HER smile as sparkling as a tiara and her heart as heavy
as lead, Rebecca Ferris stood in attendance while her
eighteen-year-old stepsister married the only man she had
ever loved.
Holding the bride's bouquet, she waited while Lisa and the
Honourable Jason Beaumont, newly pronounced man and wife,
kissed each other. Then, stiff as any robot, she followed
them and the rest of the wedding party, into the vestry
for the register to be signed.
After an unusually cold, wet start to the summer, the long-
range forecast for mid-July had predicted a warm, dry
spell, and the wedding day had been set for the sixteenth.
Helen, the bride's mother, had arranged for a late
ceremony and an evening reception. As the weather was
holding wonderfully the photographs were taken outside
Elmslee's old grey church, with a backdrop of ancient yew
trees.
Guests stood around in little groups in the early-evening
sunshine, discussing what a handsome pair the newlyweds
made — the bride, blonde, petite and beautiful, and the
slimly built groom, tall, fair and with matinée-idol looks.
When the photographer was finally satisfied, ribbons
fluttering on the white wedding cars, they were driven
through the picturesque village and back to Elmslee Manor,
the Ferrises' family home for more than three centuries.
Lisa, who as a very small child had come with her mother
to live at Elmslee, had been impatient to get away. Much
preferring the bright lights of nearby London, she had
moved into Jason's Knightsbridge flat at the very first
opportunity.
Rebecca had been born at Elmslee. She loved the small
Elizabethan manor, with its mullioned windows and barley-
sugar chimneys, and had missed it sadly when she left.
Now it was to be sold. Helen had put Elmslee on the market
and was planning to take a flat in London to be near her
newly married daughter.
Knowing how much her father would have hated the idea,
Rebecca had ventured to protest.
Her stepmother had said sharply that, money aside, now
Lisa had gone, the ten-bedroomed manor was much too big
for her, and far too quiet.
Today, however, Elmslee was anything but quiet. The house
and gardens were en fête.
A large marquee had been set up on the south-west side of
the house, with its smooth lawns and dark cedars. There
were space-heaters on the terrace, just in case it turned
cool, and a lively orchestra ready for the evening's
festivities.
A paved area in front of the old orangery was to be used
as an extra car park, floodlights were in place in the
grounds, and coloured lanterns had been strung between the
trees.
The second Mrs Ferris, well-used — after sixteen years —
to playing her part as lady of the manor, had excelled
herself. All the arrangements for the reception had been
put into place with astonishing speed and efficiency.
Before Jason had time to change his mind again, one of the
aunts had observed cattily.
In a hall beautifully decorated with huge swags of
flowers, the wedding party lined up to greet the guests as
they filed in.
It was an ordeal Rebecca had been dreading but, head held
high, she was managing to smile her way through it when
Great-Aunt Letty was announced, and began to move down the
line.
After presenting her leathery cheek for a kiss, the old
lady grumbled, "I don't know why the ceremony had to be so
late. Fashion, I dare say. It'll be nearly my bedtime
before we get to eat."
Then in a piercing whisper, "I was most surprised when I
got a wedding invitation with Lisa's name on it. I
understood that you were engaged to young what's-his-name…"
Rebecca swallowed hard. "Well, yes, I was, but —" 'What on
earth were you thinking of, letting that spoilt brat of a
stepsister steal him from you?"
Seeing the stricken look on her great-niece's face, Letty
patted her hand consolingly. "Never mind, love. Take it
from me, there's as good fish in the sea as ever came out
of it. You might even say better."
Letty moved on, and, lifting her chin, Rebecca continued
to smile and shake hands with people she scarcely knew.
Then thankfully the last guest was announced, one that she
recognised as being her stepmother's special crony.
During a sudden lull in the general noise level, she heard
Helen say clearly, "Of course, poor Rebecca's terribly
disappointed. But really there was no point in trying to
cling to a man who's never really wanted her. So
humiliating…"
Well-aware that everyone within earshot was listening
avidly, as a couple of waiters began to circulate with
trays of champagne, Rebecca slipped away and escaped
through a side-door.
Half blinded by a combination of low sun and tears she was
struggling not to let fall, she hurried down the garden,
her ankle-length, lilac-coloured dress brushing the clumps
of summer flowers that edged the paved path.
Stumbling a little in her haste, she skirted the marquee
and made her way past the shrubbery to the old, circular
summer house that stood on a little knoll. Disused for a
long time, the place had been neglected in recent years,
and even more so since her father's death.
Climbing the steps, she pushed open the creaking door of
what, as a child, had always been her sanctuary when she
was feeling unhappy or misunderstood, and sank onto the
wooden bench that ran around the walls.
After several days of sunshine the musty air was quite
warm, and it was blessedly dark, the grimy windows covered
on the inside by spiders' webs, and the outside by
rampaging ivy.
While Lisa had flitted from boyfriend to boyfriend since
the age of fifteen, Jason was the only man Rebecca had
ever wanted, and for the first time since losing him she
lowered her guard and let the bitter tears run down her
cheeks un-checked.
Suddenly the creak of the door opening made her look up
sharply. A bright shaft of low sunlight slanted in,
dazzling her. All she could make out was a tall, dark
shape filling the doorway.
"I've been told that women always cry at weddings, but
don't you think this is overdoing it a bit?" a male voice
asked drily.
Mortified, she shielded her face with her hand. He closed
the door with his heel, and set his back to it. "I'd like
to be alone," she informed him thickly. Mockingly, he
said, "You sound like Greta Garbo." 'Go away! Please go
away," she begged. After a moment, hearing no further
sound of movement, she glanced up.
Leaning nonchalantly against the door, he was holding a
bottle of champagne by the neck, and two long-stemmed
flutes.
