New York City, May 1905
Like many Irish people I have always been a strong believer
in a sixth sense. In fact I had prided myself on mine. I
credited it with alerting me to danger more than once during
my career as an investigator. So I canโt explain why it let
me down on such a critical occasion, when an advance warning
might have spared us all such grief. Maybe the perpetrator
of this evil had not planned it in advance. Maybe it had
been a last-minute order from above, so I had not been able
to sense his intention or his presence โฆ or their presence.
Iโm sure there must have been more than one of them. That
was how they worked.
Anyway, there were certainly no uneasy thoughts in my head
that bright May morning as I fed my little one his
breakfast. He was eight months old now, a strapping boy with
a shock of dark curls like his father and an impish smile.
Now I think back on it I wonder if Aggie hadnโt been the one
with the sixth sense, although she had no Celtic connections
that I knew of. She came into the kitchen while I was
feeding Liam, bearing two letters in her hand.
โMail just arrived, Mrs. Sullivan,โ she said. โTwo letters
for you. One with a foreign stamp.โ
โThat will be from my friends in Paris, I expect,โ I said,
taking them from her. โHow nice.โ
I took in Sidโs bold black script on the foreign envelope
and noted that the other was my mother-in-lawโs weekly
missive. The former would wait until I had the proper time
to savor Sidโs latest account of their adventures in Paris.
The latter could simply wait.
โArenโt you going to read them?โ Aggie hovered at my
shoulder, still fascinated by the foreign look of the envelope.
โLater, when I have time.โ
โIf anyone ever wrote to me, Iโd want to read it right
away,โ she said wistfully. Then she shivered and wrapped her
arms around her scrawny body. โItโs awful cold in here
today, isnโt it?โ she said. โCold for May.โ
โIs it? I hadnโt noticed.โ I looked out of the window where
early roses were climbing up a trellis. โItโs a nice bright
day. You can come with me when I take Liam for his walk and
youโll feel warmer in the sun.โ
โI need to be getting on with the laundry,โ she said, eyeing
Liam, who now had a generous amount of cream of wheat over
his front. โThat child gets through more clothes than a
little prince and I expect Iโll warm myself up scrubbing
away at the washboard.โ
She stood there, still hugging her arms to her skinny body.
Although she had been with me since Liam was born, and had
an appetite like a horse, there wasnโt an ounce of flesh on
her and she still looked like a pathetic little waif. I had
taken her in out of pity, after she had been forced to give
up the child she had had out of wedlock, but she had
surprised me by being a hard worker and wonderful with the
baby. Sheโd been the oldest of ten and had grown up taking
care of the younger onesโa valuable asset to her family, but
that hadnโt stopped her parents from throwing her out the
moment they learned she was pregnant. She was pathetically
grateful to come to us and I in turn was grateful for her
knowledge in those first difficult weeks with the new baby.
โThe laundry will wait,โ I said, smiling at her. โCome on,
get Liam changed out of those messy clothes and weโll go out.โ
She shook her head. โNo, Mrs. Sullivan. I think Iโd better
stay and get those diapers out on the line, if you donโt
mind. A morning like this is too bright to last. There will
be rain by the end of the day, you mark my words.โ
She had grown up on a farm in the Adirondacks so I believed
her. โAll the more reason for me to give Liam his daily dose
of fresh air,โ I said. โItโs been a gloomy spring so far,
hasnโt it? I was beginning to think summer would never come.โ
โItโs been gloomy enough around here,โ Aggie said, โwith
Captain Sullivan going around with a face that would curdle
milk and hardly a civil word in his head.โ
โItโs not for you to criticize your employer,โ I said
sharply and watched her flinch as if Iโd slapped her. Then I
relented, of course. โCaptain Sullivan is under a great deal
of worry at the moment. A policemanโs job is never the
easiest and right now I think heโs battling a major problem.
