Chapter 1
In the spring of Elizabeth Middleton Bonner's thirty-
eighth year, when she believed herself to be settled,
secure, and well beyond adventure, Selah Voyager came to
Paradise.
It was the screaming of the osprey that brought the women
face to face, just past dawn on a Sunday morning.
Elizabeth and her stepdaughter Hannah were skirting the
marsh at the far end of Half-Moon Lake when the birds
started up, making so much noise chasing each other in
great diving swoops that the two of them stopped right
there to watch. Weary as she was, Elizabeth was glad of
the excuse to rest.
On the edge of New York's endless forests the winter gave
way reluctantly to warm weather, but when the osprey came
back to the lake it was a certainty that the last of the
ice would soon be gone. And there were other signs as
well, all around them: a red-winged blackbird perched on a
cattail; wood frogs hidden among the rushes, their queer
duck-clack call echoing over the water; reeds flushed with
new green. Elizabeth was looking over the lake and taking
comfort in what the day had to offer when Hannah caught
sight of a clutch of small white flowers in first blossom.
Bloodroot gave up a deep scarlet dye, and it was highly
prized.
Elizabeth said, "Can't it wait?" And knew it could not;
Hannah simply could not walk away from such a useful
growing thing. That she had gone a night without rest was
immaterial: she could have run up the mountain and trotted
back down again without stopping, or needing to.
With an apologetic look, Hannah pulled a small spade from
her basket and knelt down to lift the plant. And froze, as
still and attentive as a deer who comesupon a hunter in an
unexpected place.
Almost directly before her was a pair of shoes, sitting
atop a low oak stump in the early morning sun, as if put
there to dry after a walk through the bush. Roughly
cobbled and worn down to almost nothing, with scratched
blue buckles. Elizabeth had never seen such shoes on
anybody in Paradise.
A stranger on the mountain then, and not far off.
The thing to do would be to walk on. It was foolish to
even consider confronting a stranger (a trespasser,
Elizabeth reminded herself) on the mountain, no matter how
curious the footwear such a person might wear. Not with
the solemn charge entrusted to her this morning; not as
weary as she was. The men would see to it. With the osprey
still screeching and wheeling over the lake, Elizabeth was
staring at the shoes and arguing silently with herself
when Hannah took things into her own hands and pushed the
hobblebushes aside.
In a little hollow under an outcropping of stone, a woman
lay curled into a ball. Her skin was darker and richer in
color than the earth she had slept on; under a homespun
jacket her belly was round and taut: yet another child
getting ready to fight its way into the world. The vague
curiosity that had come to Elizabeth at the sight of the
blue buckles was replaced immediately with dread as the
woman pulled away from them, her face blank with fear.
It was more than eight years since Elizabeth had last
encountered an escaped slave, but she knew with complete
certainty that this young woman had run away from someone
who considered her to be property.
She said, "You needn't fear us. Have you lost your way?"
For a moment she didn't move at all, and then she
scrambled up into a sitting position, looking from Hannah
to Elizabeth and back again. Under a high forehead her
eyes were luminous with fever, and a trippling pulse beat
at the hollow of her throat, as frantic as a bird's.
"I am Elizabeth Bonner. This is my stepdaughter Hannah."
Some of the fear left the woman's face. Her mouth worked
without sound, as if language were a burden she had left
somewhere on the trail behind her; when her voice finally
came to her it was unusually deep and hoarse.
"The schoolteacher. Nathaniel Bonner's wife." She stifled
a cough against the back of her hand.
"Yes," said Elizabeth. "Do you know my husband?"
"I heard stories, yes, ma'am."
Hannah said, "You're ill."
She nodded and the turban wrapped around her head slipped;
the girl's hair had been shaved to the scalp not so long
ago. With trembling fingers she set it to rights. "Been
sleeping on the wet ground."
"Were you trying to find someone in the village?" It was
as close as Elizabeth could come to asking what she really
wanted to know, but it was Hannah who answered.
