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October Reads Worth Falling For

Danger, desire, second chances, and unexpected romanceβ€”discover this month’s Fresh Fiction Featured Books.

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I SHALL NOT WANT

I Shall Not Want, June 2008
Clare Fergusson/Russ Van Alstyne mystery #6
by Julia Spencer-Fleming

Thomas Dunne Books
Featuring: Russ Van Alstyne; Clare Fergusson
336 pages
ISBN: 0312334877
EAN: 9780312334871
Hardcover
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I SHALL NOT WANT
Julia Spencer-Fleming

Reviewed by Morgan Chilson
Posted June 16, 2008

Mystery Woman Sleuth | Mystery Amateur Sleuth

Russ Van Alstyne and Episcopal priest Clare Fergusson have stayed apart because Russ can't overcome the guilt and grief of his wife's death. But when a local Latino man is murdered, Clare ends up smack in the middle of the investigation because of volunteer work she's been doing in the community with the migrant population.

Russ tries to ignore the fierce longing he feels every time Clare is around. Most of the time he's successful at diminishing what he feels, hiding it in the guilt over how his wife died, and how he didn't save her. Now, added to his torment, is a dead body that has something to do with his sister's dairy farm, and Clare just won't stay out of the way.

Add in the local crazies and hot heads, and you're set for a read that's hard to put down. I have not read this entire series and wish that I'd had more background on Russ and Clare. But it was such a good book, I intend to go back and read those other books. Ms. Spencer-Fleming creates realistic characters and a plot that will keep you tense and guessing. Very good.

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SUMMARY

Millers Kill reaches the boiling point in this white- hot novel of love and suspense People die. Marriages fail. In the small Adirondack town of Millers Kill, New York, however, life doesn’t stop for heartbreak. A brand-new officer in the police department, a breaking-and-entering, and trouble within his own family keep Police Chief Russ Van Alstyne busy enough to ignore the pain of losing his wife---and the woman he loves. At St. Alban’s Episcopal Church, the Reverend Clare Fergusson is trying to keep her vestry, her bishop, and her National Guard superiors happy---all the while denying her own wounded soul. When a Mexican farmhand stumbles over a Latino man killed with a single shot to the back of his head, Clare is sucked into the investigation through her involvement in the migrant community. The discovery of two more bodies executed in the same way ignites fears that a serial killer is loose in the close-knit community. While the sorrowful spring turns into a scorching summer, Russ is plagued by media hysteria, conflict within his department, and a series of baffling assaults. As the violence strikes closer and closer to home, an untried officer is tested, a wary migrant worker is tempted, and two would-be lovers who thought they had lost everything must find a way to trust each other again--- before it becomes forever, fatally, too late. Julia Spencer-Fleming shows you can escape danger---but not desire---in her most suspenseful, passionate novel yet.

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BOOK SERIES

Fergusson/Van Alstyne Mysteries

In the Bleak Midwinter
IN THE BLEAK MIDWINTER
#1.0 β€’ March 2006
A Fountain Filled With Blood
A FOUNTAIN FILLED WITH BLOOD
#2.0 β€’ April 2010
Out of the Deep I Cry
OUT OF THE DEEP I CRY
#3.0 β€’ October 2012
To Darkness and To Death
TO DARKNESS AND TO DEATH
#4.0 β€’ May 2006
All Mortal Flesh
ALL MORTAL FLESH
#5.0 β€’ October 2006
I Shall Not Want
I SHALL NOT WANT
#6.0 β€’ June 2008
One Was A Soldier
ONE WAS A SOLDIER
#7.0 β€’ April 2011
Through The Evil Days
THROUGH THE EVIL DAYS
#8.0 β€’ November 2014
Hid from Our Eyes
HID FROM OUR EYES
#9.0 β€’ April 2020
At Midnight Comes the Cry
AT MIDNIGHT COMES THE CRY
#10.0 β€’ November 2025