Not that he ever confides in me, but if his current bad
temper is anything to go on, then Iโd say he had a
particularly difficult case on his hands. Itโs our job to
make sure his life is as pleasant as possible when he comes
home.โ
She nodded silently as she lifted Liam out of his high chair
and bore him away up the stairs. I cleaned away the
aftermath of Liamโs breakfast and considered my little
speech. I realized it had been a pep talk for me as well as
Aggie, because I had found Danielโs current black mood hard
to take. More than once Iโd wondered why I ever thought that
it had been a good idea to leave my life of freedom and
independence as a private investigator to get married. I
think Iโd expected to be able to share in his work, mulling
over complicated cases with him and giving him the benefit
of my own experience as a detective. But that hadnโt
happened. Daniel remained tight-lipped about his work. He
was gone from morning till night most days and only popped
in for a hasty meal. A quick peck on the cheek as he ran out
of the door again was the best I could hope for. For better
or worse rang through my head. That was what Iโd promised at
the altar. I sighed and put the dishes in the sink for
Aggie. Then I went up to my room to change my clothes. A
walk in the sunshine would soon do wonders for my current mood.
Aggie was waiting for me at the bottom of the stairs with
Liam already strapped in his buggy. โYou could take those
letters with you to read,โ she said, handing them to me.
I laughed. โI believe youโre more interested in my mail than
I am.โ
โI love hearing about foreign parts,โ she said. โItโs like a
fairy tale.โ
โIโll read Miss Goldfarbโs letter to you later if you like,โ
I said. Aggie hadnโt yet managed to learn to read, in spite
of my efforts to teach her. I put on my hat, adjusting it in
front of the hall mirror, then Aggie helped me maneuver the
buggy down the front steps.
โI hope you have a nice walk, Mrs. Sullivan,โ she called
after me as I set off.
I almost asked her again to come with us, but I reminded
myself that she was the servant and the laundry was her job.
Iโd bring her a cake for tea, I decided. She loved the cakes
I brought from the French bakery around the corner. As Liam
and I bumped over the cobbles of Patchin Place I couldnโt
help glancing across at the doorway of number 9. It had been
two months now since my friends Elena Goldfarb and Augusta
Walcott, more familiarly known as Sid and Gus, had taken it
into their heads to go to Paris, so that Gus could study art
with the best painters of the day. I had never thought that
Gusโs talent for painting was as great as she believed it to
be, but her cousin Willie Walcott had gone to study in Paris
and was now apparently making a name for himself as a
painter of the Impressionist school. He had promised
introductions for Sid and Gus.
From their letters they seemed to be having a roaring good
time, while I missed them terribly. I had come to count on
their comforting presence across the street, their
extravagant parties, and their bohemian lifestyle that
Daniel only just tolerated for my sake. With Sid and Gus,
life was never boring. You never knew when youโd open their
front door and find the front parlor turned into a Mongolian
yurt or a Turkish harem. They never had to worry about the
day-to-day trivialities of normal life. They had enough
money to live as they wanted, according to their rules. This
is not to say that they were always frivolous. They were
keen supporters of the suffrage movement and I missed
attending those meetings at their house as well.
I sighed as I came out onto Greenwich Avenue and steered
Liamโs buggy around a pile of steaming horse droppings. Ah,
well. Theyโd grow tired of Paris and come home eventually,
wouldnโt they? And in the meantime I had a husband to look
after and a son to raise. Things could be worse. Liam leaned
forward in the buggy, urging me to go faster, and babbled in
delight when an automobile drove past us, its driverโs long
scarf streaming out in the breeze behind him as he steered
the contraption around a slow moving dray. Just like his
father, I thought, smiling at his excitement. We were seeing
more and more automobiles these days. I know Daniel secretly
hankered after one. He was allowed to drive the police
vehicle when there was a special need, but that didnโt
include giving his family a ride.
I waited for a gap in the traffic before I pushed the buggy
across into Washington Square, passing beneath the great
arch and into the relative tranquility of the gardens
beyond. Here activity was confined to mothers pushing
buggies while toddlers clung to their skirts, bigger boys
bowling iron hoops that rattled over the gravel paths, and
even bigger boys playing a game of kick the can. I wondered
why the latter werenโt in school as it certainly wasnโt a
holiday. I suppose they could have been newsboys, taking a
break from long hours standing on street corners.
I found a bench in the sun and turned the buggy so that Liam
could watch the bigger children at play. He seemed more
fascinated with the fountain in the center of the square and
a flock of small birds that perched on the lip, daring each
other to take a bath in the spray that flew out in the breeze...