Next Uncle Wang gently wrapped the red blindfold around my
eyes so I would not be distracted by anything in this world.
After that he said, his tone very serious and respectful,
βNow invite silently the loved one, god, goddess, immortal,
or whomever you choose, to come to the altar. Donβt try to
write in the sand yourself, but let the spirit do it.β
I nodded and picked up the wand, mentally inviting Isabelle
to come. I patiently waited but didnβt feel any presence.
Then after what seemed an interminable wait, I felt
something. Not Isabelle, but someone else. I didnβt know who
this being was, but I could tell it was female.
She: Leave me and my husband in peace.
Me: Who are you, and whoβs your husband?
She: He loves you, but you refuse him.
Me: But I...havenβt done anything....
She: Yes, you have.
Me: What?
She: You have disturbed my rest.
Me: What am I supposed to do?
She: Donβt dig up the mud and the dirt. Know this:
Whatever I did, I have paid the price. It was many years
ago. Please, you are living. Forget us dead until your own
time.
Me:Did you murder her?
She: Youβre an outsider, so you donβt know our story or
our life. If we didnβt get along, it makes no difference
now.
Me: Iβm just trying to help!
She: You canβt. We will not come back anymore.
Then I was jolted back to the
yang realm. Wang
immediately untied the red cloth from around my eyes. I was
dizzy and nauseous, so Uncle Wang had to help me to a chair.
He and the few other temple visitors studied me curiously,
as if Iβd just returned from a hair-raising meeting with the
King of Hell.
βYou all right?β Wang asked with concern.
βI guess Iβm... fine.β
βBut youβre pale and even trembling. Now come sit in my
office and have some hot tea.β
Once settled in his small office, Uncle Wang poured me tea
and handed me an almond cake. βSenorita Chen, you donβt look
well. Your face is paler than a ghostβs.β
βI almost saw one.β
βI see them all the time. You need not be frightened of
ghosts. Theyβre more scared of you.β
I wasnβt so sure about that last statement, as I was pretty
scared myself.
βSo, have you also seen
her?β I asked.
βYes, I saw the one who just appeared to you.β
I almost choked on my tea. βDid you really? What did she
look like?β
βI just felt her presence, couldnβt see her face clearly.
She was haughty! Above everybody and everythingβincluding
the law. I think I knew this woman. She died in an accident.
She comes back because she is still bitter. Miserable
qi.β
βDid she also see you?β
βOf course not.β
βWhy not?β
βYouβre the one she came for, not me. I didnβt hear any
words, just a loud buzz.β
βWere you afraid when you saw her?β
He laughed. βAt my age, what do I have left to do? I donβt
need to plan for the future, so I do whatever I want. If she
wants to take me with her to the other side, she can be my
guest. Iβll soon join her anyway. Iβm prepared.β
βHow do you prepare?β
βSenorita Chen, youβre too young to understand. If you
really want to know, come back in fifty years.β
But then he wouldnβt be here anymore. Unless like Laolao and
Isabelle, he would come to me in my dreams. Perhaps he
would. Though Iβd only met Wang twice, I felt a great
affection for him, perhaps a karmic link.
He handed me a sheet of paper covered in Chinese characters.
βThis is what I copied from your sand writing. I think it
has the answers youβve been seeking.β
After I took the papers, he added, βDonβt look at them now,
when youβre still agitated. Wait until you have meditated
and stilled your mind.
I thanked him profusely.
βMay I ask if you had some unpleasant experiences lately?β
I debated telling him about recent events. He was, after
all, an old man and shouldnβt be troubled by the dirty and
bloody affairs of this world.
When the word entered my mind, I involuntarily gasped.
Uncle Wang looked at me with concern. βAre you all right,
senorita Chen?β
I took several breaths, trying to calm myself. βIβm... okay,
donβt worry.β
Should I tell him Iβd just had a realizationβwas the βdirtβ
buried with Penelopeβs body twenty years ago the fact that
she had murdered Isabelle?
But I kept my mouth shut.
βI will give you some advice,β he said.
βI welcome any advice you can give me, Uncle Wang.β
βGood. You can come back for a chat with me anytime. But
donβt come back for another channeling.β He stared at me to
see my response.
βBut why not?β
βMost cross the boundary between the realms of life and
death but twiceβat birth and at death. To do so more will
severely damage your body and mind, or take years off your
earthly life. You are young; enjoy the life of this world
and forget the next for now.