Tell her the truth. The idea grabs my breath as the
humid breeze picks up again, swirling around us with even
more force. βIf I hadnβt come to Boone, I would never have
met you and I know I wouldβve missed thatβmissed
you. I would never have known your name or your
face, but I wouldβve known the absence of you, the gap that
was left in me because you were never there.β
Iβm breathing and not breathing and weβre so close, I canβt
help myself. As she stares at me, I brush my fingertip
against her knuckles, feel her skinβs heat. Itβs like
discovering something no one has ever named.
βI think I know what you mean,β she whispers at last,
putting down the Solo cup.
Grabbing my T-shirt.
I exhaleβ
hardβand lean closer.
βFinn?β
βYeah?β My heartbeat is deafening as her other hand climbs
my chest.
βI wantβ¦β
Then she kisses me and Iβm frozen. Iβve kissed dozens of
girls. But this kiss? I canβt move. I canβt
think.
She feelsβoh my God, this is what the first jolt of espresso
feels like, what the first rush of whiskey
tastes
like. Sheβs warm, but Iβm
burning.
My hands go for her neck, her jaw, her cheeks. She kisses me
like she needs something, but I kiss her like sheβs everything.
βIβve wanted this,β I whisper against her lips. Sheβs
snowfall soft. βI wanted you to want thisβ¦β
βI do want it.β
I pull back. Graceβs lips are swollen and her eyes are wide.
She looks like she just woke up, and it knocks the air from
my lungs.
βI want it so much it scares me,β she says.
I cradle her face in both hands. βMe, too.β
Then she drags me down to her again, and Iβm lost. My
fingers in her hair, my hands along her cheeks, my thumbs
bracketing her mouth. I canβt get enough.
Iβll never get enough.
I push her against the wall, and she pulls me closer. My
hips grind into her stomach and she digs her fingers into my
shoulders.
β
Graceβ¦β Her name rides my groan, and she smiles.
Inside, the music climbs and people laugh and someone gasps.
I shouldnβt be able to hear it, but I do.
So does Grace. She goes still. I look up.
Ander.
Heβs drunk. Swaying a little.
Furious.
Is this the part where he fights for her? Where she takes
him back? My hands tighten around Grace, but she doesnβt
notice. Sheβs turning for him. Sheβs
going to him.
Or is she?
Grace falters, and in the distance, heat lightning splits
the blackened sky. A stormβs coming.
Then Anderβs eyes meet mine, and I know itβs already here.