βIβm sorry you lost your purse,β Elec said. βI hope it turns
up.β
βMe, too. I donβt even know what I did with it, and thatβs
driving me crazy. I never lose things. Never.β Tamara waved
her hand in the air. βGod, this weekend has been a total
disaster. Maybe I should have just stayed home.β
That would have been seriously unfortunate because then Elec
wouldnβt have been treated to the view of her long legs or
her luscious lips, and that would have truly been a damn
shame. βWhy? What else has gone wrong?β
She shot him a sheepish look. βI brought a man Iβve been
seeing with me.β
Elec felt a serious kick of disappointment. She was dating
someone? That was just all sorts of wrong. βSo where is he
tonight? Why isnβt he taking you home?β And could Elec pay
him off to get rid of him?
βI broke up with him.β
Thank the Lord. Now he didnβt have to worry about stealing
the poor sapβs woman, because he was fairly certain he was
going to take a crack at it, morally wrong or not.
βThere just wasnβt anyβ¦β she cleared her throat. βHeβs very
nice, but there was no⦠between us, you know. Do you know
what Iβm saying?β
βYou mean no sexual attraction?β he asked, not sure why she
wasnβt just saying that outright. It happened all the time.
Thatβs what friendship was for. Sometimes you just didnβt
feel any sort of physical connection with someone of the
opposite sex.
She nodded rapidly. βExactly. Only, I feel like I led him on
by inviting him for this weekend.β She turned more fully to
him, uncrossing her legs and drawing them up onto the seat
in a way that created a tunnel between her dress and her
inner thighs. βThe thing is, I havenβt dated at all since my
husband was killed.β
Distracted by the fact that he could almost see up her
skirt- almost, but not quite- which was teasing him
something terrible, Elec was having a little trouble
concentrating on her words. He forced himself to drag his
gaze away from those legs and look up at her face. Focus.
Form words. He could do that. βWell, thatβs understandable.
It hasnβt been all that long, has it? Two seasons ago,
right? You donβt get over something like that in the blink
of an eye.β
Hell, how did a wife ever get over losing her husband in a
wreck? He wasnβt sure.
βThanks for saying that.β Her name came out and softly
touched his knee before pulling back. βAnd Iβve been busy
raising my kids, juggling my career. This was the first guy
Iβve gone out with and I thought I could make myself like
him since heβs nice and safe and stable. Tonight I figured
out I canβt do that.β
Elec wanted to touch Tamara back, to stroke his own hand
over her bare knee, or slide his fingers into her thick
hair, but he restrained himself. βNo. You canβt force
yourself to feel attracted to someone.β Heβd learned that
with the bimbo brigade. Just because a woman looked good on
his arm before a big race didnβt make up for the awkward
silences, or worse, the mindless chatter she threw at him
until all he wanted was a remote control to turn her volume
down.
βNo. You canβt.β She gave a soft laugh and pressed fingers
to her temples. βGod, I have no idea why Iβm telling you all
this. Youβre probably regretting getting saddled with me.
Iβm babbling.β
βObviously you needed someone to talk to, and sometimes a
person you donβt know is the best bet. You feel like they
have no bias on whatever youβre saying.β He gave her a
smile. βAnd Iβve been told I have one of those faces. People
like to tell me things.β Sometimes things he could do
without, frankly, like the bank tellerβs description of her
hysterectomy.
βYou do have one of those faces,β she said softly. βLike
youβre actually listening, not just looking for an opening
to turn the subject back to you.β
The look on her face led him to believe sheβd known a lot of
men like that. He shrugged. βI like listening to people
talk. Most people are fascinating. And Iβm not all that
comfortable in the limelight, anyway.β Which had been a
major setback in his career, something he fought against
every day. βMy mother used to call me Elec the Eyeball,
because I was always sitting and watching. Staring, I
guess.β He grinned. βNot really a flattering nickname, but I
actually think she appreciated me being a quiet kid, and
meant it in an affectionate way. My brother and sister were
kind of loud.β In the way that the roar of forty-three cars
circling the short track at Bristol was kind of loud.
She laughed. βElec the Eyeball? Mothers give their kids the
most appalling nicknames. I call my son Peter-Pants and I
really need to stop. Heβs nine years old and itβs not so
cute any more.β
Ouch. Poor kid. Heβd take Eyeball any day of the week over
being referenced as a fairy boy in tights. Elec grinned.
βJust donβt call him that in public. Thatβs a fistfight with
the other boys waiting to happen.β
βUgh. I canβt stomach the thought of my baby getting into a
fistfight. Ryder is Peteyβs godfather and Iβm going to be
calling on him for help the first time a punch is thrown.β
She laughed. βAnd donβt even get me started on how I handle
the day my son discovers girls donβt have cootiesβ¦ I wonβt
be turning to Ryder for advice there, trust me, since heβs
got a new woman every week. I think Iβll just lock my son up
until heβs thirty instead.β
βI donβt think that will go over well.β
βIβm hoping that since Peteyβs main interest in life is bugs
and nature, that he wonβt discover girls until heβs eighteen.β
βJust because he likes a good cockroach doesnβt mean he
wonβt be fantasizing about girls between tromps in the woods.β
βThatβs true, I guess.β She sighed. βLord, I donβt even want
to think about it.β
βI bet youβre an amazing mother,β Elec murmured, wondering
if she had any idea at all how damn hot she was. He was such
a skunk. For all he claimed to be a good listener, and for
all that he really was interested in getting to know her, he
was seriously distracted by how close she was to him in the
cab. Her perfume drifted over to him every time she shifted
on the seat and her legs came dangerously close to bumping
his over and over, tormenting him. He wanted to just reach
out and taste those plump juicy lips and see if they were as
delicious as they looked. He wanted to slide his hand up her
leg, under that dress, and discover if she wore practical
panties, a sexy thong, or nothing at all. If he were a
betting man, heβd put his money on black lace.
And while he was thinking all of that, she was talking about
her child, which meant he really should be heartily ashamed
of himself.
He wasnβt feeling it.
βThanks,β she said in a soft voice, her eyes widening, like
she realized which way the wind was blowing.
Like she knew he was two seconds away from kissing her.
Elec leaned forward.
Tamara sucked in a breath.