Chapter 1
The fate of the entire MacPherson clan rested in the hands
of Laird Ramsey Sinclair. With the recent birth of Alan
Doyle and the peaceful passing of Walter Flanders, there
were exactly nine hundred and twenty-two MacPhersons, and
the vast majority of those proud men and women desperately
wanted and needed Ramsey's protection.
The MacPhersons were in a bad way. Their laird, a sad-eyed,
mean-tempered old man named Lochlan, had died the year
before, by his own hand, God forgive him. His clansmen had
been stunned and appalled by their laird's cowardly act and
still could not talk openly about it. None of the younger
men had successfully challenged for the right to lead the
clan; though, in truth, most didn't want to fill Lochlan's
shoes because they believed he had tainted the position by
killing himself. He had to have been mad, they reasoned,
because a sane man would never commit such a sin, knowing
that he would spend eternity burning in hell for giving God
such an insult.
The two elders who had stepped forward to temporarily lead
the MacPherson clan, Brisbane Andrews and Otis MacPherson,
were old and worn-out from more than twenty years of off-
and-on fighting with the land-hungry clans to the east,
south, and west of their holding. The fighting had
intensified tenfold after the death of their laird, for
their enemies knew their vulnerability with the lack of
leadership. Desperate times called for cunning measures,
however, and so Brisbane and Otis, with their clan's
approval, decided to approach Laird Ramsey Sinclair during
the annual spring festival. The social opportunity seemed
the ideal time to present their petition, as it was an
unspoken rule that all the clans leave their animosity at
home and join together as one family for two full weeks of
competition and goodwill. It was a time when old
friendships were renewed, harmless grudges were stirred up,
and most important, marriage contracts were sealed. Fathers
of young daughters spent most of their days frantically
trying to protect their offspring from unwanted suitors
while at the same time trying to make the best possible
match. Most of the men found it a thoroughly invigorating
time.
Because the Sinclair land bordered the MacPherson holding
on the southern edge, Ramsey assumed that the MacPherson
leaders wanted to talk to him about a possible alliance,
but as it turned out, the old men wanted much more. They
were after a union -- a marriage, so to speak -- between
the two clans and were willing to give up their name and
become Sinclairs if the laird would give them his solemn
word that every MacPherson would be treated as though he
had been born a Sinclair. They wanted equality for every
one of their nine hundred and twenty-two clansmen.
Ramsey Sinclair's tent was the size of a large cottage and
spacious enough to accommodate the gathering. There was a
small round table in the center with four chairs and
several mats strewn around the ground for sleeping.
Ramsey's commander in arms, Gideon, and two other seasoned
Sinclair warriors, Anthony and Faudron, his trusted
leaders, were present. Michael Sinclair, Ramsey's younger
brother, fidgeted in the shadows while he waited for
permission to rejoin the festivities. The child had already
been rebuked for interrupting the meeting and kept his head
bowed in embarrassment and shame.
Brisbane Andrews, a cantankerous old man with a piercing
gaze and raspy voice, stepped forward to explain why the
MacPhersons sought a merger.
"We have young soldiers, but they are poorly trained and
cannot defend our women and children against our
aggressors. We need your strength to keep the predators at
bay so that we may live a peaceful life."
Otis MacPherson, a legend in the Highlands because of his
remarkable though highly embellished feats as a young man,
sat down in the chair Ramsey offered, clasped his hands on
his knobby knees, and nodded toward Michael. "Perhaps,
Laird, it would be best if you would listen to your
brother's request and allow him to be on his way before we
continue this discussion. Children often repeat secrets by
accident, and I wouldn't like anyone to know about
this...merger...until you have either accepted or denied
us."
Ramsey agreed and turned to his brother. "What is it you
want, Michael?"
The boy was still terribly timid around his older brother,
for he barely knew him, having seen him only a couple of
times in his short life. Ramsey had been living at the
Maitland holding as an emissary after his mandatory years
of training to become a fit warrior and had returned to his
Sinclair home when their father had called for him on his
deathbed. The brothers were nearly strangers to one
another, but Ramsey, though somewhat inept at dealing with
children, was determined to rectify that situation as soon
as possible.
