I stood dumbfounded. My mind wouldnβt allow my body to
react. I didnβt know what to do or say. Tears began to
well in the corners of my eyes. My body finally began to
tremble, and then I noticed my fists were clenched.
Anger brewed deep inside me.
βWhy couldnβt you tell me this happened to you?β
Mary shifted her weight and unfolded her arms. βTry to
imagine how many times I wanted to contact you, to have
you come to me and hold me and let me cry in your arms.
I needed you. I really wanted you with me. But I didnβt
let you know because the night you, Landis, and your mom
came to my house to ask for our help, I saw murder in
your eyes. I could tell that you were willing to kill
without reservation. Iβve kept this from you because I
knew if you found out youβd have taken off, run away from
the Army, and hunted that guy down. And I think you
probably wouldβve killed him.β
She was right. Mary knew me well enough to know that Iβd
track the son-of-a-bitch down and hurt him, possibly kill
him. I felt the rage building. It was the same rage I
felt when Mom had the encounter with Delmar Booth at
Mayfieldβs and when I fought with Lester and Mr. Plumley.
I drew a deep breath, trying to suppress the anger in my
heart. I gazed at the moon.
βNow what do we do, huh?β
She turned her face. In the bright moonlight I could see
a faint scar just below her left eye. βYou donβt want
me, Wallace. Iβm damaged goods.β
βDo you still love me?β I asked with uncertainty.
βOh, yes. I fell in love with you the night you came
into Ballardβs Drive-In after you and Landis pulled that
trick on Nelda Jo and Chester. The moment you sat down
next to me, I knew. Iβve loved you ever since, and I
will always love you until the day I die. But Iβve
resigned myself to the fact that our love for one another
may no longer be what it was because of the past. If we
walk away from each other tonight with too big of a
burden to bear, then so be it. Iβll move on, like I had
to after I was attacked.
βSo, the question is to you, my love. Do you still love
me?β