When Holly loses her virginity to Paul, a guy she barely knows, she assumes their encounter is a one-night stand. After all, Paul is too popular to even be speaking to Holly...and he happens to have a long-term girlfriend, Saskia. But ever since Hollyβs mom died six months ago, Holly has been numb to the world, and sheβs getting desperate to feel something, anything--so when Paul keeps pursuing her, Holly relents. Paulβs kisses are a welcome diversion...and itβs nice to feel like the kind of girl that a guy like Paul would choose.
But things arenβt so simple with Saskia around. Paulβs real girlfriend is willowy and perfect... and nothing like Holly. To make matters worse, she and Holly are becoming friends. Suddenly the consequences of Hollyβs choices are all too real, and Holly stands to lose more than she ever realized she had.