He watched her carefully for a
moment then closed the folder. โWe can keep doing this
if youโd like.โ
She wasnโt expecting him to be
direct. No doubt most people sheโd made contact with in
the past chose to
ignore the clear evidence of trouble in her life that
clung to her like a
cloak. Most people wouldnโt want to get involved in her
problems.
โI donโt know what you mean.โ
โI think you do. I was a
detective for many years. Long enough to know when
someone is running for
their life. I see all those signs in you. I can help
you but I need you to
trust me.โ
She was ready to reject his offer
even before he finished giving it. โNo, youโre wrong. I
canโtโโ
โYou can. I know itโs hard but I
promise I wonโt let you down.โ He got to his feet and
knelt in front of
her.
โNo, you donโt understand.
Iโฆcanโt.โ
Heโd expected this from her.
People who were victims of domestic violence usually
gave up on trusting
their survival to anyone but themselves.
For the moment he let it go. โAll
right. But maybe I can help you out in another way.โ
Her clear blue eyes met his. โIโm
sorry but I donโt see how.โ A little bit more of his
resistance melted. He
wanted to protect her. He couldnโt. He couldnโt let
himself care about her.
Caring about someone almost always led to pain.
โYou need a job. I need a
secretary. I think we can work something out, donโt
you?โ
โIโm sorry but I donโt think I
can-canโโ
โCan what? Can stick around long
enough to learn the job? Can trust me? What are you
really afraid of,
Faith?โ
โAll those things,โ she admitted
at last. โI canโt give you promises. I canโt guarantee
Iโll be here
tomorrow much less long term. I canโt trust you. Iโm
sorry, I just canโt
and it has nothing to do with you really. Iโm sure
youโre a good person.
But youโre right. Itโs all of those things.โ
โI see.โ His gut instinct told
him to walk away from this womanโs problems before they
became his but
something that went deeper than gut-instinct urged him
not to give up on
her so easily. โWell, thank you for being honest with
me. But Iโd still
like to help. We can take it one day at a time if youโd
like. Just see what
happens, okay? Donโt be concerned about the job. Youโll
learn that soon
enough. Iโll help you.โ
โYou just happen to have a
position sitting around vacant waiting for me?โ She
sounded skeptical. He
couldnโt blame her. Heโd probably react the same way.
โNo,โ he acknowledged
reluctantly. โBut as it happens, my regular secretary
left to have a baby
and the girl whose been filling in for her walked out
on me on Friday.โ
She looked as if she didnโt
believe him. She probably thought he was just being
nice. Sheโd learn soon
enough. Nice wasnโt part of his business decisions.
โI need someone who can start
right away.โ
โSo youโre willing to settle for
someone like me with very little experience?โ
He considered his words
carefully. โLook Faith, to be honest with you, Iโm
desperate. I know Iโm
not the easiest person to work for. If you have any
doubts just ask the
girl who quit. She said something about not being able
to take the pressure
anymore. Whatever that means. But Iโm willing to give
us a try if you are.โ
She wasnโt. At least not right
away. โWhy are you doing this? You donโt even know me.โ
โMaybe not but I do know some
things about you that you probably donโt even realize.
You have very
expressive eyes. Did you know they give away so many
things about you?โ She
didnโt like his answer. โFor instance, I know youโre
running for your life.
I know youโre scared of something or someone. I know I
can help you. And
Iโm hoping in time youโll trust me enough to let me.
This is what I do for
a living. But for now letโs just concentrate on the
present. Come into the
office tomorrow and weโll go over everything together.
Iโll be patient, I
promise. Ask me anything you have questions about.
Weโll figure it out
together.โ
For a long time he believed she
would refuse flat out. Probably keep right on running.
When she slowly
nodded, it felt as if heโd just passed some huge test
with her. Heโd won a
little bit of her trust. Hopefully it wouldnโt be the
last. Maybe she was
just too tired to run anymore. She looked exhausted
right down to her soul.
JTโs heart went out to her.
โGood.โ He got to his feet and pulled her up beside
him. Before she had
time to consider what sheโd promised and change her
mind, he started for
the door. โIโll see you in the morning, okay? The
address for Wyatt
Securities is on my business card. Donโt stand me up,
Faith. Iโm counting
on you.โ