"Mommy! There's a man here to see ya!" Mandy Witherspoon
yelled.
With a shake of her head, Zoey Witherspoon dried her hands
on a towel. "Mom, I don't know how many times I've told
that child never to open the door to a stranger. Will she
ever learn to listen?"
Emma Bradford laughed. "You should have seen you at that
age. You want me to see who it is?"
"No, I will, then have a word with my daughter. It's a
good thing we live in a safe, small town."Already headed
toward the kitchen door, Zoey glanced at the clock over
the desk and realized how late the hour was. Who would be
visiting right before the children's bedtime?
When Zoey stepped into the foyer and saw a tall, thin man
through the screen, she held back the scream that demanded
release. She blinked. Her eyes had to be playing tricks on
her. But when she focused on the man again, she realized
the impossible had occurred.
The pounding of her heart threatened to squeeze the air
from her lungs. Slowly she moved toward the front door,
past her daughter. "Mandy, go help your grandmother clean
up."
The sound of her daughter racing toward the kitchen faded,
and all Zoey heard was the thundering beat of her heart
pulsating in her ears. She opened the screen door to get a
better look at the man on her front porch.
Her eyes slid closed. It can't be Dane.
Zoey braced herself with a deep, fortifying breath and
opened her eyes to stare at the man who had returned from
the dead. She took the few steps separating them and laid
her hand on his chest to feel the strong beat of his heart
against her palm, to assess what she was seeing was real —
very real. Then without a word, she threw herself into his
embrace.
He kissed the top of her head, then her forehead and
finally her lips. A brief, searing touch of their mouths
that left Zoey even more shaken. The warmth of his body
emphasized how alive her husband was.
Finally pulling away and looking up into the face that had
haunted her dreams for the past two-and-a-half years, she
whispered her husband's name, "Dane."
"Hello, Zoey."
"They told me you were dead. I —" No other words came to
mind. Releasing the doorknob that she'd clutched so
tightly to keep herself upright, she stepped back to allow
him into the house.
"They were wrong." One corner of his mouth lifted in a
self-mocking grin that didn't stay long.
Tears welled into her eyes at the sight of him. He was
thin, almost gaunt. His face was clean shaven, but she
could tell that he'd worn a beard until recently. His
black hair was cut short and sprinkled with strands of
gray now, even though he was only thirty-eight. Before he
had left on his last assignment he had never had any gray.
But the most startling difference in her husband was his
eyes. When she looked into them, she saw nothing of the
man she'd known and loved. For a brief moment she'd
glimpsed a vulnerability in his eyes that he would never
have allowed to show in the past. A shiver flashed down
her spine as she realized he was a stranger to her.
Standing in the middle of her foyer in her home in
Sweetwater, she swallowed several times, feeling as lost
as he had been to her. "What happened, Dane?" she asked,
her words thick with the tears she was frantic to keep
bottled inside. She'd fallen apart once before — when
she'd heard the news of his death. It had taken so long to
claw her way out of the emotional abyss she'd wallowed in.
She vowed then she would never put herself in that
position again. She had more than herself to think about.
"As you know, the plane crashed over the Amazon. I was
lucky. I was thrown from the plane when it hit the trees.
The Xinga tribe saw the fire from the crash, found me
unconscious and nursed me back to health." A shutter
dropped over his features. "I didn't know who I was until
recently."
The thought of what he must have gone through threatened
to overwhelm her. She again touched his arm, weaved her
fingers through his as though that link would solidify her
dream of her husband returning to her and the children. He
still stood in the foyer. This was no vision, but
reality. "You had amnesia?"
Dane sidestepped away from her touch and turned into the
living room. He sought a chair and sat as though he
physically couldn't stand any longer. "Yes. For a long
time I only had glimpses of my life, but nothing to help
me piece together who I was."
"How about the other two people in the plane?" She sat
across from him, her own weariness after a long day at
work catching up with her.
"From what the Xingas told me, because I was thrown from
the plane, I was saved. The pilot and Bob Patterson
weren't. There was little left of the plane, only bits and
pieces that had broken off from the main body before it
caught on fire." He released a heavy sigh. "I know you
have a lot of questions, but I'd rather not go into the
details right now."
"But, Dane —"
"Please," he cut in, his blue eyes continuing to convey
that vulnerability she never would have associated with
her husband. "I realize when I left we were talking about
separating, but I hope I can stay here for a while. I
need..." His voice trailed off into silence.