"She was looking for Curiosity," she said, evoking the
name of Elizabeth's closest friend, a woman she loved and
trusted as well as any of her own family. To hear
Curiosity Freeman's name in connection with a runaway
slave in Paradise made complete sense--and was utterly
alarming. And what was Hannah's role in this? Elizabeth
might have asked, but her stepdaughter had already turned
her attention to the stranger and spoke to her directly.
"Curiosity wasn't where she was supposed to be, was she?
She had a birth to attend to, but you couldn't know that.
So you left again."
The rest of the fear drained from the young woman's face,
and Elizabeth saw that she was burning with more than one
kind of fever. There was fierce purpose and an acute
intelligence in those dark eyes.
She reached into the pocket tied by a string around her
waist and held out her hand to them. In the center of her
work-hardened palm lay a thin round disk of wood, its
edges carved in a geometric pattern, and a white stone
lodged at its center. The sight of it made Elizabeth's
heart leap in her chest.
"Where did you get that?"
She coughed again, and her fingers swept to a close over
the bijou, a gesture as elegant as the folding of a
wing. "Almanzo Freeman set me on the path. He gave it to
me."
"Almanzo? But he lives--"
"In New York City, yes ma'am. More than two weeks now I
been on my way. Last stopped just outside of Johnstown."
The last time Elizabeth had made the journey from New York
City to Johnstown, it had taken a full seven days by boat,
stage, and wagon. To walk this far from Johnstown would
require another two days at the very least; perhaps more,
with the April muck at its worst. She could hardly imagine
what this young woman had managed on her own, in strange
countryside.
"Daughter." Elizabeth spoke in the Mohawk language of
Hannah's mother's people. "What do you know about this?"
"I know enough," answered Hannah calmly, in the same
language. "But there's no time to explain right now. She's
sick, and we can't take her through the village by day."
It was a question, and it wasn't. In her usual competent
fashion Hannah had already decided what must be done, and
she simply waited for Elizabeth to come to the same
conclusion.
And how was she to put a coherent thought together with
the osprey screaming and two women staring at her? One of
them young enough never to give her own safety a thought;
the other with good reason to fear for her life. A young
woman in need of help, sent here by Curiosity's son
Almanzo, a free man of color living in the city. There
were people in Paradise who would take pleasure in
returning this woman to whatever punishment waited.
Perhaps they would take her child from her.
Elizabeth was aware of the fragile bundle in her arms,
suddenly as heavy as iron. She said, "We will take you
home with us, Miss--What is your name?"
The young woman straightened her shoulders and took a
hitching breath. "Selah Voyager." And then: "I'm thankful
for your kindness, ma'am, but I'll just wait here till
dark."
"Nonsense," said Elizabeth, more sternly than she
intended. "You are hungry and fevered, and this is not
such an isolated spot as you might think, so close to the
lake. You are much safer at Lake in the Clouds. As are we."
Before they were even in sight of the cabins, the sound of
children's shrieking laughter came to them. Selah Voyager
jerked to a sudden stop and turned toward Elizabeth.
Hannah said, "There's nothing to fear. The children dive
into the water in the mornings and the cold makes them
howl."
But it wasn't the children's laughter that had brought
Selah up short: her gaze was fixed at a point behind them.
Elizabeth knew without turning that someone stood there,
and that this young woman had ears keen enough to have
heard him, although Elizabeth had not.
Nathaniel said, "I went down to ask after you two, and
here you are almost home without me. I see you've brought
us some company."
The truth was, her husband's voice had such power over her
that Elizabeth's anxiety simply gave way, replaced by
relief and pleasure. His hand was on her shoulder and she
covered it with her own as she turned to him.
"This is Miss Voyager," Elizabeth said. "She is a friend
of Curiosity's."
The young woman curtsied, stifling a cough in her fist.
"Glad to make your acquaintance." Nathaniel's tone was
easy, but his expression was equal parts concern and
interest.
Hannah said, "We came up the west way, Da. She's chilled
through and I want to get her inside."
"Better see to it, then." He was looking hard at Hannah,
reading what she had not said from the set of her
shoulders and her guarded expression. "We'll follow
directly."
Selah Voyager drew herself up to her full height. "Mr.
Bonner sir, I am grateful for your help."
