After Charlotte's husband of a mere few months walks out,
only to change to his mind and return home, Charlotte makes
a decision of her own. She leaves him. Charlotte finds a
place to live and goes about her life, continuing in her
job, making new friends, and joining a roller derby group.
Up until he walked out, Matthew felt Charlotte waited for
life to happen to her. Now, Matthew must wait while
Charlotte makes up her mind about their future.
Pamela Ribon's GOING IN CIRCLES is at times a funny and at
times a searing, introspective novel about love and loss,
separation and self-discovery. Charlotte introduces
physical pain to her life by way of the roller derby, upon
invitation from her co-worker and friend Francesca, as a
means of moving herself beyond the initial malaise resulting
from the breakup of her marriage. I'm not sure I buy this
as a solution, but that may mean I'm more inclined to
something less injurious, like water aerobics.
GOING IN CIRCLES left me with mixed feelings. About
two-thirds of the way through, I felt as though I'd changed
places with Charlotte, and I was now the one waiting for
something to happen, for the story to move forward to a
conclusion. Then, the ending I was looking for didn't
happen, although I found Charlotte's path to personal
discovery interesting.
The most interesting character in all of this was Francesca,
the co-worker that Charlotte had written off and all but
ignored prior to Francesca reaching out to Charlotte in her
time of emotional turmoil. Francesca should have her story
told.
In fact, she reached her life’s quotient when her husband of
five months walked out on her, only to abruptly change his
mind a few weeks later and move back in. Stung by a whiplash
of grief, resentment, and confusion, Charlotte calls a
time-out, taking a small apartment where she can figure out
what she wants. Instead, the thought of making even
the simplest choices triggers an anxiety attack. In order to
get out of bed in the morning, she must concoct a to-do list
for each day, The Plan, one with absolutely no
surprises.
“Without The Plan, horrible things
can happen. I’m likely to end up sitting on a curb beside a
taco truck on Sunset Boulevard, crying over a carne asada
burrito, wondering where my marriage went. I can’t handle
being the Weeping Burrito Girl.”
Charlotte knows
all this self-absorbed introspection isn’t good for her, but
she’s running out of people to turn to, as seemingly
everyone in her life is pressuring her to make an immediate
decision about her future. Then her new friend Francesca—an
impulsive, smartass co-worker—offers Charlotte salvation in
the unlikeliest of places: the fast-paced, super-tough,
bump-and-bruise-filled world of roller derby.
Sure,
it’s dangerous. Yeah, she could get hurt. But what’s a
little physical pain when healing your soul is at stake? The
question is: whether she’s on or off the track, will
Charlotte be strong enough to stand on her own two feet?