"God, Red. I was so scared I was going to lose you," he
said, his voice raw.
Claire stared at the man beside her bed, studied his face.
He looked and sounded so familiar. So why couldn't she
remember who he was or how he fit into her life?
"When the hospital called and said they'd brought you in,
I thought . . . I was so afraid . . . "
Moved by the anguish in his voice, in his eyes, she
reached out and touched his clenched fists. "I'm all
right." He stiffened momentarily. Something dangerous
flashed in those steel-colored eyes. But before she could
pull her hand back, he closed his fingers over hers,
held. "I know. It's just that . . . " He whooshed out a
breath. His expression grim, he continued to stare at her
while he seemed to engage in some inner struggle. "I'm
sorry. I know how much you hate it when I push. But after
last night . . . after thinking that you might . . . " He
scrubbed a hand down his face. "I guess you're just going
to have to add one more sin to my list of transgressions.
Because God help me, I've got to do this."
And before she realized his intent, his mouth touched her
own. He brushed his lips against hers in a kiss so soft,
so gentle, that instead of pushing him away, Claire rested
her palms against his chest. Muscles flexed beneath her
fingertips, and she could sense the strength, the tightly
leashed control, the fire held in check. The sweetness of
his restraint moved something inside Claire. Curling her
fingers in his shirt, she returned his kiss.
When he tensed, lifted his head to stare at her, Claire
was sure she'd made a mistake. She started to retreat. But
then he angled his head and his mouth came crashing down
on hers again. Then his mouth was shaping hers, claiming
her in a hungry kiss that made her blood heat, made her
heart thunder in her chest. For a moment, sanity deserted
Claire. Her senses whirled beneath the searing demand of
his mouth. Feminine need shuddered through her and
instinctively she arched her body toward him.
The sound of his groan, hit Claire like a slap. Shocked by
her actions, she snapped open her eyes. Sweet heavens,
what on earth had she been thinking? She didn't know this
man--not even his name. Shaken, she unclenched her fingers
from the fabric of his shirt and shoved at him–hard. He
released her at once and had she been standing, she was
sure she would have fallen. "W-who are you?" she demanded,
hating the tremor in her voice, a tremor that she realized
wasn't caused by fear alone.
Eyes narrowing, desire still glittered in their gray
depths as he watched her with the same intensity that he'd
kissed her. Out of nowhere the image of a wolf tracking
its prey raced through Claire's mind. Whoever this man was
he was dangerous, she realized. Maybe not physically,
because she didn't think he would harm her, but on some
deeper, more personal level. "I asked who you were."
"Matt."
"Matt," she repeated, sampling the sound of his name on
her lips. She waited for some flicker of recognition, some
memory to go with the name. When none came, her head began
to throb in earnest. Pressing her fingers to her temple,
she closed her eyes and ran his name, his face, his kiss
through her mind again. Nothing. No inkling that she knew
him, that she remembered him. All she encountered were
more blank pages. Her heart picked up a panicked beat at
that realization, and she was forced to acknowledge that
her memory was filled with far too many blank pages.
Swallowing hard, she opened her eyes and found his gaze
fastened on her as though he were sizing her up. The idea
that he might be unnerved her–almost as much as her
inability to remember.
"Do I know you?" she blurted out the question and
immediately regretted it. Of course, she must know him,
Claire reasoned. Why else would he be at the hospital with
her? And why else would he have planted that toe-curling
kiss on her?
"Yeah. I guess you could say you know me," he said, his
mouth hardening, his dark brows slashing in a
frown. "After all, I am your husband."