Prologue
Westchester County, New York
Summer, thirty-two years ago
When six-year-old Felicity Akerman went to bed that night,
she had no idea that life as she knew it was about to change
forever.
She settled under the light cotton blanket and put her head
on the pillow, her long blond hair tied back in a ponytail
because of the heat. She was wearing her favorite
short-sleeve nightshirt with the bright orange soccer balls
on it. She
had to wear it tonight. It was like a
gold star on a perfect spelling test. A prize. A big win.
That's what today's game had been. The doctor hadn't been
too sure about letting her play. Neither had her mom and
dad. But she'd talked them into it, and gotten the okay she
was holding her breath for. No one understood how miserable
she'd been, sitting on the sidelines all summer long since
she broke her arm. But it was better now. No more cast. No
more pain. No reason to wait.
She'd proved that today on the playing field at Pine Lake
Soccer Camp. She'd scored three out of her team's four
goals.
With a happy smile, she rolled onto her right side,
reflexively protecting the left arm that had been in a cast
for seven long, hateful weeks. Her smile widened as she
remembered she didn't have to do that anymore. She wriggled
her fingers and bent her elbow. Free. She was finally free.
And finally her team leader again.
The bedroom curtains rustled as a warm summer breeze blew in
through the window. Her mom had left it halfway open before
she went out. The summer air felt good. It swirled around
the room. It smelled like flowers. It acted like a lullaby.
Felicity shut her eyes, her fingers still wrapped around a
fold in her nightshirt. Next to her, her sister said
something in her sleep and flopped onto her back. She hated
sleeping alone when their parents were out. Normally
Felicity liked her room to herselfโ sharing the same face,
same hair, and same birthday with her sister was enough. But
tonight she was so happy that she didn't mind. Besides, they
weren't alone. Deidre was right down the hall, listening to
her cassette player and singing along. Her voice was really
awful. The two girls giggled about that all the time. But
they never said anything to Deidre. She was their
babysitter, and she was very bossy. She was also eighteen
and starting college. That made her practically a grown-up.
And their mom and dad always told them they had to be
respectful of grown-ups.
Even Deidre's bad singing wasn't enough to keep Felicity
awake. Lots of physical activity after lots of sitting
around had really worn her out. She drifted off to sleep.
She didn't see the window slide open the rest of the way.
She didn't see the silhouette of a figure climb inside and
cross silently over to the bed, going straight to her
sister. Nor did Felicity see the intruder force a damp
handkerchief over her face. But she did hear a whimper.
Groggily, Felicity rubbed her eyes and turned over. Still
half asleep, she could vaguely make out a human form dressed
in a long, loose black hooded sweatshirt. The person was
leaning over the other side of the bed. As Felicity watched,
her sister's whimpering stopped, and she went very still.
Felicity's small body went rigid, and her eyes snapped open.
She was suddenly and fully awake. Who was in their house?
But there was no time to find out. The intruder
straightened, and a gloved hand was clamped down over
Felicity's mouth. She started to squirm, fighting with all
she had. The sleeve of the sweatshirt brushed her forehead.
Damp, with a funny smell. Like orange medicine.
The gloved hand lifted, and a wet handkerchief with that
same orange medicine smell was pressed down on Felicity's
nose and mouth. The smell was awful. Felicity wanted to
scream. She couldn't. And she couldn't break free.
The room started spinning. Felicity caught a glimpse of her
sister. It looked like there were two of her. And Deidre's
singing sounded far away.
The stinky smelling handkerchief won.
Everything went black.
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