Mary Beth Mason was running late because she couldnβt find
her keys. Where had she left them? Standing in the middle
of the kitchen where sheβd spent the past hour preparing a
chicken-broccoli casserole for dinner, she tried to recall.
She remembered the cell phone ringing as sheβd pulled into
the garage after the garden club meetingβSusan Andrews
wanted to discuss the upcoming ballet guild fundraiser.
Absorbed by the conversation Mary Beth had wandered inside
and tossed the keys . . . somewhere. She drew a blank.
Nerves thrumming, she chewed the pad of her thumb, which
wasnβt as satisfying as biting her nails but protected her
bi-weekly manicure. Good thing Stephen wasnβt here, because
he considered any kind of finger or nail chewing βcoarse.β
What was it he said last week when she couldnβt find her
sunglasses? βForty years old and senile already.β
It was a joke but also a jibe. Stephen, who was nearly
sixty and neurotically organized, never misplaced anything
and didnβt understand people who did. Especially his wife.
The minute-hand on the art deco kitchen clock stuttered
forward, and she was later still. As breathless as if she
was in the middle of a tennis lesson, she rapidly searched
the kitchen, the den, the dining and living rooms, and even
the powder room reserved for guests. No luck. The keys
werenβt in any of the bedrooms or bathrooms upstairs,
either, or in her purse, sweater, or coat pockets.
βOh, dear,β she muttered, back in the kitchen. Maybe she
was getting senile.
It was her day to drive carpool. Aurora didnβt like to be
kept waiting after swim-team practice, which ended exactly
fifteen minutes from now. Mary Beth pictured her daughterβs
pretty young face tightened into the same scowl Stephen
used to convey disapproval. Father and daughter also shared
the same intolerance for those who werenβt as organized and
punctual as they were.
But then lately, Aurora found fault with Mary Beth no
matter what she did. At fourteen the world revolved around
her, and she expected her mother to bow to her needs no
matter what. Teenagers!
Worse, Aurora would whine about this to Stephen tomorrow
night when he called from Singapore. Then the chiding would
begin.
βThere are only three of us in this family, Mary Beth. How
hard can it be to run the household smoothly and
efficiently?β she mimicked, lowering her voice in imitation
of Stephenβs. βSurely even you can do that.β
βIβd like to see you juggle Womenβs Club and PTA meetings,
the garden club, symphony, art guild, and opera
fundraisers, and sit through every one of Auroraβs swim
meets and clarinet recitals,β she muttered under her
breath.
Not loud enough for anyone to hear, because Mary Beth
preferred to avoid conflict. Of course, at the moment there
was nobody around to hear.
Stephen never drove Aurora anyplace, and he rarely attended
her activities. He was too busy making money and traveling
to Asia to work with clients. He paid the bills and handled
the investments. Mary Bethβs job was to run the house and
care for their daughter, and that meant picking her up on
time.
The phone rangβnot the cell but the land line. She ignored
it. Friends and family would know to try the cell. Anybody
else could leave a voicemail message. After five rings, the
machine picked up.
There was one last place to check for the keys. By the time
she reached the foyer, the phone was ringing again. Her
gaze homed in on the marble-top console inside the entry.
Though she couldnβt recall using the front door or the
adjoining coat closet today, her keys lay there, a tangle
of silver and gold.
Wouldnβt you know theyβd be in the last place she looked.
At least she had them now. They jingled as she snatched
them up.
The phone went silent. Almost immediately it rang again.
Odd. She checked her watch, then rushed into the kitchen
and picked up.
βHello?β
βIs this Mrs. Mary Beth Mason?β asked a sober female voice.
Too clipped and businesslike for a salesperson.
βYes, it is,β she replied, tapping her toe impatiently on
the floor. Hurry up, hurry up.