"I want to go fishing with my new friend," Michael
stammered, his head still bowed low, "if it's all right
with you, Laird."
"Look at me when you ask your question," Ramsey instructed.
Michael quickly did as he was ordered and repeated his
request, adding the word "please" this time.
Ramsey could see the fear in his brother's eyes and
wondered how long it was going to take for the boy to get
used to having him around. The child still mourned their
father, and Ramsey knew that Michael felt as though he had
been abandoned. The boy didn't remember his mother -- she
had passed away when he was just a year old -- but he had
been extremely close to their father and still had not
recovered from his death. Ramsey hoped that with time and
patience Michael would learn to trust him and perhaps even
remember how to smile again.
"You won't go near the falls, and you'll be back in this
tent before sunset," he ordered quietly.
"I'll be back before sunset," Michael promised. "Can I
leave now?"
"Yes," Ramsey answered, then watched in exasperation as his
brother tripped over his own feet and knocked a chair over
in his haste to join his friend.
"Michael," he called as his brother was rushing out the
entrance, "haven't you forgotten something?"
The child looked puzzled until Ramsey nodded to the
visitors. Michael immediately ran to the two men, bowed to
his waist, and blurted out, "May I take your leave?"
Otis and Brisbane gave their permission, smiling as they
watched the child bolt outside.
"The boy resembles you, Laird," Brisbane commented. "'Tis
the truth he's your very image, for I well remember you as
a lad. God willing, Michael will also grow into a fine
warrior. A leader of men."
"Yes," Otis agreed, "with proper guidance, he could become
a great leader, yet I couldn't help but notice that the
child fears his brother. Why is that, Laird?"
Ramsey wasn't offended by the question, as the old man
spoke the truth and was simply making an observation. "I'm
a stranger to the boy, but in time he'll learn to trust
me."
"And trust that you won't leave him?" Otis asked.
"Yes," he answered, realizing how perceptive the old man
was.
"I remember when your father decided to marry again,"
Brisbane remarked. "I thought Alisdair was too old and set
in his ways to take another wife. Your mother had been dead
over ten years, but he fooled me, and he seemed very
content. Did you ever meet Glynnes, his second wife?"
"I attended their wedding," he said. "Because she was so
much younger than my father, he was certain he would die
first and he wanted to be sure she was well provided for,"
he explained.
"And he asked this of you?" Otis inquired, smiling.
"I am his son," Ramsey responded. "I would do whatever he
asked."
Otis turned to his friend. "Laird Sinclair would never turn
his back on anyone in need."
Ramsey had wasted enough time talking about personal
matters and turned the discussion back to the primary
subject. "You have said you want my protection, but could
you not achieve this with a simple alliance?"
"Your soldiers would have to patrol our borders night and
day," Otis said. "And in time they would grow weary of the
duty, but if you owned the land..."
"Yes," Brisbane eagerly agreed. "If the Sinclairs owned the
land, you would protect it at all cost. We have -- " He
suddenly stopped, for he was so stunned by the fact that
Ramsey had moved forward to pour wine into their empty
goblets, he lost his train of thought. "You are laird...yet
you serve us as though you are our squire. Do you not know
the power you hold?"
Ramsey smiled over their bewilderment. "I know that you are
guests in my tent," he answered, "and my elders. It is
therefore my duty to see to your comfort."
The men were honored by his words. "You have your father's
heart," Otis praised. "It is good to see Alisdair lives on
in his son." The laird accepted the compliment with a nod
and then gently led the men back to the topic he most
wanted to discuss. "You were saying that I would protect
your land at all costs if I owned it?"
"Aye," Otis agreed. "And we have much to offer in return
for this union. Our land is rich with resources. Our lakes
are glutted with fat fish, our soil is rich for planting,
and our hills are filled with sheep."
"Which is why we are being constantly attacked on all our
borders by the Campbells and the Hamiltons and the
Boswells. They all want our land, our water and our women,
but the rest of us can go to hell."
