I have found my dream lover and, appropriately, his name is
Morpheus. He has shown me how to be truly free in my
sexuality; to trust another human being with my deepest
desires, and to love without reservation or fear. We have a
true power exchange when we play – no, we do not play, we
live! Our lives and our sexual lifestyle have evolved so
that one constantly compliments the other. I can’t imagine
a happier, more fulfilling life.
Then, my world tilts on its axis.
Reality returns with a vengeance. My lover becomes ill and
I find myself fighting for my former, happy life. Morpheus
is ambivalent to his fate. He is more concerned with my
future happiness without him. His abhorrence to leave me “a
Widow” again, alone and afraid, leads him to formulate a
plan to send me into the arms of another man. But his
desperate longings to see me in passion’s embrace make him
take the role of a cuckold. He has picked the man to help
me if he should not survive, but it’s a double-edged sword
as he forces himself to watch me falling deeper into the
arms of the man he has chosen to replace him in all ways.
My guilt and longing for this man sends me to seek the help
of an old friend. While I am welcomed with open arms, the
lovely Bianca has plans of her own. In the end, it is up to
Morpheus to either release me into the arms of new lovers,
or allow me to ease his Lustful Longings in a new way.