Tell her the truth. The idea grabs my breath as the
humid breeze picks up again, swirling around us with even
more force. โIf I hadnโt come to Boone, I would never have
met you and I know I wouldโve missed thatโmissed
you. I would never have known your name or your
face, but I wouldโve known the absence of you, the gap that
was left in me because you were never there.โ
Iโm breathing and not breathing and weโre so close, I canโt
help myself. As she stares at me, I brush my fingertip
against her knuckles, feel her skinโs heat. Itโs like
discovering something no one has ever named.
โI think I know what you mean,โ she whispers at last,
putting down the Solo cup.
Grabbing my T-shirt.
I exhaleโ
hardโand lean closer.
โFinn?โ
โYeah?โ My heartbeat is deafening as her other hand climbs
my chest.
โI wantโฆโ
Then she kisses me and Iโm frozen. Iโve kissed dozens of
girls. But this kiss? I canโt move. I canโt
think.
She feelsโoh my God, this is what the first jolt of espresso
feels like, what the first rush of whiskey
tastes
like. Sheโs warm, but Iโm
burning.
My hands go for her neck, her jaw, her cheeks. She kisses me
like she needs something, but I kiss her like sheโs everything.
โIโve wanted this,โ I whisper against her lips. Sheโs
snowfall soft. โI wanted you to want thisโฆโ
โI do want it.โ
I pull back. Graceโs lips are swollen and her eyes are wide.
She looks like she just woke up, and it knocks the air from
my lungs.
โI want it so much it scares me,โ she says.
I cradle her face in both hands. โMe, too.โ
Then she drags me down to her again, and Iโm lost. My
fingers in her hair, my hands along her cheeks, my thumbs
bracketing her mouth. I canโt get enough.
Iโll never get enough.
I push her against the wall, and she pulls me closer. My
hips grind into her stomach and she digs her fingers into my
shoulders.
โ
Graceโฆโ Her name rides my groan, and she smiles.
Inside, the music climbs and people laugh and someone gasps.
I shouldnโt be able to hear it, but I do.
So does Grace. She goes still. I look up.
Ander.
Heโs drunk. Swaying a little.
Furious.
Is this the part where he fights for her? Where she takes
him back? My hands tighten around Grace, but she doesnโt
notice. Sheโs turning for him. Sheโs
going to him.
Or is she?
Grace falters, and in the distance, heat lightning splits
the blackened sky. A stormโs coming.
Then Anderโs eyes meet mine, and I know itโs already here.