Ramsey didn't show any outward reaction to the passionate
speech. He began to pace about the tent with his head bowed
and his hands clasped behind his back.
"With your permission, Laird, I would ask a few questions,"
Gideon requested.
"As you wish," Ramsey told his commander.
Gideon turned to Otis. "How many soldiers do you count
among the MacPhersons?"
"Nearly two hundred," he answered. "But as Brisbane
explained, they have not been properly trained."
"And there are one hundred more of an age to begin
training," Otis interjected. "You could make them
invincible, Laird," he said. "As invincible as Laird
Brodick Buchanan's Spartans. Aye, it's possible, for they
already have the minds and hearts of warriors."
"You call Brodick's soldiers Spartans?" Gideon asked,
smiling.
"We do, for that is what they are," Otis replied. "Haven't
you heard the stories about the Spartans of times past from
your fathers and grandfathers as we have?"
Gideon nodded. "Most of the stories have been exaggerated."
"Nay, most are true," Otis replied. "The stories were
written down by the holy monks and retold countless times.
They were a barbaric tribe," he added with a
frown. "Sinfully proud but extremely brave. It was said
they would rather die by the blade than lose an
argument. 'Tis my opinion they were a stubborn lot."
"We wouldn't want our soldiers to be as ruthless as the
Buchanan warriors," Brisbane hastily interjected.
Ramsey laughed. "Aye, Brodick's soldiers are ruthless." His
smile faded as he added, "Know this, gentlemen. Though we
are often at odds, I count Brodick as one of my closest
friends. He is a brother to me. However, I will not take
exception to what have said about him, for I know Brodick
would be pleased to know that you think him ruthless."
"The man rules with passion," Otis said.
"Yes, he does," Ramsey agreed. "But he is also fair to a
fault." "You were both trained by Iain Maitland, weren't
you?" Brisbane asked.
"We were."
"Laird Maitland rules his clan with wisdom."
Ramsey concurred. "I also count Iain as my friend and
brother."
Otis smiled. "Brodick rules with passion, Iain with wisdom,
and you, Laird Ramsey, rule with an iron hand of justice.
We all know you to be a compassionate man. Show us your
mercy now," he pleaded.
"How can you know what kind of leader I am?" he asked. "You
call me compassionate, but I've only been laird for six
months and I've yet to be tested."
"Look at your commanders," Brisbane said with a
nod. "Gideon and Anthony and Faudron led and controlled the
Sinclair clan when your father was ill, and after he died
and you became Laird, you didn't do what others in your
position would have done."
"And what would they have done?"
"Replace the commanders with men you know would be loyal
you."
"We are loyal to our laird," Gideon blustered. "You dare to
suggest otherwise?"
"Nay," Brisbane countered. "I'm merely saying that other
lairds would be less...confident...and would rid themselves
of any competitors. That is all. laird, you showed
compassion by allowing them to stay in their important
positions."
Ramsey didn't agree or disagree with the old man's
judgment. "As I just mentioned, I've been laird for a very
short time, and there are problems I must solve within the
Sinclair clan. I'm not certain that now is the time to -- "
"We can't wait any longer, Laird. The Boswells have
declared war and there's talk that they'll align themselves
with the Hamiltons. If that happens, the MacPhersons will
all be destroyed."
"Would your soldiers willingly pledge themselves to
Ramsey?" Gideon asked.
"Aye, they would," Otis insisted.
"All of them?" the Sinclair commander persisted. "There are
no dissenters?"
Otis and Brisbane glanced at one another before Otis
answered. "There are but a few against this union. Before
we came to you with our proposal, we put it to a vote four
months ago. Everyone, man and woman, was included."
"You let your women vote?" Gideon asked, incredulous.
Otis smiled. "Aye, we did, for we wanted it to be fair, and
our women will also be affected by the union. We wouldn't
have thought to include them if Meggan MacPherson,
granddaughter of our past laird, hadn't insisted on it."
"She is a most outspoken woman," Brisbane added, though the
glint in his eye indicated he didn't see that as a flaw.
"If you voted four months ago, why are you just now making
this request to Ramsey?" Gideon asked.
