Thursday
Another broken dream sat on her desk.
The phone ringing on her desk pulled Deputy County Attorney
Tricia Jamison from her work. She glanced at her watch. The
afternoon had evaporated while she flipped through new case
files and absorbed the dashed hopes each one represented.
She'd taken the job as deputy county attorney because she'd
wanted to help people. Every time she got a new file, she
had the opportunity to make a difference for a family. She'd
seen God heal families when directed to the right resources.
But each time another domestic violence case crossed her
desk it was hard not to grow discouraged. Too many times the
hope of happily-ever-afters had gone horribly wrong. She
shook her head and grabbed the phone.
"Tricia Jamison, deputy prosecutor."
"Trish, this is Caleb. There's a fire at Mom's." Her
brother's voice had an edge of tension she hadn't heard in a
while. As a police investigator, he usually kept his
emotions tightly controlled. She hadn't heard him sound so
rattled since last year when a stalker had set his sights on
Caleb's girlfriend, Dani Richards.
Her breath caught in her chest as she shut the file on her
desk. "How bad?"
"Don't know. I heard it on my scanner before Mom called."
"I'll leave now." Her jaw clenched. Images of flames lapping
at her mother's home raced through her mind. The home
encapsulated so many memories, both good and bad.
Tricia grabbed her purse and keys, and ran toward the
elevator. She slid to a stop at her paralegal's desk.
"Family emergency. I'll be back tomorrow."
"I'll cover for you." The woman leaned back in her chair, a
concerned expression on her face.
"Thanks." Tricia jogged the rest of the way to the elevator.
She punched the down button and paced until the doors opened.
Twenty minutes later she'd crossed town and pulled into her
mom's neighborhood. Flashing lights drew her toward the
small ranch home. She parked several houses down, and rushed
to join Caleb and their mom in the neighbor's yard. Caleb
had his arm around their mother's shoulders, and she'd sunk
against his side, an unusual posture for one who liked to
stand firmly on her own two feet. The heavy smell of smoke
curled through the air, but no matter how Tricia squinted
against the western sun, the house looked intact. In fact,
there weren't many firefighters in the front yard.
"Are you okay?"
The petite woman tipped her chin up, brown eyes flashing.
"Of course. Some kid decided the garage made a good
fire-starter."
"Where's Frank?" Tricia's stepfather usually rushed to his
wife's side anytime she whimpered or looked a little cross.
Tricia couldn't fault his devotion to her mom.
"At work. He wanted to come home, but I told him not to
hurry. It's a small fire." A tremble in Mom's voice belied
her strong front.
"From Caleb's call I thought the flames had engulfed the house."
Mom poked him in the ribs. "I told you not to make a big deal."
"A fire is never small." He rubbed his side with a frown.
"The wind blows in the wrong direction, and the outcome
could change. It almost reached the house."
"But it didn't. Relax."
"Sure." Caleb grimaced over her at Tricia. "We'll never
worry about you when panic fills your voice. Fires are
everyday occurrences."
"You can't protect everyone." Even as she said the words,
Tricia knew he wouldn't accept them.
"You believe that?" He rolled his eyes. "Sure. That's why
you're a prosecutor."
"Someone has to do it." Tricia grinned at him. She'd had a
lifetime to perfect the art of poking his weak spots. Tell
Caleb he couldn't take care of everyone, and he bristled
like a porcupine. Good thing she was a pro at sidestepping
his quills.
"All right, you two. You can bicker all you want inside. I
want to get out of this yard before we trample the Johnsons'
grass. You know how fastidious George is." Mom tugged his
sleeve until Caleb joined her.
A couple of firefighters turned the corner from the backyard
into the front. One pulled off his helmet and ran a hand
through smooshed hair, sweat streaking his face. He caught
Tricia's glance and grimaced. Her heart stopped, and she
took a shuddering breath. Noah Brust. In the flesh, and
looking even better in his turnout coat with soot on his
face than he had the last time she'd seen him in the courtroom.
"Mrs. Randol?" His voice was low, with a rich timbre to it.
It tickled her senses, and her stomach tightened, even
though the man ignored her.
"Yes," her mother answered.
"I'm Noah Brust with the Lincoln Fire Department. We've
contained the fire. The shed will be a total loss, but we
kept it from the house."
Mom put a trembling hand to her mouth, then nodded. "Thank
you. We'll replace the things in the shed. Frank will
probably enjoy the excuse to buy more tools."
