He watched her carefully for a
moment then closed the folder. βWe can keep doing this
if youβd like.β
She wasnβt expecting him to be
direct. No doubt most people sheβd made contact with in
the past chose to
ignore the clear evidence of trouble in her life that
clung to her like a
cloak. Most people wouldnβt want to get involved in her
problems.
βI donβt know what you mean.β
βI think you do. I was a
detective for many years. Long enough to know when
someone is running for
their life. I see all those signs in you. I can help
you but I need you to
trust me.β
She was ready to reject his offer
even before he finished giving it. βNo, youβre wrong. I
canβtββ
βYou can. I know itβs hard but I
promise I wonβt let you down.β He got to his feet and
knelt in front of
her.
βNo, you donβt understand.
Iβ¦canβt.β
Heβd expected this from her.
People who were victims of domestic violence usually
gave up on trusting
their survival to anyone but themselves.
For the moment he let it go. βAll
right. But maybe I can help you out in another way.β
Her clear blue eyes met his. βIβm
sorry but I donβt see how.β A little bit more of his
resistance melted. He
wanted to protect her. He couldnβt. He couldnβt let
himself care about her.
Caring about someone almost always led to pain.
βYou need a job. I need a
secretary. I think we can work something out, donβt
you?β
βIβm sorry but I donβt think I
can-canββ
βCan what? Can stick around long
enough to learn the job? Can trust me? What are you
really afraid of,
Faith?β
βAll those things,β she admitted
at last. βI canβt give you promises. I canβt guarantee
Iβll be here
tomorrow much less long term. I canβt trust you. Iβm
sorry, I just canβt
and it has nothing to do with you really. Iβm sure
youβre a good person.
But youβre right. Itβs all of those things.β
βI see.β His gut instinct told
him to walk away from this womanβs problems before they
became his but
something that went deeper than gut-instinct urged him
not to give up on
her so easily. βWell, thank you for being honest with
me. But Iβd still
like to help. We can take it one day at a time if youβd
like. Just see what
happens, okay? Donβt be concerned about the job. Youβll
learn that soon
enough. Iβll help you.β
βYou just happen to have a
position sitting around vacant waiting for me?β She
sounded skeptical. He
couldnβt blame her. Heβd probably react the same way.
βNo,β he acknowledged
reluctantly. βBut as it happens, my regular secretary
left to have a baby
and the girl whose been filling in for her walked out
on me on Friday.β
She looked as if she didnβt
believe him. She probably thought he was just being
nice. Sheβd learn soon
enough. Nice wasnβt part of his business decisions.
βI need someone who can start
right away.β
βSo youβre willing to settle for
someone like me with very little experience?β
He considered his words
carefully. βLook Faith, to be honest with you, Iβm
desperate. I know Iβm
not the easiest person to work for. If you have any
doubts just ask the
girl who quit. She said something about not being able
to take the pressure
anymore. Whatever that means. But Iβm willing to give
us a try if you are.β
She wasnβt. At least not right
away. βWhy are you doing this? You donβt even know me.β
βMaybe not but I do know some
things about you that you probably donβt even realize.
You have very
expressive eyes. Did you know they give away so many
things about you?β She
didnβt like his answer. βFor instance, I know youβre
running for your life.
I know youβre scared of something or someone. I know I
can help you. And
Iβm hoping in time youβll trust me enough to let me.
This is what I do for
a living. But for now letβs just concentrate on the
present. Come into the
office tomorrow and weβll go over everything together.
Iβll be patient, I
promise. Ask me anything you have questions about.
Weβll figure it out
together.β
For a long time he believed she
would refuse flat out. Probably keep right on running.
When she slowly
nodded, it felt as if heβd just passed some huge test
with her. Heβd won a
little bit of her trust. Hopefully it wouldnβt be the
last. Maybe she was
just too tired to run anymore. She looked exhausted
right down to her soul.
JTβs heart went out to her.
βGood.β He got to his feet and pulled her up beside
him. Before she had
time to consider what sheβd promised and change her
mind, he started for
the door. βIβll see you in the morning, okay? The
address for Wyatt
Securities is on my business card. Donβt stand me up,
Faith. Iβm counting
on you.β