A low voice sounds behind us. βBrother ShaanβOh. I didnβt
realize we have visitors.β
I swivel to see a man in the far doorway. Great Anu, it
cannot be.
His shiny dark hair is trimmed and combed back, his smooth
face beardless. His soft skin is oily like a freshly
molted snake, and his apparel was sewn from the finest
silk, purple as a field of irises. The regal man stands
tall, perched above the world like a proud bird of prey.
Rajah Tarek is alive.
The rajahβs face lights up, as though he has been waiting
for me here all this time. I whip out my dagger and push
Brother Shaan behind me.
βStay back,β I warn.
Rajah Tarekβs smile shrinks, and he closes his book. βIβI
apologize for startling you, Kalinda.β
His voice is wrong.
The realization triggers an avalanche of other details
that my startled mind only now registers. His chin is
softer and eyes rounder. He is a tad taller and thinner
than Tarek, gangly and less muscular. His clean-shaven
face is young, placing him a year or two younger than me.
And he carries a book that he was reading when he walked
in. I never once saw Tarek interested in reading.
Brother Shaan steps out in front of me. βYour Majesty,
please forgive the kindred. Youβve given her quite a
shock.β He pushes my arm down, lowering my dagger. βYou
came in before I could prepare her. Kindred, this is
Prince Ashwin.β
I stare at the manβno, boyβbefore me. The longer I gape at
him, the more obvious my mistake. He is a twin of his
father, but the subtle dissimilarities are apparent enough
for my face to heat with humiliation.
βYour Majesty.β I manage a short bow, my guarded gaze firm
on him.
The prince steps fully into the chamber, and, on instinct,
I raise my dagger. He sidesteps, skirting me near the
exterior of the room. βIβll shake your hand later.β
I tremble at the thought of touching him. The prince
notices my disdain, and injury fills his eyes. Didnβt I
tell Deven to give Prince Ashwin a chance? I rush to
recover my abysmal first impression. βWe traveled across
Tarachand from temple to temple searching for you.β
βWe?β he asks, glancing behind me. Opal sits in the chair
Brother Shaan vacated, picking dried carob seeds from a
dish on the table.
βI had to leave my companions behind with Rohan. Theyβll
join us soon.β
βAre they all right?β he asks.
Prince Ashwinβs concern causes me pause. βI . . . I donβt
know, Your Majesty.β
Remorse flickers across his face. I am entranced by his
openness; I cannot recall seeing Tarek regretful about
anything. Prince Ashwin turns away from me, and his voice
softens. βI appreciate your coming, Kalinda. I was
uncertain if you would.β
I frown at his back, desiring to see his haunting face and
read his expression. βOf course, Your Majesty. I have come
to help with your transition onto the throne.β
The prince swivels back around. Even after listing their
dissimilarities, I am still unprepared at how closely he
resembles his father. Donβt be a fledgling. He isnβt
Tarek.
βI cannot express how grateful I am that youβre here,β
says Prince Ashwin. βI was worried you would decline to
come for the tournament.β
I go still, my stomach lurching with unease. βWhat
tournament?β
The prince flashes a startled look at Brother Shaan. βYou
said you would tell her.β
βTell me what?β I demand, my voice rising.
Brother Shaan gestures at Opal, a half wave. βYou may go
now.β She hops to her feet and scoots for the door.
βTell me what?β I call after her as she leaves. I fix
Brother Shaan with an impatient glower. βWhat is this
about? What tournament?β
Prince Ashwin toys nervously with a gold cuff around his
wrist. βThe sovereigns of the neighboring countries are
alarmed by Hastinβs insurgence. They want to see him
displaced and his rebel army stopped. They agree we
require aid, but not on how much and who will supply it.β
βWe need allies,β says Brother Shaan, βbut theyβre
reluctant to risk their manpower and resources without
being invested in Ashwinβs new empire. Sultan Kuval
offered to host a trial tournament to decide who would be
responsible for aiding us. All four of the sovereigns will
have one female competitor to vie as a representative from
their nation. Ashwin consented on the condition that he
could select the competitor from Tarachand. Your
reputation is hailed all over the continent, and as the
current kindred, your continued reign would assure our
peopleβs cooperation.β
βWhatβs the reward for winning?β I ask, dreading the
answer.
βMy kindredβs throne,β Prince Ashwin replies with a bright
smile that does not warm me. βThe champion will have the
honor of marrying me.β
βI donβt want to marry you.β Prince Ashwin frowns in hurt.
