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Also by Alison Gaylin:

We Are Watching, January 2026
Paperback / e-Book
We Are Watching, February 2025
Hardcover / e-Book
Robert B. Parker's Bad Influence, June 2023
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The Collective, November 2022
Paperback / e-Book
The Collective, November 2022
Hardcover / e-Book
If I Die Tonight, February 2021
Mass Market Paperback / e-Book (reprint)
Never Look Back, July 2019
Paperback / e-Book
If I Die Tonight, March 2018
Paperback / e-Book
What Remains of Me, March 2016
Paperback / e-Book
Stay With Me, July 2014
Mass Market Paperback / e-Book
Into The Dark, January 2013
Paperback / e-Book
And She Was, March 2012
Paperback / e-Book
Heartless, September 2008
Hardcover
Trashed, September 2007
Hardcover
You Kill Me, December 2005
Paperback
Hide Your Eyes, March 2005
Paperback

IF I DIE TONIGHT
By: Alison Gaylin

Winner of the Edgar Award for Best Paperback Original.

William Morrow
February 2021
On Sale: January 26, 2021
384 pages
ISBN: 006299753X
EAN: 9780062997531
Kindle: B07192GSQP
Mass Market Paperback / e-Book (reprint)
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Other Editions
Paperback (March 2018)

Thriller Crime

Reminiscent of the bestsellers of Laura Lippman and Harlan Coben—with a dose of Big Little Lies or Stranger Things—an absorbing, addictive tale of psychological suspense from the author of the highly acclaimed stand-alone novel What Remains of Me and the USA Today bestselling and Shamus Award-winning Brenna Spector series, in which a seemingly open-and-shut police case with a clear-cut hero and villain turns out to be anything but simple.

Late one night in the quiet Hudson Valley town of Havenkill, a distraught woman stumbles into the police station—and lives are changed forever.

Aimee En, once a darling of the ’80s pop music scene, claims that a teenage boy stole her car, then ran over another young man who'd rushed to help.

As Liam Miller’s life hangs in the balance, the events of that fateful night begin to come into focus. But is everything as it seems?

The case quickly consumes social media, transforming Liam, a local high school football star, into a folk hero, and the suspect, a high school outcast named Wade Reed, into a depraved would-be killer. But is Wade really guilty? And if he isn't, why won't he talk?

Told from a kaleidoscope of viewpoints—Wade's mother Jackie, his younger brother Connor, Aimee En and Pearl Maze, a young police officer with a tragic past, If I Die Tonight is a story of family ties and dark secrets—and the lengths we'll go to protect ourselves.