Nathaniel managed a smile. "Don't know that I've been any
help to you, but you're welcome on Hidden Wolf."
Hannah put out her arms, pointing with her chin to
Elizabeth's bundle. When she had taken it and walked on
with Selah, Nathaniel pulled his wife closer to examine
her face.
"Another stillbirth?"
She nodded, leaning into him.
"I feared as much when you were so long. Kitty's out of
danger?"
"Curiosity thinks she will survive, but the child was too
small. We said we would bury her next to the others, and
then on the way home--" Her voice went suddenly hoarse.
Nathaniel took her by the arm. "You're so tired your knees
are wobbling. You can tell me what there is to tell
sitting down as well as standing."
The high valley was an oddity, a triangle cut into the
side of the mountain at sharp angles. At its far end a
waterfall dropped into a narrow gorge; at the widest point
two L-shaped cabins stood among blue spruce and birch
trees. Three generations of Bonners lived in the east
cabin, nearest the falls, and in the other, slightly to
the west, lived some of Nathaniel Bonner's Mohawk
relatives by his first marriage.
Nathaniel and Elizabeth came out of the woods into the
cornfield on the outer apron of the glen. The smell of the
earth waking to the spring sun was strong in the air; the
stubble of last year's corn crunched underfoot. At the
edge of the field a single stunted pine tree had fought
its way up through a spill of boulders. Nathaniel sat
there and pulled Elizabeth down to sit in the vee of his
legs, the back of her head resting on his shoulder and his
arms around her waist. Her hair smelled of lavender and
chalk and ink, of the tallow candles that had burned all
night in a birthing room crowded and tense enough to make
her sweat. That was one story she did not have to tell: he
had heard others like it too often.
The sound of the waterfall and the children's voices
echoed against the cliffs, coming to them in fits and
starts: Lily and Kateri scolding, and the boys' laughter
in response. Elizabeth was content to be quiet and let him
talk, so he told her what had passed while she was in the
village, about Hawkeye and Runs-from-Bears going out to
walk the trap lines and the fox Blue-Jay killed with his
sling shot when it came after the hens. Matilda Kaes had
stopped by with five yards of linen, in lieu of cash
payment for her grandson's tuition at Elizabeth's school,
and Daniel and Blue-Jay had brought a world of trouble
upon themselves by eating a pan of stolen cornbread soaked
with maple syrup from the last tapping. Nathaniel wondered
to himself why, if the boys had made up their minds to eat
themselves sick, they hadn't let their sisters in on it,
an oversight which had sent Lily and Kateri straight to
Many-Doves to report the larceny.
Elizabeth laughed a little at that picture.
Nathaniel said, "You make a man work mighty hard for a
smile, Boots."
She twisted in his arms so that he could see that she was
capable of smiling, or trying to. They had lost many
things in the last year that could not be replaced, and
Elizabeth's easy smile was not the least of them. Her
sorrow was as clear as the gray of her eyes.
In August a putrid sore throat had come down on the
village out of nowhere. Richard Todd and Curiosity had
known straight off what they were dealing with, but it
took some weeks before the rest of them came to
understand. Even after Hannah read them an extract from
one of her books, there was no way to really take in the
nature of the beast she called malignant quinsy--not until
he saw it in the throat of his youngest son.
Hannah made him look, and to this day he wished he had
refused. He would no more be able to forget the membrane
growing in the soft tissues of the throat than he could
forget the boy it had choked to death. Nathaniel thought
of the disease as a living thing, a stranger come among
them to steal, quick and cruel and unstoppable.
When it was done, not one family had escaped. At Lake in
the Clouds they had buried two of their own: Hannah's
grandmother Falling-Day, and cradled against her chest for
safekeeping, Robbie Bonner, just two years old. Nathaniel
still expected to hear the boy's voice whenever he opened
his front door.
She said, "Kitty's little girl never even took a breath,
Nathaniel. At least we had Robbie for a short while."
"Too short," he said, sounding angry, because he was and
always would be. Angry at himself, for letting the boy
slip away. The truth was, Nathaniel could not make
Elizabeth put down her grief any more than he could put
aside his own.