"We've actually voted twice now," Otis explained. "Four
months ago we put the vote to the clan and then allowed a
period for everyone to consider the matter again. The first
vote went in favor of the union, but by a smaller margin."
"We didn't want it to be said that we rushed such an
important issue," Brisbane added. "So we gave them time to
consider all the ramifications. Then we voted again."
"Yes," Otis said. "Many who were at first against the union
changed their minds and voted in favor."
"We shouldn't have waited so long to come to you, Laird,
because now our situation has become critical."
"What was the result of the second vote?" Ramsey
asked. "How many of your soldiers are still against the
union?"
"Sixty-two are still against, and all of them are young,
very young," Otis said.
"Pride has colored their judgment," Brisbane volunteered.
"They're led by a stubborn-headed rebel named Proster, but
all the others were in favor of the union, and the majority
rules."
"Will the dissenters go along with the decision?" Ramsey
asked.
"Yes, but grudgingly," Otis admitted. "If Proster can be
won over, the others will come with him. There is a simple
way to gain their loyalty...a very simple way."
"And what might that be?"
"Marry Meggan MacPherson," Brisbane blurted out. "And unite
us by marriage."
"Men have married for far less than what we offer you,"
Otis interjected.
"And if I choose not to marry Meggan?"
"I would still plead with you if that is what it will take
to get your agreement to let our clan unite with yours.
Marriage to a MacPherson would only make the union
stronger. My clan...my children...need your protection.
Just two weeks ago, David and Lucy Douglas were murdered,
and their only sin was that they ventured too close to the
border. They were newly wed."
"We cannot lose any more of our good people, and if you do
not take us in, one by one we will be hunted down. What
will happen to our children?" Brisbane asked. "We have boys
your brother's age," he added in an attempt to sway the
laird.
Ramsey couldn't turn his back on their cry for help. He
knew the lengths the Boswells would go to in order to claim
more land. None of their soldiers would think twice about
killing a child.
"The Boswells are jackals," he muttered.
Gideon knew his laird well and had already guessed what his
answer was going to be. "Ramsey, will you put this matter
to our clan before you give these men your decision?"
"I will not," he answered. "The matter isn't open for
discussion."
Gideon held his frustration. "But will you think about this
before you decide?"
Knowing his commander was trying to caution him to wait and
was wanting a private discussion before any commitment was
made, Ramsey gave Gideon a brisk nod before addressing the
MacPhersons again.
"Gentlemen, you will have my answer in three hours' time.
Does that suit you?"
Otis nodded as he stood. "With your permission, we will
return then to hear your answer."
Brisbane latched onto his friend's arm. "You've forgotten
to tell him about the competition," he whispered loudly.
"What competition?" Gideon asked.
Otis visibly colored. "We thought...to save our soldiers'
pride, that you would agree to compete in a series of
games. We can't possibly win, but it would be easier to
give up our name and take the Sinclair name if we were
soundly beaten in games of strength."
Gideon stepped forward. "And if you should win?"
"But we wouldn't," Otis insisted.
"But if you did?"
"Then the Sinclairs give up their name. You would still
rule as laird, Ramsey, but you would become a MacPherson,
and the man who bested you would become your first in
command."
Gideon was outraged, but Ramsey had the opposite reaction.
So absurd was the request, he felt like laughing. He forced
himself to maintain his stern expression as he said, "I
have a commander and am well pleased with him."
"But, Laird, we thought only -- " Otis began.
Ramsey cut him off. "My commander stands before you,
gentlemen, and you insult him mightily with your proposal."
"What if you were to put the question to your clan?"
Brisbane asked. "The games have only just started and there
are still two full weeks. You could compete at the end of
the games."
"Then I, like you, would want every man and woman to have a
say, and since most are not attending the festival, I
assure you it would take months before everyone had voted.
We would have to wait until next year to compete."
"But we cannot wait that long for a decision," Otis said.
"I will be completely honest with you and tell you I
wouldn't give the matter to my clan to decide anyway. The
mere suggestion is obscene. The Sinclair name is sacred.