"Investigator Caleb Jamison, LPD." Caleb extended his hand,
and the firefighter shook it. "This is my sister, Tricia
Jamison."
Noah turned a blank expression her way. "We've met."
Tricia nodded, searching for a hint of emotion on his face.
Even anger seemed better than the nothingness he registered
when looking at her. Instead, he wore a look of schooled
indifference. This from the rugged fireman who'd almost
swept her off her feet when she'd prepped him for his
testimony during the Lincoln Life fire trial a year before.
Despite the attraction that zinged between them, he'd made
it clear at the close of his testimony that he wanted
nothing to do with her.
She stifled the urge to grab his collar and force him to
acknowledge her. Mom threw her a questioning look, and
Tricia shook her head. Now was not the time to explain.
"Any clues on how the fire started?" Caleb pulled her
attention back to the fire.
Noah focused on Caleb. "The captain will likely call in the
fire investigation team. Until they work their magic I can
guess at a cause, but that's it. We'll keep an eye on the
fire while we clean up. We'll leave only when we're sure the
fire's out, but it's safe to go inside your home now."
"Thank you." Mom pulled the collar of her jacket tight
around her throat against the October wind as she hurried
toward the house.
Heat climbed Tricia's face, and she turned to find Noah
watching her. "Thanks for helping Mom."
"You're welcome."
She fought the urge to rub her arms, try to generate some
warmth against the chill emanating from him. "You're still
angry about the Lincoln Life case? I did everything the law
allowed."
His blue eyes, which had so captured her attention before,
had frosted over. Noah snorted and shook his head. "Thanks
to you, I read a dozen articles accusing my father—one of
the best firefighters I've ever known—of negligence in his
duties." His voice rose with each word. "He died a hero, but
you didn' t raise a finger to stop them from slandering him
at the trial."
She looked around for a way to escape the barrage of angry
words. "I'm sorry you don't appreciate the rules of court
and their limitations. And don't forget, we won." Tricia
turned at the sound of more cars pulling into the
cul-de-sac. The Channel 13 Jeep jerked into park as Caleb
reappeared at her shoulder.
"You okay, sis?" Caleb furrowed his brow until the eyebrows
merged.
"Fine. I'll be there in a minute, Caleb." She turned to
Firefighter Brust and twisted her lips into what she hoped
passed for a smile. "I'm sorry I couldn't do more to protect
you and your father. Now, if you don't want to create
another scene worthy of the papers, let me pass. The media
have arrived." She tipped her chin, pushed past him and
marched to Caleb's side. "Let's go inside now, please."
Tricia refused to look back as Caleb hurried her into the
house. She tried to ignore the tremble in her limbs when she
sat on the couch next to her mother.
"Anything you need to tell me?" Caleb stood in front of her
in full big brother mode.
"An unpleasant reminder of a case from last year."
"Looked like more."
"No." Tricia shook her head. "He thinks I didn't do my job.
There's nothing I can do to change his mind. If I'm lucky, I
won't run into him again."
Today had been a fluke. That's all.
Then why did the pain hiding in his cold eyes cut so?
Noah watched the media park on the cul-de-sac. He stood
straight and prepared for the onslaught. "The vultures descend."
Graham Jackson groaned and yanked his helmet off. "Come on,
man. Hold it together."
"You're right." Noah frowned and ran a hand over his face.
Some days he felt so tired, he wondered how long he'd keep
up with the job. Fighting through the lingering impact of
the knee he'd injured in the Lincoln Life fire seemed
impossible. He tried to hide it on the job, but rarely
succeeded. "So I lost my composure."
"Yep." Graham climbed onto the fire truck, tossing his
helmet onto the seat next to him. He grabbed two bottles of
water and tossed one to Noah. "Fortunately, the press
arrived late and didn't see your show. What was that all
about, anyway? I've never seen you that worked up around a
woman." Noah unscrewed the lid and sat opposite Graham. He
forced the image of Tricia's face from his mind. She looked
as beautiful as she had when he'd met her the year before.
He'd been instantly smitten with the spunky lawyer…but
couldn't let himself think about that now. Not after the way
she'd let him down. "Hope you're right about the media." He
swiped the cool bottle against his forehead, ignoring
Graham's stare. "I keep waiting for it to get easier. You'd
think it would after a year." "You still haven't answered my
question." "She was the attorney on the Lincoln Life case."
