Cassandra "Cassy" Harte has been married to the love of her
life for a couple of years and desperately wants a baby of
her own. Her husband, Nicholas, has two children from a
previous marriage but is not the biological father. Their
mother committed suicide but had conceived both children by
another man. Brian "Bri", a 10 year old is a good hearted
boy who loves Cassy. Renee is 13 and an entirely different
story. Neither child knows that Nick is not their
biological father.
Cassy is VP at TenderKare and volunteers at the Haven
House. Nick is a computer geek and they set their home up
in Ladera, California and are renting Cassy's house. Renee
fights Cassy at every turn. She turns to a vindictive and
conniving teen who only wants Cassy gone and a life with
her father and brother only. She blames Cassy for her
mother's death and accuses her of trying to steal her
father from her. Spying on their discussions and learning
they are trying to get pregnant, only escalates Cassy's
anxiety to rid herself of her step mother. The family
faces tragedy and near death as they strive to overcome the
misunderstandings concocted by Cassy. Only their faith in
God will get them out of this one.
Full of suspense and excitement, this story will chill
your blood while at the same time give the feeling of the
desperation of a confused and sick teen. The unexpected
turns will surprise you and keep you guessing what will
come next. This author has written a very interesting book
about a middle class family with faith, morals and
who strive to follow through with both.
A magna cum laude graduate of UCLA, Cassandra Harte never
took a test she couldn’t ace. So when her home pregnancy
test comes back negative, she’s certain the kit’s defective.
Failure has never been an option for Cassandra. She has a
well-established career, a handsome husband (Nick), and a
lovely home. But there’s one thing Cassandra desperately
wants that she doesn’t have: A baby. After trying for months
to get pregnant without success, she starts to wonder if
she’s finally met a challenge she cannot conquer.
Determined
to conceive, she creates an ovulation calendar so she can
seize that perfect 24-hour window. When that fails, she
sends up fervent prayers. But it soon becomes apparent that
her inability to become pregnant has nothing to do with
timing or faith, and everything to do with Renee, her
diabolical, thirteen-year-old stepdaughter.
Excerpt
Chapter 1
I peer at the dipstick, hoping the test isn't screwed.
The directions were idiot-proof. Leave it to me to
complicate things. I was supposed to pee on this darn thing
for five seconds, but after the first "Mississippi," I got
so preoccupied with trying to position the stick directly in
the path of my urine, I forgot all about the five second
rule. Now the dang thing is soaked, and I probably won't get
an accurate reading. I stare at the little round window
anyway, waiting for the baby to appear. Well, not literally
a baby, but a blue plus sign indicating that I'm
pregnant. I love the sound of that word, and I'm
dying to say, "I'm pregnant" or even better, "We're
pregnant."
"Hi, I'm Cassandra Harte, and this is my husband, Nicolas
Harte, and we're nine months pregnant," I announce, looking
into my bathroom mirror. In just a few minutes, I could
become an official, card-carrying member of the New Mom's
Club. Eyes closed, I take a deep breath and count to ten. A
smile radiates across my face. I have a good feeling that
this is it—that after three months of trying, I'm
finally gonna realize my dream. I've got all the
symptoms—a late period, tender breasts, and unusual
fatigue (all three a first for me); there's a good chance
I'm with child. I open my eyes and let my gaze drop to the
dipstick. Shutting them, I swallow hard, and open them
again—slightly. I wipe the grin off of my face and
vainly squash the empty feeling in my gut while I glare at
the lone blue line: NEGATIVE. I take the dipstick off of the
sink and jiggle it. Maybe I can shake a plus sign out of
this lousy piece of plastic that I've given way too much
power. I pause at the sound of the door creaking.
"What's the verdict? Is there a baby in the window?"
"Negative," I say, tossing the object of my disappointment
into the wastebasket. I wash my hands while my husband
relieves himself. Unlike me, he doesn't have to hold a
stick, or count off five seconds, or any of that crap. He
can just let it mindlessly flow.