However, since you say you wish only to save your soldiers'
pride, if I decide on this union, then I will also suggest
they compete for positions within my ranks under my
commander. Those MacPherson soldiers who show strength and
courage against my soldiers will be personally trained by
Gideon."
Otis nodded. "We'll return then in three hours to hear your
answer," he said.
"God guide you in making this momentous decision," Brisbane
added as he followed his friend outside.
Ramsey laughed softly. "We've just been led down a crooked
path," he remarked. "Otis believes the MacPherson soldiers
could beat us and then he would have it all. Our protection
and his name."
Gideon wasn't amused. "They come to you with hat in hand,
begging, but then they have the audacity to put conditions
on you at the same time. They are outrageous."
"What say you, Anthony?" he asked Gideon's second in
command.
"I'm against this union," the yellow-haired soldier
muttered. "Any man who would willingly give up his name
disgusts me."
"I feel the same," Faudron interjected, his hawk-like face
red with anger. "Brisbane and Otis are despicable."
"Nay, they're simply cunning old men who want the best for
their clan. I've known for some time now that they were
going to come to me, and I've had time to contemplate the
matter. Tell me, Gideon, are you in favor of such a union?"
"I know you are," he replied. "Your heart is too soft,
Laird. It's a troubling flaw, that. I see the problems
involved in such a union."
"So do I," Ramsey said. "But Otis is right; they have much
to offer in return. More important is their cry for help,
Gideon. Can you turn your back on them?"
His commander shook his head. "Nay, the Boswells would
slaughter them. However, I'm most concerned about Proster
and the other dissenters."
"They've had time to come to terms with this union," Ramsey
reminded him. "You heard what Otis said. They first voted
four months ago. Besides, we'll keep a close eye on them."
"Your mind's made up, isn't it?"
"Yes, I'll welcome them into our clan."
"There'll be problems with our soldiers..."
Ramsey slapped Gideon's shoulder. "Then we'll deal with
them," he said. "Don't look so bleak. Let's put the matter
aside for now and join the festivities. Iain and Judith
Maitland have been here since yesterday afternoon and I've
still not spoken to them. Let's hunt them down."
"There is one more pressing matter you must attend to
first," he said.
Ramsey dismissed Anthony and Faudron and then said to
Gideon, "I can see from your grin the matter isn't
serious."
"To your faithful soldier, Dunstan Forbes, the matter is
very serious. You might as well sit down, Laird, for
Dunstan has requested permission to marry Bridgid
KirkConnell."
Ramsey was suddenly weary. "How many does this make now?"
Gideon laughed. "Including me, I count seven proposals in
all, but Douglas swears there have been eight."
Ramsey sat down and stretched his long legs out in front of
him. "Does Bridgid know about this latest suitor?"
"Not yet," he answered. "But I have taken the liberty of
sending for her. She's waiting outside, and you will at
last meet the thorn in your side." After making the
comment, he burst into laughter.
Ramsey shook his head. "Do you know, Gideon, all this time
I believed that when I challenged you for the position of
laird, I beat you fairly."
Gideon instantly sobered. "But you did beat me fairly."
"Are you certain you didn't let me win just so you wouldn't
have to deal with Bridgid KirkConnell?"
Gideon laughed again. "Perhaps," he said. "I'll admit I
like being in her presence, for she's a beautiful woman and
a true delight to observe. She has a spirit few other women
possess. She's quite...passionate...but alas, she's also as
stubborn as a Buchanan. I'm glad now she turned me down,
for I have no wish to marry such a difficult woman."
"How is it that I have had to deny three proposals on this
woman's behalf while I have been laird but I have yet to
meet her?"
"She sent her refusals from her uncle's home in Carnwath. I
specifically remember telling you that I had given her
permission to help her aunt with the new bairn. They, too,
are here at the festival."
"If you told me, I've forgotten," he said. "I do remember
her rejections though. She always sent back the same
message.
"I've a feeling she'll say those very words today and
Dunstan will join the rapidly growing ranks of the
brokenhearted."
