βLata.β Ronan breathed out her name word on a long sigh.
βTry to understand.β He drew her other hand into his clasp
and tightened his grip. βI canβt stay here on your planet.β
βI know that.β
βI donβt want to use you.β He paused, his eyes gleaming like
the dark waters of a surging night sea.
βYou deserve more from a man than what Iβm prepared to give.β
βOne night of passion,β she whispered, unable to speak
clearly over the emotion clogging her throat.
βThatβs all I want.β Goddess, please donβt let me beg.
βPassion! What do you know of passion?β His voice rumbled as
he struggled to speak quietly, when she could see from the
stiffness in his shoulders, from the lines of tension
bracketing his strong mouth that some deep emotion held him
in thrall. βAll these years a virgin when you should have
been lying naked in a manβs arms every night.β
His hands gripped hers as a night wind blew over them,
bringing his cool, star-kissed scent to her. She curved
closer to capture it.
Maybe she didnβt know much about passion. But sheβd felt the
strength beneath his gentle fingers when he touched her.
Sheβd felt the sharpness of his teeth behind his tender
kisses, nipping her in sensitive places. Underneath the
patience and control he exhibited at all times, she sensed a
fierce potency she wanted to unleash. If that was passion,
she wanted it. This man with the hard eyes and the tender
hands called out to something deep within her.
Her gaze met his and she understood suddenly that exploring
her own sensuality was part of the call to adventure that
had drawn her forth from her Temple home. And she understood
moreβthe call to explore her sensuality had been sparked by
her attraction to this man. This man and no other.
But could she convince him that what felt so right to her
could also feel right to him? He was a strong man, with a
strong moral code. Deflowering a virgin was not something
heβd do lightlyβheβd convinced her of that. She drew a deep
breath.
βRonan, when you touched my hair, it felt so good. Not like
when Maemae or one of my friends fixed it.β She leaned
closer. βWhen you touched me, I felt itβ¦deep inside. I
thought that was passionβthe way a man handled a woman.β
βNo.β Ronan leaned into the electricity sparking between
them. His gaze riveted on her lips and she saw the moment
when he capitulated. βGoddess! You drive me to it.β He
shoved both hands in her hair and brought her face close to
his. βA man would handle you like this.β His fingers
tightened just enough on her hair so that she felt the pull
against her scalp.
βAnd hereβs why a man would do it.β Still holding her
tightly, both hands wound in her hair, he brought his head
down, and pressed his lips against hers. Hard. Her mouth
opened under his demand and his tongue plunged in. He filled
her mouth, his teeth scraped her tongue, and she rose to her
knees, drawn to his heat like water to a fissure, an
eruption certain.
Their bodies touched briefly, one sparkle of zinging
delight, and then Ronan moved.
βNo.β He dropped his hands and pulled back sharply, as if
heβd been scalded. βI have responsibilities, obligations. I
am not free to simply lie down and partake of a woman who
tempts me.β He shook his head as if he needed the negative
motion to reinforce his words.
βThen you should have left me to Lucas,β she cried out,
chagrin and disappointment roiling within her in a toxic brew.
βThe blonde man who bid at the end?β
βYes.β She pressed her hands against her thighs, afraid that
any movement would bring her again into contact with his heat.
βDid you want him?β Ronanβs voice rumbled fiercely as his
gaze snapped to hers.
βI preferred anyone to Sheckel.β
Ronanβs mouth tightened, a firm slash across his tense face.
βLucas wanted you. I could see it on his face.β
Lata shrugged, striving for a casualness she didnβt feel. It
was time to try to salvage some of her dignity.
βDesire is such a transitory thing, donβt you think? If he
didnβt have me, heβd find another woman.β
βIs that how you feel about desire?β He leaned closer until
his breath touched her face. βIf not one man, another will do?β
βIβ¦I donβt know. I didnβt know anything about desireβ¦until
recently.β
βHow recently?β
βWhen you kissed meβ¦after the auction.β
βThat was a show, for the Temple elders.β
βIt still felt good. Then, in my roomβ¦β
βAnother kiss. Nothing more.β He waved his hand.
He could dismiss it. But she wouldnβt. Sheβd been kissed by
Toric, and by a few other men over the years. None had
affected her the way Ronan had. No other kiss had produced
that tingly, melting feeling that reached from her lips all
the way through her body. None had sparked a sharp yearning
for more. A spark that danced within her, searching for an
answering light to ignite a fire that would burn out of control.
βNo, Ronan.β She looked up at him. βYou know it was more
than just a kiss.β
βThis is more.β He drew his forefinger down between her
breasts. Her nipples hardened under his watchful eyes.
βThatβs desire. Subtle. A man needs to pay attention to
catch a womanβs signals.β He curved his hand and moved it
slowly over one breast towards her nipple. βDo you want me
to keep going?β
βYes.β The word sighed through her parted lips.
βThat, too, is desire.β His fingers moved onto her nipple
and he stroked it, gently. She tried to breathe.
Her back arched in wordless supplication.
βHarder?β His voice scraped her skin.
βYes, oh, yes.β She couldnβt have imagined something that
felt this good.
He increased the pressure almost imperceptibly, leaning over
her, the darkness that was his body the only thing she could
see.
βWhere do you feel it now?β His low voice rumbled in her
ear, adding another texture to the delicious sensations
washing over her.
βEverywhere.β She sighed, opening her eyes when his hand
left her breast.
βHow does it feel?β His dark voice continued to tickle her ear.
βTingly and achy, and wonderful andβ¦β
βAnd?β
βLike something is missing.β
He laughed shortly.
βYeah, thatβs desire, the good and the bad.β