She couldn't see his face clearly in the gloom, but his
hair was very dark and his teeth very white as he smiled
at her.
"What do you want?" she demanded. "I'm here to offer my
condolences." Though his words might have been described
as sympathetic, his tone certainly couldn't.
She wasn't sorry. The last thing she wanted was to be
pitied by a perfect stranger.
Though he obviously knew who she was. "Who are you?" she
demanded.
There was the slightest pause, before he told her, "My
name's Graydon Gallagher." Getting no reaction, he added
casually, "Most of my friends call me Gray."
Coming over to sit by her side, he looked at her carefully
in the half-light.
Her ash-brown hair was taken up into a chignon and adorned
with a circlet of fresh flowers. Around her neck, which
was long and slender, she was wearing a single string of
pearls.
Despite the careful make-up her heart-shaped face looked
pale and drawn, her wide-set almond eyes were brimming
with tears, and mauve shadows beneath them suggested that
she hadn't slept properly for weeks.
In most of the photographs he had seen of her, her face
had been serene, her amber-coloured eyes clear, her mouth
wide and full, but with hardly any bow at all, looking as
if she might smile at any moment.
Though it was not beautiful in the conventional sense, he
had found it a fascinating face, full of character, and
had thought cynically that Jason's taste was improving
enormously.
A lot of the females he had got entangled with in the past
had been glamorous gold-diggers, out for all they could
get, with beauty their only asset.
This woman, Gray had felt sure, was different. She had
brains and — he would have bet any amount of money —
strength and resilience.
Though she could be — and considering the family's
circumstances, probably was — after Jason's money, she
looked the sort that might make that feckless young man a
good wife.
In the event she had been pipped at the post by her young
stepsister, and was obviously not relishing it.
As he studied her she sniffed, and wiped away a tear that
was trickling down her chin.
With a twisted smile at the triteness of it, he felt in
his pocket with his free hand and passed her a folded
hankie.
"Thank you." She blew her nose and scrubbed at her wet
cheeks. "Are you a friend of Jason's?"
"I've known him all his life. For a time we lived in the
same London square, only a few houses apart."
"And you've stayed close?" 'Yes, you could say that."
During the weeks that she and Jason had been engaged, he
had jealously wanted her all to himself.
Not particularly gregarious, and head over heels in love,
she had been pleased by this show of male possessiveness.
But because he had neglected his usual social circle, she
hadn't met all that many of his friends.
His voice ironic, Gray pursued, "I had thought that when
he got married he might ask me to be his best man, but…"
Broad shoulders lifted in a shrug.
Thinking back, she remarked, "I didn't see you amongst the
guests."
"Unfortunately my plane was delayed on take-off at JFK, so
not only did I miss the actual service, but I was also
rather late arriving at the house."
Frowning, she said, "So you weren't announced?" 'No. After
parking my car, I came in by the rear entrance. I was just
about to join the merry throng when I happened to overhear
your stepmother's rather unkind remarks."
"Oh." She flushed hotly. "I noticed you slip away." 'And
you followed me? Why?" 'You looked so unhappy that I
thought a drop of vintage champagne might help to
alleviate your — er — disappointment."
At close quarters she could just make out that his face
was lean and attractive, with a strong chin and a fine
straight nose. He must be in his late twenties or early
thirties, she guessed. Though his eyes gleamed brilliantly
beneath dark brows, she couldn't tell whether they were
grey or light blue.
He set the glasses on the bench and, his movements deft,
began to open the bottle, observing gravely, "Remarkable
restorative powers, champagne."
Stripping off the foil, he untwisted the wire, and used
his thumb to gently ease out the cork. "Transporting it
may have made it a little lively. However, I'm sure we'll
cope."
"Thank you, but I really don't want any champagne." 'Now,
is that nice?" he demanded plaintively, as the cork came
out with a loud pop and ricocheted off the wooden ceiling.
Pouring the foaming wine, he added, "To save wounding my
feelings you could at least pretend to be grateful."
"I am, of course. But I —" 'You don't look a bit
grateful," he objected, peering at her closely.
Becoming convinced that he was just having a bit of cruel
fun at her expense, she said raggedly, "I'd be very
grateful if you'd just go away."
"I'll think about it when you've had at least one glass of
champagne," he promised.
"I don't want a glass of champagne…any more than I want
your company."
"You may not want my company, but I'm convinced you need
it."
"Why should I need it?" 'To bolster your ego. It must be
quite deflating to be ditched for one's stepsister. Though
I gather you all stayed friends, as you're the chief
bridesmaid?"
When she said nothing, he observed with mock sympathy, "It
can't be easy being a bridesmaid when everyone knows you
should have been the bride."
In truth it was the hardest thing she had ever done. Only
her pride, allied to a lifetime of concealing her
feelings, had made it possible.
It was that same fierce pride that had allowed them all
to 'stay friends'. Determined that no one, least of all
Lisa and Jason, should know just how devastated she was,
she had struggled to hide her anguish behind a façade of
calm acceptance.
"However," her companion was continuing blandly, "I do
think you should make an effort to put in an appearance at
the reception."
Her hands balled into fists. "After what Helen said, I
can't…I just can't!"
"So what do you plan to do? You won't be able to hide out
here indefinitely. The minute the sun goes down it'll
start to get chilly, and, while the marquee appears to be
heated, this place certainly isn't."
"As soon as everyone's eating, I'll slip back to the
house." He clicked his tongue reprovingly and asked, "How
can the evening's festivities — which must, incidentally,
have cost your stepmother a bomb — go with a bang when the
chief bridesmaid will be hiding in her room indulging in
tears of jealous rage?"