"My father is to blame for this nuisance duty I'm now
saddled with because he was the one who gave his promise to
Bridgid's father that she could choose her husband. It's
unthinkable to me that she alone will decide her future."
"You don't have a choice in the matter," Gideon said. "You
must honor your father's word. Bridgid's father was a noble
warrior, and he was on his deathbed when he forged this
promise. I wonder if he knew how stubborn his daughter was
going to be."
Ramsey stood and then suggested Gideon call Bridgid
inside. "And stop grinning," he ordered. "This is an
important matter to Dunstan, and we shall treat it as such.
Who knows? She may say yes to his proposal."
"Aye, and it might rain pigs this afternoon," Gideon
drawled as he folded back the flap of the tent. He
hesitated, turned back to his laird, and in a soft voice
asked, "Have you ever had your head turned by a lady?"
The question exasperated Ramsey. "No, I haven't."
"Then I'd brace myself if I were you. I swear your head's
going to spin."
A moment later, Gideon's prediction almost came true, as
Bridgid KirkConnell walked into the tent and literally
knocked the wind out of her laird. She was an astonishingly
pretty young lady, with fair skin, sparkling eyes, and
sinfully curly, long honey-colored hair that floated beyond
her shoulders. Her gentle curves were in all the right
places, and Ramsey was surprised that there had been only
eight proposals.
She made a curtsy, smiled ever so sweetly up at him, and
said, "Good day to you, Laird Ramsey."
He bowed. "So we meet at last, Bridgid KirkConnell. I've
had to break the hearts of several suitors on your behalf
without benefit of knowing why those good men were so
anxious to wed such an obstinate woman. Now I understand
the reason my soldiers are so persistent."
Her smile vanished. "But we have met before."
He shook his head. "I assure you that if I had met you, I
would not have forgotten."
"But it's true, we did meet," she insisted. "And I remember
our encounter as though it had taken place just yesterday.
You had come home for your cousin's wedding. While my
parents were attending the celebration, I decided to go
swimming in the lake beyond the glen. You fished me out."
He clasped his hands behind his back and tried to
concentrate on what she was telling him. Gideon hadn't
exaggerated. She was an extraordinary woman.
"And why did I fish you out?"
"I was drowning."
"Didn't you know how to swim, lass?" Gideon asked.
"Much to my surprise, I didn't."
She smiled again, and Ramsey's heartbeat began to race. He
was stunned by his own reaction to the woman, for he
couldn't get past the fact that she was so damned pretty.
It wasn't like him to behave like this -- he wasn't a boy
and he had certainly been in the presence of comely women
before. It was her smile, he decided then. It was really
quite infectious.
He wondered if Gideon was experiencing a similar response
to the lass, and just as soon as he could find the
discipline to stop gawking at her, he'd look at his
commander.
"If you didn't know how to swim, why did you go in the
lake?" Gideon asked, trying to make sense out of such an
illogical act.
She shrugged. "Swimming didn't look difficult, and I was
sure I could figure it out, but alas, I was mistaken."
"You were a bold lass," Gideon commented.
"Nay, I was stupid."
"You were young," Ramsey offered.
"You must have turned your parents' hair white," Gideon
said.
"I was accused of doing just that on several occasions,"
she replied before turning her attention to Ramsey
again. "I understand why you don't remember. I've changed
in my appearance and it has been a long while. I'm grown up
now, but I'm not obstinate, Laird. Truly I'm not."
"You should have married by now," Ramsey said. "And it
would seem to me that you are being difficult. All of the
men who have proposed marriage are fine and worthy
soldiers."
"Yes, I'm certain they are good men," she agreed.
Ramsey took a step toward her. She took a step back, for
she knew what was coming and wanted to be close to the
opening of the tent so she could make a quick exit.
Ramsey noticed her glancing over her shoulder and thought
she might be judging the distance to freedom. He maintained
his serious demeanor, but it was difficult. Her panic made
him want to laugh. Was marriage that repulsive to her?
"Now another soldier has stepped forward to ask for your
hand in marriage," he said. "His name is Dunstan. Do you
know him?"
She shook her head. "No, I don't."
