Seated behind the prosecutor's table and flanked by two
large men dressed in government–issue blue suits,
dark sunglasses and wearing stern expressions, Sarah
shivered as she watched the devil standing before the judge.
"Jacob Strict, having been found guilty of conspiracy
against the United States government in the Philadelphia
Federal Building bombing and the deaths resulting from
therein, you are hereby sentenced to be put to death on the
date and time to be set by this court."
The judge's gavel hammered against the wooden bench
frame. Despite her resolve to remain calm, Sarah jumped,
her breath catching in her throat.
The judge's words echoed for a moment in the silence of
the crowded courtroom.
Then shouts of victory erupted from the victims'
families. Strict's "family" moaned and wailed. She felt
neither jubilation nor remorse. Seeing that Strict received
judgment for his crimes had driven her for months. Nothing
else mattered.
The prosecutors shook hands and slapped each other on
the back. Reporters scribbled frantically in their
notebooks or spoke softly into tape recorders. The
rail–thin, white–haired man standing at the
defendant's table didn't move a muscle—not even an
eyelash. He stared ahead with deadly calm as if waiting for
the perfect moment to strike—a consummate performer
to the last.
Grasping the coat sleeves of the over–sized navy
blue suit the Marshal's assistant had given her to wear for
the hearings, she closed her eyes. The tumult in the
courtroom pounded in her ears and she shrank into the
chair, praying she'd be swallowed up by it. Plain by most
people's standards and rarely noticed in a crowd, she
prayed that for once she could blend into the furniture.
Only this time she knew her wish wouldn't be granted. No
matter how little he'd shown it to his audience, the
defendant's entire attention was focused on her.
She'd done the unthinkable. She'd defied the Almighty
Prophet—dared to expose the monster to the light.
There would be hell to pay.
The judge's gavel banged and banged. Shouted commands to
come to order or have the courtroom cleared slowly
registered with the crowd. People regained their
self–restraint. Women dried their eyes. Men took
their seats.
A cold chill settled in her bones. Fine tremors caused
her hands and knees to shake. She dug her fingers into the
nylon serge of her borrowed suit.
Once again the judge focused his attention on the silent
man before him. "Mr. Strict, do you have anything you wish
to say before this court, Sir?"
Tense silence filled the assemblage. Women gripped their
husbands' arms tight. Some spectators waited to hear their
prophet speak his last free words.
Reporters' pens paused.
For her, time slowed to an eon. She sucked in air, every
muscle in her body tensed for flight. Words can't hurt me,
words can't hurt me. She silently repeated the mantra she'd
practiced for years in her head. She just wished her body
believed them as much as her mind wanted it to.
The Marshals moved a fraction of an inch closer,
reminding her they were there to protect her. Slowly, she
exhaled, sat straighter and lifted her head. Jacob Strict,
the Grand Prophet of the People's Militia Movement, inhaled
deeply. Only five feet eight inches tall, he appeared to
double his height with the breath he took—a trick
she'd watched him practice in front of the mirror for
years. Slowly, he scanned the faces on the jury, his throng
of supporters, and then the faces of his victims' families.
Finally, his gaze locked on hers. His eyes narrowed.
He'd lived by one simple code for as long as they'd known
each other. An eye for an eye—total retribution, no
matter how large or how small the infringement.
She returned his stare without flinching. She'd be
damned if she'd let him see her fear. From the moment she'd
walked into the police station, half–starved and
nearly frozen to death, she'd known her testimony would
seal her own death sentence.
After a moment that seemed like an eternity, he
spoke. "The chains of this illegal government cannot hold
me. Soon I will be free. Then nowhere on this earth will
provide safe haven for the traitor among us."