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Before She Disappeared

Before She Disappeared, January 2021
by Lisa Gardner

Featuring: Frankie Elkin
400 pages
ISBN: 1524745049
EAN: 9781524745042
Kindle: B08CTDKYKD
Hardcover / e-Book
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"Lisa Gardner enters into the world of missing people with panache."

Fresh Fiction Review

Before She Disappeared
Lisa Gardner

Reviewed by Sandra Wurman
Posted January 4, 2021

Thriller Police Procedural

Have you met my good friend Maria, the craziest girl on the block? Don’t know why but this bit from a favorite song from a favorite movie popped in my head. Lisa Gardner makes that possible. Before I go any further astray from my purpose here run out and get BEFORE SHE DISAPPEARED. Pretty soon to be a best seller from one of the best authors of crime and punishment Lisa Gardner.

I have met some of the best, most unforgettable characters thanks to the creativity of Lisa Gardner and now I will introduce you to Frankie Elkin. Lisa Gardner’s characters are so very three dimensional and Frankie will absolutely win your heart – guaranteed.

So just who is Frankie Elkin. We will learn much about this self-professed finder of lost or missing people. Frankie has already located many, unfortunately not alive. This is the bane of her existence. Frankie’s goal is to find those missing and deliver home to their families – alive and well. Families need answers and closure. Frankie wants to give them that at least.

Frankie is a recovering alcoholic and literally wanders from place to place looking for answers. She is a nomad in the true sense of the word. But Frankie is so likeable. She connects with people – a talent for sure – and with these connections puts together the puzzle that has been pushed aside and for the most part forgotten. Except for the families.

Page by page Lisa Gardner plants us into the world of Frankie Elkin and we become part of the process of finding Angelique Badeau missing for almost a year now. Angelique AKA Angel or Lili depending on who you are asking is not the kind of girl that gets into trouble. So her disappearance is troubling, to say the least. Boston police have made Angel a cold case. They have pretty much stopped looking for her. Seems like missing teens fade into distant memory – again except for the family – and in this case Frankie.

Before you know it Frankie starts sifting through any kind of banter available and her searching has caught the eye of the Boston Police Department.

Detective Lotham doesn’t quite know what to do about Frankie but he is learning fast that somehow she is uncovering facts that do not come from usual sources. Well, there is nothing usual about Frankie Elkin, which Lotham realizes immediately. Frankie makes him sigh. You know how kids do the eye roll thing well imagine the changes in this detective's face in the presence of our Frankie. Yes, I do take ownership of a character that can add me to her growing list of friends.

Okay, so now the huge challenge that as a reviewer I face when writing something about a Lisa Gardner book. Little tidbits I will drop but that’s it. Frankie is a great listener and tries to think like a teenager even though she describes herself as an average middle-aged white woman. Frankie immerses herself in the world of the missing person sometimes at her own peril. Paying attention to the smallest detail. And at times being that annoying grain of sand in someone’s shoe.

In BEFORE SHE DISAPPEARED Frankie enters the world and neighborhood of Angel which is decidedly a crowded black urban space. She sticks out in Angel’s neighborhood but soldiers on despite her own fears and insecurities. Frankie is used to facing her own demons. Now she has to find out if Angel had any previously unknown demons to ferret out. And along the way, Frankie interacts with many folks, some good and some bad. But she never loses sight of her goal – to find Angelique and return her to her family.

Hang on to some of the best moments in story telling by the master herself Lisa Gardner. BEFORE SHE DISAPPEARED just may be one of her best and that is saying a lot.

Learn more about Before She Disappeared


From #1 New York Times bestselling author Lisa Gardner, a propulsive thriller featuring an ordinary woman who will stop at nothing to find the missing people that the rest of the world has forgotten

Frankie Elkin is an average middle-aged woman, a recovering alcoholic with more regrets than belongings. But she spends her life doing what no one else will--searching for missing people the world has stopped looking for. When the police have given up, when the public no longer remembers, when the media has never paid attention, Frankie starts looking.

A new case brings her to Mattapan, a Boston neighborhood with a rough reputation. She is searching for Angelique Badeau, a Haitian teenager who vanished from her high school months earlier. Resistance from the Boston PD and the victim's wary family tells Frankie she's on her own--and she soon learns she's asking questions someone doesn't want answered. But Frankie will stop at nothing to discover the truth, even if it means the next person to go missing could be her


Excerpt from Chapter 1 of Before She Disappeared

The water feels like a cold caress against my face. I kick deeper down into the gloom, my long hair trailing behind me like a dark eel. I’m wearing clothes. Jeans, tennis shoes, a t-shirt topped with an open windbreaker that wings out and slows my descent. My clothing grows heavier and heavier till I can barely flutter my legs, work my arms.

Why am I in clothes? 

Wet suit. 

Oxygen tanks.

Thoughts drift through my mind but I can’t quite grab them.

I must reach the bottom of the lake. Where the sunlight no longer penetrates and sinuous creatures lurk. I must find… I must do…

My lungs are now as heavy as my legs. A feeling of pressure builds in my chest.

An old Chevy truck. Dented, battered, with a cab roof sun-bleached the color of a barely lit sky.

This image appears in my mind and I seize it tightly.  That’s why I’m here, that’s what I’m looking for. A sliver of silver in the lake’s muck.