"He's a good man, Bridgid, and he would certainly treat you
well."
"Why?" she asked.
"Why what?" he countered.
"Why does he want to marry me? Did he give you a reason?"
Since Ramsey hadn't spoken to Dunstan personally, he turned
to Gideon. "Did he give you a reason? "
The commander nodded. "He wants you."
Ramsey could tell from the hesitation in Gideon's voice
that he wasn't telling her the full story. "Give her his
exact words," he ordered.
Gideon's face colored. "Surely the lass doesn't wish to
hear every word, Laird."
"I think she does," Ramsey countered. "And Dunstan expects
us to speak for him."
The commander scowled to cover his embarrassment. "Very
well then. Bridgid KirkConnell, Dunstan swears his love for
you. He treasures your beauty and worships the very ground
you...float upon....As God is my witness, those were his
very words."
Ramsey smiled, but Bridgid wasn't the least bit amused.
Insulted by the declaration, she tried to hide her
feelings, knowing that her laird wouldn't understand. How
could he? He was a man and, therefore, couldn't possibly
know what was in her heart.
"How can this be?" she asked. "I have not even met this
man, yet he declares his love for me?"
"Dunstan is a good man," Gideon told her. "And I believe he
means what he says."
"He's clearly infatuated with you," Ramsey added. "Would
you like time to consider his proposal? Perhaps if you were
to sit down with him and discuss this matter -- "
"No," she blurted out. "I don't want to sit down with him,
and I don't need time to consider his proposal. I would
like to give my answer now. Would you please tell Dunstan
that I thank him for his proposal, but..."
"But what?" Gideon asked.
"I won't have him."
Those were the identical words she had used to deny eight
other men.
"Why not?" Ramsey demanded, his irritation obvious.
"I don't love him."
"What does love have to do with a marriage proposal? You
could learn to love this man."
"I will love the man I marry or I won't marry at all."
After making her vehement statement, she took another step
back.
"How do I reason with such an absurd belief?" Ramsey asked
Gideon.
"I don't know," he replied. "Where could she have gotten
such notions?"
Their rudeness in openly discussing her as though she
weren't even there angered and frustrated her, but she
tried to control her temper because Ramsey was her laird
and she should respect his position.
"You won't change your mind about Dunstan?" Ramsey asked.
She shook her head. "I won't have him," she repeated.
"Ah, Bridgid, you are a stubborn lass to be sure."
Being criticized a third time stung her pride, and she
found it impossible to keep silent any longer.
"I have been in your presence less than ten minutes, but in
that short while you have called me obstinate, difficult,
and stubborn. If you are through insulting me, I would like
to join my aunt and uncle."
Ramsey was astonished by her burst of anger. She was the
first woman ever to speak to him in such a tone. Her
behavior bordered on insolence, yet he couldn't fault her
because he had said those very words to her, and they were
insulting.
"You will not speak to your laird with such disrespect,"
Gideon commanded. "Your father would turn in his grave if
he could hear you now."
She lowered her head, but Ramsey saw the tears in her
eyes. "Let's leave her father out of this," he said.
"But, Laird, at the very least she should apologize."
"Why? I insulted her, though not deliberately, and for that
I apologize."
Her head snapped up. "You apologize to me?"
"Yes."
Her smile was radiant. "Then I must tell you I'm sorry for
being so contrary." She bowed, then turned and ran outside.
Gideon frowned after her. "She's a difficult woman," he
remarked. "I pity the man who does marry her, for he will
have a fine battle on his hands."
Ramsey laughed. "But what an invigorating battle it would
be."
Gideon was surprised by the comment. "And would you be
interested in pursuing a -- "
A shout stopped his question and he turned to the entrance
just as a young soldier came running inside the tent. He
was Emmet MacPherson's son, Alan, and he looked as though
he had just seen the ghost of his father.
"Laird, come quickly. There's been a terrible
accident...terrible...at the falls," he stammered, panting
for breath. "Your brother...oh, God, your little
brother..."
Ramsey was already running outside when Alan's next words
hit him.
"Michael's dead."