is suck her thumb.β
Every muscle in Gilβs body went rigid. His brain cramped.
His daughter was hereβwith Anabelβtwo weeks early. He
rounded his desk with a long stride.
Damn Anabel; heβd offered to come to her, to buy her
airline tickets, to pay for their transportation. As
contrary and outrageous as ever, sheβd refused, telling
him itβd be at least ten days before she could leave. Ten
long days before heβd get to meet his baby.
Yet she was here, at his office, where he didnβt want her
to be, rather than at his home where he might keep his
private business private for a little while longer. At
least until he could figure out what to do, how to
proceed . . .
Arms crossed and eyebrows lifted, Alice moved out of his
way as Gil charged forward. If this was a deliberate ploy
on Anabelβs part to discredit him, heβdβwell, he didnβt
know what heβd do yet, but heβd think of something.
Because Anabel had been Shellyβs roommate, heβd known her
as long as heβd known Shelly. She was always there when he
visited, always twitting him, picking at him. Her presence
was always unnerving; she made him think things he
shouldnβt think, things he had tried not to think now that
he had new responsibilities to consider.
As Shellyβs best friend, sheβd been off-limits then. But
no more.
He threw the door wide and then froze, his heart shooting
into his throat, his stomach dropping, his knees almost
giving out. Damn it, why did Anabel have that effect on
him?
She looked the same as always: seductive. Heβd never
really liked her. She was too outspoken and pushy. Too
overtly sexual and in your face. Too . . . hot. She was
one of those women you just knew would be incredible in
the sack and it made him nuts.