He sent one of his colleagues in search of water and,
when a bucket arrived, he gently washed down the skin
around the hole in my body. βWhat we have to do,β he
said, βis close this up as much as we can, then bind it
as tight as you can bear.β
βYou seem very expert.β
Iβve watched many field surgeons at work.β
βIs it very bad? Am I likely to β¦β
βDie? That youβll have to ask a priest.β
Strong fingers pinched the edge of the wound. Fresh
padding was applied.
βHold that while I bind it,β my βdoctorβ ordered. He
wound long strips of cloth round my stomach so firmly
that I could take only shallow breaths.
βI suppose Black Harry and his companions will get clean
away,β I muttered disconsolately.
βI donβt fancy their chances in the dark β not in all
this mud and marsh.β He helped me into a clean shirt.
βPray God youβre right,β I said. βIf that murderous hell-
hound slips through our fingers after all weβve been
through β¦ Our men must be feeling very dejected.β
βIβve seen troops with better morale. No one likes losing
friends in battle but when you canβt see the point of the
battle β¦ When youβre just obeying orders because theyβre
orders β¦β
βIβm afraid Iβve led you all into a real mess and weβve
nothing to show for it.β
βNo one blames you, Master Treviot. Most of us know you
were caught up in this against your will. Please God,
youβll live to laugh at this fiasco. Right, thatβs
patched you up. Keep as still as you can. Donβt waste
whatever strength youβve got. Youβll need it when we get
ashore β if we get ashore.β With those comforting words
he departed.
The next few hours seemed like days. I had nothing to do
but try to keep my mind off the pain. I thought back over
the events of the last two months. Should I have done
anything different? Every single event had been like a
link in a chain pulling me inevitably towards the
situation in which I found myself now. Could I have
broken any of those links or was I the victim of
inexorable fate. Strange that a respected London merchant
should end his days on a foreign ship wallowing through
turgid waters of the east coast of England. I thought of
my prim brothers of the Worshipful Goldsmithsβ Company.
My unconventional passing would make a fine topic of
conversation in our hall on Foster Lane. I imagined the
solemn, nodding heads and the wiseacres who would claim
they had always known young Treviot would come to a bad
end. I laughed. That was a mistake. I yelped loudly as
arrows of pain pierced my torso.