"I'm sorry," he says, coming up behind me. I sigh when he
wraps his arms around my waist while kissing me on the nape
of my neck. "Don't worry, you're gonna get pregnant, and
we're gonna have the most beautiful baby in the world."
I can't help but beam at our image in the mirror.
"That's my Sassy Cassy," he says. "And if it's a girl, she's
gonna have your pretty chestnut eyes and your honey brown
complexion and—"
"No, if it's a girl, I want her to have your big brown
almond eyes and your long eyelashes," I say.
"What's if it's a boy?" he asks.
"If it's a boy, we're gonna name him Nicolas James Harte,
Jr., and he's gonna be a computer geek like his dad."
"I like the sound of that." He gently pushes me away from
the sink and washes his hands. "You know those tests aren't
always accurate. Maybe you should take another one."
"I'm gonna wait a few days, and if my period doesn't show
up, I'll make an appointment with Dr. Burns and get a blood
test."
"That's a good idea. And babe, three months is not a long time."
"I know. It just feels like it's been forever. I
mean...this...this is the first time I've had symptoms. I
swore I wouldn't start taking at home tests...but...I don't
know...I just."
Nick puts the seat and lid down on the toilet. Sitting, he
pulls me onto his lap. "Stop worrying. It's gonna happen."
"I guess I'm paranoid because of my mother's history. You
know it took her a long time to have me, and before she did,
she miscarried my twin sisters."
"Don't think like that. You have to be positive. You're only
thirty-two, Cass. Your mother was in her forties when she
had you."
"I'm closer to thirty-three than thirty-two."
"Stop it! We just started. And I don't know about you, but
I'm having a lot of fun trying."
"You're so nasty!" I say.
Nick, laughing, rises and sends me tumbling to the floor.
"Woman, please. You know you still turn me on as much as you
did the first time I laid eyes on you." He grabs my hand and
helps me up.
"Oh, really?" I say.
"Yes, really. You were wearing this purple top and this hot
little skirt."
"Where did we meet?" I ask.
"That's easy. The Speakeasy."
"When?"
"Saturday, February 10, 2008. Three years and four months ago."
"Dang! You are in love with me!"
"And don't you ever doubt it," he says, pulling me in close.
Our faces come together and I part my lips in anticipation
of his long, hard tongue. I grab him around his neck. We
kiss passionately while he lifts me up, my legs wrapping
around him. Walking backwards he stumbles through the open
door with me clinging to him. We fall onto the bed, kissing,
grabbing, and devouring each other. Nick pulls my nightgown
over my head and slips out of his pajama bottoms. My eyes
widen when his full package comes into view. He moves toward
me and then comes to a dead stop.
"What...what's wrong?" I ask.
"You...you...you're...babe, your period's here."
"What the—?" I sit up, my mouth agape, looking down at
the small red spot on our white silk sheets. I jump out of
bed with my hands between my legs. "I'm sorry," I say,
running to the bathroom.
"It's okay, babe. Don't worry about it. I'll change the
sheets, get the kids up, and get breakfast started."
"O— okay," I say, standing in the shower. I grab my
shower cap, thrust it onto my head, and turn the water on. I
watch the blood go down the drain right along with my hopes
of being pregnant.
Nick's right. It's only been three months, and we're just
gonna have to start timing things better. I have to make
sure we do it when I'm ovulating. Ugh! The last thing I want
to do is get obsessed with this having a baby business. But
if I want it to work, I'm gonna have to do more planning. I
wish I could be as casual about this procreation venture as
Nick. He doesn't have a clock ticking in his body, and he
already has two kids by his deceased wife. They're not his
biological kids, but they might as well be. He loves them
deeply, and they're crazy about him, so if we weren't able
to have a child together, it wouldn't be the end of the
world for him. But that's not the case for me. I love Renee
and Brian, too, but I'm not always sure how they feel about
me. I believe Brian has feelings for me, but Renee, she's a
whole ‘nother story.
The bottom line is, I want a child of my own, a child with
Nick. I want to experience having a life inside me and
giving birth to a child. There's nothing like it in the
world. And I'm determined to get pregnant and have a baby
with the man I love.
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