Graham looked toward the house. "She's cute." "I'd hoped she
was more." Much more. "But I was wrong." "Don't push so
hard. This was a simple outbuilding fire, and you barked
orders like flames were engulfing the Corn-husker Hotel."
"I acted crazy. She brings that out in me." Noah ran his
fingers through his hair and grimaced.
"No. A little overzealous, but it's okay. Temper it. That's
all I'm saying."
An hour later, the firefighters cleared the scene and headed
back to the fire station. The rest of the shift dragged as
Noah tried to focus on the paperwork in front of him, rather
than Tricia Jamison.
That night, long after he should have been asleep, Noah lay
in bed and couldn't stop thinking about the prosecutor and
the trial. Before he'd taken the stand, he'd had a dinner
invitation planned for Tricia. Test the sparks between them.
Then she'd let him down during what she'd said would be an
easy cross-examination. He forced the memory from his mind,
but thoughts of his father's death marched into its place.
His chest tightened at the memory of how close he'd gotten
to saving his father, but not close enough. When the ceiling
collapsed between them, he'd known he'd failed. Waited too
long. Tried too hard to save everybody else. Failed to save
his father's life, and, thanks to Tricia Jamison, he hadn't
been able to salvage the man's reputation, either. That he
couldn't forgive. No matter how beautiful she looked.
Friday
The next morning Barry Williams, the company officer, called
Noah into his office. "Rumor has it you're interested in
learning fire investigation."
Noah stood straighter. "Yes, sir."
"Think you'll have time?" Williams rocked back in his chair
as he stroked his mustache. It looked more like a hairy
caterpillar than a true mustache, but to each his own.
"Yes. I'd welcome the challenge, sir." With his knee, he
might need options. The thought galled him, but
investigations might fill the void.
"Thought so. We've decided to start you with Investigator
Brian Weary." Noah nodded and turned to leave, trying to
hide the excitement inside him. "And, Brust…"
"Yes?"
"Remember, you asked for this assignment. Weary isn't the
easiest man to deal with."
"I'll keep that in mind." Weary's irascible reputation
preceded him, but Noah could handle it.
Noah closed the office door behind him and headed back to
the holding area where several firefighters were killing
time watching TV.
"Brust." An angry voice yelled from behind him.
Noah turned to identify the speaker.
"Looks like your education is about to start." Graham
gestured to the doorway.
Noah stood and joined Weary in the doorway. "Noah Brust, sir."
"I know who you are. So you think you're ready to come off
the truck?" The stocky, intense man stared at Noah. "I guess
we'll see. We've got a ton of work to do before the scene
gets contaminated. I've been through the scene once, but
there's more to do. You'll have to keep up."
"I can do that."
Weary snorted. "That's what they all say. We'll see if you
can." Noah began to reply, but Weary kept talking. "I
understand you worked this fire."
Noah froze. "The Randol fire?"
"That's right." Weary's stare challenged Noah. "Is that a
problem?"
"N-no, sir." No, not a problem at all…except he'd land
squarely in the path of the woman he'd spent half the night
trying to force from his mind. Surely, the Lord wouldn't
want him to spend time with her.
He turned to leave the room, and his knee locked in place.
He grimaced, grateful that Weary couldn't see his face. What
had he gotten himself into?
Tricia's steps dragged as she stepped off the elevator and
headed to her office in the City-County Building. After
running out the previous day, she knew she'd have piled up
phone messages and e-mails, but she couldn't motivate
herself to get started. Noah Brust's hurt look invaded her mind.
How could ten minutes of interaction resurrect the pain
where he was concerned? After working with him during trial
prep, she felt certain he was interested in her. When the
mere sight of him sent her pulse racing, she couldn't hide
her own attraction. Noah was strong, yet a hint of
compassion peeked through as they talked.
He'd appeared so different from most men she knew. Maybe
even on caliber with her big brother Caleb.
Then the trial had ended, and he'd squashed any hope of
exploring the future together.
No, he'd handed her head to her as he stormed from the
courtroom. She hadn't heard from him since. Hadn't even run
into the man until the fire yesterday.
Tricia tossed her purse in a desk drawer and her briefcase
on the floor. The chair groaned as she sank into it. She
looked at her desk for inspiration. Yesterday's newspaper
lay open near the top. Tricia pulled it out and scanned the
pages. She slowed when she reached the obituaries, praying
she wouldn't see a notice for one of her former clients.
None of the names looked familiar until she reached the
bottom of the page. Timothy Gillmore. He'd been six. No one
should die that young.