Has he already envisioned me as his wife? I will have to
put a stop to that right away. βI donβt want the throne.β
Brother Shaan licks his lips with cautious hope. βBut you
must see the diplomatic advantage the other sovereignties
would gain should one of their competitors win. The
Tarachand Empire is the largest territory on the continent
and has the richest resources. Prince Ashwin has promised
to open trade negotiations once he is seated on the throne
and offered a treaty of arms in support of lessening
tensions. The sultan has agreed to provide bhuta military
aid regardless of the tournamentβs outcome. It is in all
our best interests to bind states in defense against the
rebel insurgents.β
His diplomatic reasoning does not explain the need for a
tournament. βWhy doesnβt the prince wed a wife from each
sovereign?β
βI recommended that,β Prince Ashwin insists. βI suggested
that the champion would become my first wife, and the
other contenders would be my second, third, and fourth
wives, according to the succession of their performance in
the tournament. But Sultan Kuval felt the strongest
alliance should remain solely between us and the
championβs nation. Too many competing agendas would
frustrate the purpose for uniting nations, which is to
defend against our common threatβthe warlord.β
Brother Shaan finishes their explanation. βAll Sultan
Kuval requests is that Princess Citra has a chance to
contend for the throne. Female representatives from
Lestari and Paljor will arrive soon to compete.β
βI swore I would not step foot in the arena again.β Of the
three of us, only I have fought and killed in a
tournament. My memories of the bloody duels dredge up
horrors I have struggled to bury under hard-won apathy. I
will not relive them.
βThis will be unlike your rank tournament,β assures
Brother Shaan. βEach contender will be tested in a series
of challenges intended to find the most worthy queen. The
final test will remain a traditional match between the
last two competitors, a duel to first blood.β
Back home, βfirst bloodβ means competitors battle until
someoneβs throat is slit. But a series of trials would be
less life-threatening. I am cautious to hope. βWhat will
these trials be?β
βWe donβt know particulars,β answers Brother Shaan.
βSultan Kuval will devise them.β
βThen you cannot guarantee this will be different than my
rank tournament!β I hear how rancorous I sound, and with
great effort, I level my voice. βWhat happens if I
refuse?β
βWe havenβt considered that outcome,β Prince Ashwin
admits. βYouβre the only rani who escaped Vanhi. We have
no one else.β
βThen I suggest you get used to the idea of wedding a
foreigner.β I storm for the door.
βKalinda,β Prince Ashwin calls, catching up. βPleaseββ
βI wonβt fight for you.β
He smiles, a dashing tilt of his lips. βI was going to ask
if you would like me to escort you to your chamber.β
I deflate a tad. He must know I cannot find my way alone.
βFine.β
He joins me, leaving a gap between us. I widen our
distance even more. I am not skittish, but Prince Ashwin
has brought my nightmares of my short marriage to Tarek
back to life.
We leave his chamber in silence, the Janardanian guards
following us. I peek at the prince from the corner of my
eye. He catches me, and I swiftly glance away.
βYou arenβt the first to fear me for my appearance,β he
says.
βThe resemblance is incredible.β I assumed the prince
would have more of his mother in him. Prince Ashwin was
Lakia and Tarekβs son, and I was Lakiaβs niece.
The prince and I are cousins. Family.
I mellow my voice. βIt isnβt you they fear. Itβs him.β
βIβm born of Tarekβs blood. Isnβt that the same?β
βIβI donβt know.β I walk faster. We do not choose the
circumstances we are born into or the godsβ will for us,
but which shapes us the most? Do our parentsβ choices bind
us to an escapable fate or do our own?
Prince Ashwin pauses at an open door. βBrother Shaan told
me of your tastes and hobbies. I took the liberty of
requesting a few comforts for your stay. Opal will be your
personal guard. I hope you find everything to your
liking.β
I step inside the chamber, and my knees weaken with want.
I have not slept in a bed since I left Vanhi. Adjacent to
the large bed is a table with three chairs, and near the
hearth a raised lounge. More potted plants and trees stand
in corners. The jungle could not spare a single room from
its intrusion.
βKalinda.β The wistful way Prince Ashwin speaks my name
compels me to face him. The strength of his optimistic
gaze spears me to my spot. βI would like for you to join
me in defending our homeland. I need for you to stand on
my right-hand side.β
βIβve stood on the right-hand side of the rajahβs throne.
No matter what you were told about me, that isnβt where I
belong.β
His shoulders draw up, his elbows tucking into his sides.
βIβm not blind to the legacy Iβve inherited. Rajah Tarek
was a tyrant, but he also made you a champion.β
βI made myself a champion. I wonβt make the same mistake
twice.β I slam the door in his startled face, letting the
satisfaction of the brusque echo vibrate through me.