"Of course," she said to fill the awkwardness that had
descended. There would be time later to discuss what had
happened between them right before he'd gone on his last
assignment, to talk about what he had gone through the
past two-and-a-half years. "Blake has grown a lot. He's
going to be tall like you. In fact, he's the spitting
image of you."
"Oh, that's too bad," Dane said with a lopsided grin that
she'd often thought of as cocky, but not now.
"And Mandy will be so excited when she realizes that it
was you in the foyer." Zoey paused to catch her breath.
"She just didn't recognize you. She was so young when
you...disappeared."
A soft expression entered his eyes. "She looks like you.
She's beautiful."
Zoey peered away. There was so much she needed to tell
him, so much she needed to understand. "There's something
else."
He straightened, one brow arching. "We have another
daughter, Tara. She was born seven months after you —"
Zoey paused for a few seconds, having almost said died " —
left."
"Another daughter?"
The wonder in his voice tore at Zoey's defenses. Tears
burned her eyes. She'd shed so many that first year Dane
had been gone. How could there possibly be any left?
"Yes, that's one of the reasons I came back to Sweet-
water." And the fact I hated living in Dallas, lost in the
crowd of people with no family there as support. She
remembered the struggle to pull herself together after
Dane had disappeared. For years her life had revolved
around him until she wasn't even sure there had been a
Zoey Witherspoon, a person independent from her husband.
She didn't want to get tangled up in that kind of pain
ever again.
"So much has changed. I can't believe I have three..."
Silence snatched the rest of his sentence.
Zoey waited for Dane to continue. She needed him to tell
her more, to share with her what he was feeling, thinking.
He surged to his feet and began to pace as though he were
an animal confined to a small cage and checking out his
domain.
That was the Dane she was used to — the man who shut her
out of his life, who kept secrets from her because of his
job in the DEA, who was driven by a restless energy.
Please, Heavenly Father, help me to be strong.
Zoey leaned forward, resting her elbows on her knees and
clasping her hands together. "Does your boss know you're
alive?"
"Yes."
Shocked by his answer, Zoey asked in a voice laden with
budding anger, "Why didn't Carl let me know you were?"
"I told him not to. I wanted to be the one to tell you
face to face. I didn't think it was something that should
be handled over the phone or by a stranger appearing at
your door. Too impersonal."
"What are your plans, Dane?"
He stopped his pacing, tension coming off him in
waves. "Would you believe I don't have any plans at the
moment?"
That was hard to believe because her husband had always
been so focused. "How about your job at the DEA?"
He raked his hand through his short hair. "I don't know.
Carl told me to take some time off and we'd talk when I've
fully recovered. He encouraged me to get re-acquainted
with my family."
That surprised Zoey. In the past his boss had always
demanded one hundred percent from Dane. To Carl, family
had always been second, and he'd expected the people who
worked for him to feel the same way. Again she was
reminded of all the problems they'd had before Dane's
disappearance. But that wasn't important right now. Dane's
recovery and reappearance was all that counted at the
moment.
"Do you have a spare bed I can use?"
His question reinforced the barrier that had been slowly
building up between them before he'd left for South
America. She supposed it was a good idea not to share the
same bedroom. He hadn't come right out and said it, but
his meaning had been clear. They weren't the same two
people as they had been when they had married. It wouldn't
be fair to either one to put that kind of strain on their
fragile relationship. "I don't have a spare bed, but the
couch in the den makes up into a comfortable one."
"Thanks. I wasn't looking forward to staying in a motel."
He took a step toward her. "I want to get to know you,
Blake, Mandy...and Tara all over again. There are still
parts of my life that are fuzzy, but I've been told being
home will help."
She rose, the reality of their situation beginning to sink
in. So much had happened in the past few years to both of
them. The gulf between them at that moment seemed
extremely wide. "Let me go talk with the children, tell
them you're alive, then I'll bring them in here."
He peered down at his clothes as though checking to make
sure he looked all right. The black pants and gray knit
shirt hung off his frame. "Carl had someone buy these for
me. He told me I'd fill them out in no time."
"Are you hungry?" Zoey gestured toward the kitchen.
"I can fix you something to eat."
"Maybe later. I want to see the children."
Yes, first her children. How was she going to explain
Dane's reappearance to them? "I won't be long."
A wry grin erased the worry in his expression. "I'm not
going anywhere."
She returned his smile. "Are you sure you don't want
something to eat? It's no trouble."
"I don't think I could eat right now."
Zoey looked at the lean lines of his face, the pallor
beneath his tanned features, a tic that twitched in his
jawline, and wanted to insist he eat something. He'd never
liked her fussing over him in the past. She kept her mouth
shut and headed toward the kitchen.