I started with sonar. Another random thought, but as I sink lower in the watery abyss, I can picture that, too. Me, piloting a small boat that I’d rented with my own money. Conducting long sweeps across the lake for two days straight, which was all I could afford, working a theory everyone else had dismissed. Until…

Where is my wet suit? My oxygen tank? Something’s wrong.  I need…  I must…

I can’t hold the thought. My lungs are burning. I feel them collapsing in my chest and the desire to inhale is overwhelming. A single gasp of dark, cloudy water. No longer fighting the lake, but becoming one with it. Then I won’t have to swim anymore. I will plummet to the bottom, and if my theory is right, I will join my target as yet another lost soul never to be seen again.

Old truck. Cab roof sun-bleached the color of a barely lit sky. Remember. Focus. Find it.

Is that a glimpse of silver I see over there, partially hidden by a dense wall of waving grasses?

I try to head in that direction but get tangled in my flapping windbreaker. I pause, treading my legs frantically while trying to free my arms from my jacket’s clinging grip.

Chest, constricting tighter.

Didn’t I have an oxygen tank?

Wasn’t I wearing a wet suit?

Something is so very wrong. I need to hold the thought, but the lake is winning and my chest hurts and my limbs have grown tired.

The water is soft against my cheek. It calls to me, and I feel myself answer.

My legs slow. My arms drift up. I succumb to the weight of my clothes, the lead in my chest. I start to sink faster. Down, down, down.

I close my eyes and let go.

Paul always said I fought too much. I made things too hard. Even his love for me. But of course, I didn’t listen.

Now, a curious warmth fills my veins. The lake isn’t dark and gloomy after all. It’s a sanctuary, embracing me like a lover and promising to never let go.


Not a spot of silver.  Not the roof of an old, battered truck that was already a hundred thousand miles beyond its best days. Instead, I spy a gouge of black appearing, then disappearing amid a field of murky green. I wait for the lake grasses to ripple left, then I see it again, a dark stripe, then another, and another. Four identical shapes resting at the bottom of the lake.

Tires. I’m looking at four tires.  If I wasn’t so damn tired, I’d giggle hysterically.
The sonar had told the truth. It had sent back a grainy image of an object of approximately the right size and shape resting at the bottom of the deep lake. It just hadn’t occurred to me that the said object might be upside down.

Pushing through my lethargy now, urgency sparking one last surge of determination. They’d told me I was wrong. They’d scoffed, the locals coming out to watch with rolling eyes as I’d awkwardly unloaded a boat I had no idea how to captain.  They called me crazy to my face, probably muttered worse behind my back. But now…

Move. Find. Swim. Before the lake wins the battle.

Wet suit. The words flutter through the back of my mind. Oxygen tank. This is wrong.  Wrong, wrong, wrong. But in my befuddled state, I can’t make it right.

I push myself forward, fighting the water, fighting oxygen deprivation. They’re right: I am crazy. And wild and stubborn and reckless.

But I’m not broken. At least, not yet.

I reach the first tire. Grab onto the slimy rubber to get my bearings. Quick now, not much time left. Rear tire. I crab my way along the algae-covered frame till I finally reach the front cab.

Then I simply stare.

Lani Whitehorse. Twenty-two years old. Waitress, daughter, mother of a three-year old.  A woman with an already long history of bad taste in men.

She’d disappeared eighteen months ago. Runaway, the locals decided. Never, her mother declared.

And now she was found, trapped at the bottom of the lake that loomed next to the hairpin turn she drove each night after the end of her 2 a.m. bartending shift. Just as I had theorized while pouring over months of interviews, maps, and extremely thin police reports.

Had Lani misjudged the corner she’d driven so many times before? Startled at a crossing deer? Or simply nodded off at the wheel, exhausted by a life that took too much out of her?
I can’t answer all the questions.

But I can give her mother, her daughter, this.

Lani dangles upside down, her face lost inside the floating halo of her jet-black hair, her body still belted into the cab she’d climbed into eighteen months ago.

My lungs are no longer burning. My clothes are no longer heavy. I feel only reverence as I curl my fingers around the door handle and pull.

The door opens easily.

Except…doors can’t open under water. Wet suit. Oxygen tank. What is wrong, what is wrong…  My brain belatedly sounds the alarm: danger! Think, think, think! Except I can’t, I can’t, I can’t.

I am inhaling now. Breathing in the lake. Welcoming it inside my lungs. I have become one with it, or it has become one with me.

As Lani Whitehorse turns her head.

She stares at me with her empty eye sockets, gaping mouth, gleaming white skull.

“Too late,” she tells me. “Too late.”

Then her bony arm thrusts out, snatches my wrist.

I kick, try to pull back. But I’ve lost my grip on the door handle. I have no leverage. My air is gone and I’m nothing but lake water and weedy grasses.

She pulls me into the truck cab with unbelievable strength.

One last scream. I watch it emerge as an air bubble that floats up, up, up. All that is left of me.

Lani Whitehorse slams the door shut.

And I join her forever in the gloom.

Rumble. Screech. A sudden booming announcement: “South Station, next stop!”
I jerk awake as the train lurches to a halt, blinking my eyes and looking down at my perfectly dry clothes.
A dream. Nightmare. Something. Not the first nor the last in my line of work. It leaves me with a film of dread as I grab my single bag and belatedly follow the rest of the passengers off the train.


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