I have found my dream lover and, appropriately, his name is Morpheus. He has shown me how to be truly free in my sexuality; to trust another human being with my deepest desires, and to love without reservation or fear. We have a true power exchange when we play β no, we do not play, we live! Our lives and our sexual lifestyle have evolved so that one constantly compliments the other. I canβt imagine a happier, more fulfilling life.
Then, my world tilts on its axis.
Reality returns with a vengeance. My lover becomes ill and I find myself fighting for my former, happy life. Morpheus is ambivalent to his fate. He is more concerned with my future happiness without him. His abhorrence to leave me βa Widowβ again, alone and afraid, leads him to formulate a plan to send me into the arms of another man. But his desperate longings to see me in passionβs embrace make him take the role of a cuckold. He has picked the man to help me if he should not survive, but itβs a double-edged sword as he forces himself to watch me falling deeper into the arms of the man he has chosen to replace him in all ways.
My guilt and longing for this man sends me to seek the help of an old friend. While I am welcomed with open arms, the lovely Bianca has plans of her own. In the end, it is up to Morpheus to either release me into the arms of new lovers, or allow me to ease his Lustful Longings in a new way.
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