βThis is Barbara Collins for Dr. Suzanne Frank at
Harborview Hospital in Seattle. Please hold.β
Seattle? Aside from a family vacation years ago, Mary Beth
didnβt know the city or anyone living there. This call made
no sense, but while she waited on hold she ran through the
possibilities. Couldnβt be family, because Stephen and
Aurora were her only living relatives. Stephen had a frail
brother twelve years older, but he lived in England. There
were business associates all over the world, but all their
friends lived here in San Francisco.
The line clicked. βThis is Dr. Frank,β said a soft female
voice. βIβm afraid I have bad news. Your husband has
suffered a massive coronary.β
The words didnβt penetrate. Mary Beth frowned. βThere must
be some mistake. Who did you say you are?β
βDr. Suzanne Frank at Harborview Hospital,β the woman
repeated. βYou are the Mary Beth Mason married to Stephen
Edward Mason III?β
βI am, butββ
βYour husband is in the ICU under my care, Mrs. Mason.β
The keys slipped from Mary Bethβs fingers, clattering onto
the tile. βBut that canβt be.β She sank onto a bleached-
wood kitchen chair. βStephen is a partner at the law firm
of Jones, Westin and Hawkins. He specializes in
international law. Thatβs why heβs in Singapore.β Though no
one could see her, she shook her head. βHeβs definitely not
in Seattle.β
The doctor cleared her throat. βLook, I donβt know anything
about your husbandβs travel itinerary.
All I know is, if you want to see him alive youβd better
get up here right away. I donβt think heβs going to make it
through the night.β
Mary Beth slumped in the hospital-beige lounge chair
outside the Harborview Hospital Cardiac ICU. It was nearly
one in the morning, eight hours since sheβd received the
call that had brought her here. Sheβd arrived at the
hospital only twenty minutes ago, but it felt like days.
Stephen had suffered a second coronary, the nurse at the
ICU desk had informed her, and the doctors were working to
save him. So here she sat, numb and waiting. Yet nagging
questions hummed through her brain like irritating gnats.
For starters, what was Stephen doing in Seattle when he was
supposed to be in Singapore? Why hadnβt he told her where
he was?
Mary Beth hugged her Prada handbag close. It was cold and
hard when she needed warmth, a comforting touch, or at
least a sympathetic smile. But at this late hour she was
the lone visitor.
If only sheβd brought Aurora. Her distraught daughter had
begged to come along, but Mary Beth hadnβt wanted her to
see her daddy this sick. So sheβd called Ellie Saunders,
her oldest and dearest friend, and asked her to stay with
Aurora. Stephen didnβt approve of the never-married Ellie,
whose father once had served time for passing bad checks
and who worked as a paralegal at a non-profit law firm
specializing in immigration. But the woman was like a
sister to Mary Beth and a godsend of a friend, and she
lived in nearby Oakland. Sheβd packed a bag and come at
once, offering to stay with Aurora until Mary Beth brought
Stephen home.
The elevator pinged and a weary-looking but beautiful woman
stepped from the cage, balancing a large cup of Starbucks
coffee and a jumbo Godiva chocolate bar. She wore strappy
heels that had to hurt her feet, and shimmery off-black
stockings. Her legs were long and shapely, and she walked
like a woman used to high heels, an art Mary Beth had never
mastered.
Blowing a strand of thick, blond hair from her face, she
took a seat across from the white coffee table in the same
waiting area. Her hair was shoulder- length, wavy and
glamorous, and the color looked natural. She set down her
things and shrugged out of her black dress coat, which
looked to be cashmere.
The coffee smelled good. Mary Beth tucked her limp, brown,
chin-length hair, which she dyed to hide the gray, behind
her ears. She and the blonde exchanged weary, sad smiles.
The woman was a good ten years younger than she. Judging by
the slinky black cocktail dress clinging to her body, she
was slimmer and shapelier than Mary Beth had ever been. She
put on weight just thinking about candy, but this woman
probably ate all the chocolate she wanted and never gained
a pound.
Mary Beth envied her. She also felt frumpy and fat. She
tugged her gray cardigan over her ample hips and wished
sheβd changed out of her old gray wool trousers, striped
blouse, and loafers before rushing to catch the plane.