βMatt said you find things. For a living,β the woman said
on the phone. I was lying on the carpet underneath my
desk. Iβd only answered the call to make the shrill
ringing stop. The inside of my mouth tasted like whipped
cream and whiskey, and the sound of my breathing was like
a roaring thunderstorm in my head, but at least I was
alone and in my own apartment. βThatβs right,β I said.
βWhat kind of things?β Her tone was suspicious, like her
main objective was to debunk whatever my oldest brother
told her.
βObjects. People. Answers. Whatever needs to be found.β
βYou good at it?β
I hadnβt worked much in the last nine months and didnβt
want to start now. But my bank balance had other ideas. βI
am. Matt doesnβt like me much, so itβs a vote of
confidence he gave you my number in the first place.β
That was the best sales pitch I could manage. Illusions
didnβt serve anybody in the detective businessβnot the
client, and not me.
The woman chuckled. βHe said youβd say that. Can you
help?β
I thought it over. People give the worst advice about lost
things. Retrace your steps. Pray to Saint Anthony. Think
about where you last saw it. But that doesnβt apply to the
things that matter. Those are right in front of you,
except they canβt be found by looking for them. Only by
looking at everything else. βWhat do you need to find?β I
said, finally.
βThe girl who can get my brother off death row.β
Ninety minutes later, we were sitting in the front room of
my apartment, which served as an office of sorts. Three
cups of green tea with mint had fortified me enough to
turn on a single lamp. I still chose to sit in the
armchair farthest away from it. Midday Monday light
streamed in from the west-facing window near the ceiling
but I kept the miniblinds firmly closed on the others. If
my new client no- ticed the cave-like atmosphere of the
place, she didnβt let on.
βUntil that night,β Danielle Stockton was saying, βI
hadnβt seen her in fifteen years. Nobody had.β
She was about thirty or so, pretty and put-together in a
royal-blue cardigan and jeans. Her hair was pulled back
into a tight ballerina bun and she had a leopard-print
scarf looped artfully around her slim neck. She wore no
makeup except for a dark red lipstick. She worked at
American Electric Power, she had told me, and was here on
her lunch break. βSarah Cook,β Danielle added. βThatβs her
name. White girl. She and my brother were going outβthatβs
what they claimed this was over, her nice white family not
liking him.β
They were the prosecutors in her older brotherβs case,
which Danielle had just finished briefing me on.
Bradford Stockton was almost twenty when he had been
convicted of murdering his girlfriendβs mother and father
fifteen years ago. Of stabbing them to death in their
living room with a Kershaw folding knife that the police
found in the trunk of his Toyota hatchback, wrapped in one
of Sarahβs shirts. The seventeen-year-old Sarah,
meanwhile, disappeared that night. The prosecution alleged
that Brad had killed her, too, and had con- cealed her
body somewhere.
The defense hadnβt put up much of a fight, ignoring the
built-in alternate theory of the crime, that the absent
Sarah had committed the murders and then run. Brad had
just finished his shift at a Subway at the time Elaine and
Garrett Cook were killed, and he claimed he was waiting
for Sarah in his car in the parking lot. Sheβd been in the
restaurant earlier that eveningβconfirmed by Bradβs
coworkersβ and the pair had plans to see a movie when he
got off work. But Sarah never came back, and by the time
Brad went to the Cook house to see if she was at home, the
police were already there and his life was already over.
He was convicted on two counts of aggravated murder and
had been on death row ever since.
βShe still looks the same,β Danielle said.
Sheβd brought me a binder of newspaper clippings and
photos, a grim scrapbook of her older brotherβs troubles.
A yearbook picture of Sarah smiled up at me from the
coffee table. She looked like a Girl Scout, honey-blond
hair cut into blunt bangs, a faint spray of freckles
across her nose.
βI mean, she didnβt look seventeen anymore,β Danielle
continued between sips of tea. βAnd sheβs put on weight.
But it was absolutely her. Not a doubt in my mind. Kenny
saw her tooβKenny Brayfield, heβs one of Bradβs friends
from school.β
I raised my eyebrows. Iβd heard crazier stories, but not
recently. βAnd when was this?β
βTen days ago. November second. Maybe seven thirty. Kenny
and I were meeting for dinner at Taverna Athena and we
both just got there when I happened to look across the
street and saw her at the gas station, walking out of the
little store. I ran over there but the traf- fic was
blocking my view. By the time I made it across the street,
she was gone. She must have driven away.β
βAny idea what she might have been driving?β
Danielleβs mouth twitched. βItβs a pretty busy
intersection. There were a lot of cars around.β
I drew a bullet point in my notebook but didnβt write
anything else. Other than the blue dot, the page so far
was blank. βCan you remember any of them?β
βWell,β Danielle said, βI saw a red four-door leaving when
I got over there. And like a green pickup, one of those
big new ones. And someone on a motorcycle, too. But it was
already dark, and I was looking for her, not at the cars.
So I canβt say for sure about that.β
βWhat was she wearing?β
βA coat, a long wool one. I think.β
It was a lot of uncertainty, in an encounter not strong on
the details to begin with. I wrote down red sedan, big
green pickup, long wool coat. βBut youβre sure it was
her.β
βIβm positive,β Danielle said.
I said nothing, just paged silently through the binder. It
seemed unlikely that Sarah would have been so easily
recognizableβfifteen years was a big time jump, and
Danielle had only seen her for a split second. In the
dark, at that. Besides, where had she been all along?
I studied Danielle in the chair across from me. Although
weβd just met, she struck me as levelheaded and smart.
Maybe it wasnβt impos- sible.
βSo suppose I can find her,β I said. Danielle nodded.
βWhat do you think will happen? How can she help? What
makes you think sheβd want to?β
My new client was quiet for a minute. Then she said, βDo
you be- lieve in God, Roxane?β
I smiled. βNo comment.β
Danielle smiled too. βWell,β she said. βBrad is innocent,
okay? I believe him one hundred percent when he says he
didnβt do it. Heβd never hurt anybody. Heβs a good personβ
not perfect, but who is? My brother didnβt do this.β
I could tell she believed that. But her question about God
made me think that faith came easy to her. βWhat does that
have to do with God?β
βI donβt know what really went down or where sheβs been,β
Danielle said. βBelieve me, the police tried to find her,
the investigator for Bradβs lawyer tried to find herβshe
was gone. But then, all this time later, two days after
they scheduled Bradβs execution I see her? It had to be
for a reason.β