In this gripping debut novel, high school senior Zephyr Doyle is swept off her feetβand into an intense and volatile relationshipβby the new boy in school.
His obsession. Her fall.
Zephyr Doyle is focused. Focused on leading her team to the field hockey state championship and leaving her small town for her dream school, Boston College.
But love has a way of changing things.
Enter the new boy in school: the hockey teamβs starting goaltender, Alec. Heβs cute, charming, and most important, Alec doesnβt judge Zephyr. He understands her fears and insecuritiesβhe even shares them. Soon, their relationship becomes something bigger than Zephyr, something she canβt control, something she doesnβt want to control.
Zephyr swears it must be love. Because love is powerful, and overwhelming, andβ¦terrifying?
But love shouldnβt make you abandon your dreams, or push your friends away. And love shouldnβt make you feel guiltyβor worse, ashamed.
So when Zephyr finally begins to see Alec for who he really is, she knows itβs time to take back control of her life.
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