Confronting one's own mortality comes in many forms. For
some, it is seeing the first wrinkle. For others, it is
when friends and loved ones face illness and death. For
Sunshine, a symbol of her mortality is a single white hair.
Some women would shoo dark thoughts aside or rush out for
some chemical help from dear Miss Clairol. For Sunshine,
however, ruminations of mortality run fast and furious.
Although she sees --or has been trained to see-- herself as
another of the faceless masses whose members live
unremarkable lives, her youthful dreams have a fragile and
brittle quality; her hopes are like shards of ice that
tremble when touched with breath. Her intuitive/empathic
nature allows her to see the profundity, the sublime, and
the degradation of humanity, and sometimes that knowledge
is more than one person can bear.
Sunshine never asked to be anyone's salvation, nor did she
emerge one morning from her isolation choosing to become
someone's victim, but events have a way of happening
despite one's best intentions. She was hunted, cornered---
then a hunter more fearsome than her potential assaulters
could ever have dreamed stepped in to rescue her. Caleb can
be termed a vampire, but the term does not encompass the
reality of his existence; he is no B-horror movie villain
in a cape or a reanimated corpse. Caleb has his own agenda,
and it never included entwining his fate with that of a
woman named Sunshine. However, his cyclic existence of
hunting the hunters while the hunters hunt him has been
skewed: He is compelled to keep Sunshine safe despite this
disruption to both of their lives and personalities.
Meanwhile, his analysis of his own motivations leave him
confused; he has feelings for Sunshine that he doesn't
understand, feeling they are more than that of a hyper-
evolved being towards a pet, an idea demonstrated by Adam,
a hunter's, perspective about and actions toward his own
pet. In addition, Sunshine has to reconcile her self-
perceptions with the reality of the savior-murderer in
whose company she is thrust.
This multi-perspective and multi-historic narrative winds
through themes of victimization, duty versus emotional
needs, the apparent truths at the core of mythological
fears, a person or creature's "nature," familial ties, and
the dangers of closeness, either with another being or
within one's own mind. This is dark, but many parts of it
are beautiful. The reader must be aware that this
narrative, or-more accurately- these narratives,
demonstrate an uncommon prose form that rejects the
slickness, the bluntness, of many modern works. Instead,
readers must be prepared for a work that may resonate with
fans of Charlotte Perkins Gilman's The Yellow Wallpaper,
or the intricacy of Montaigne's speculations.
There is a commonly held belief that every myth has, at its
center, some manner of truth. The truth upon which the myth
was built is often warped, misunderstood, and twisted by
fear, until mental illness becomes demonic possession and
dinosaurs are seen as great daemons that ruled the earth
before God sent them back to hell. Yet, still, beneath it
all, there is an element of truth, deeply concealed within
the fear of the deadly and what we don\'t understand.
Sunshine has led a dismally unremarkable life, one that
seems all the more bleak for the reality of her aging. But
on the day that she thinks the worst fact she must confront
is her own graying hair, she stumbles into a hidden world
that changes her life into anything but unremarkable. After
a wrong turn takes her deep into gang territory, she is
saved from a brutal attack by a mythical beast, a vampire,
a vampire who must then keep her with him in order to
protect his secret.
But unlike the myth, this vampire, Caleb, is not of the
Undead. He is an evolved primate, a predatory species, one
of many that have been living among men, preying on them,
for eons. Caleb\'s existence poses the question, what if
human evolution had progressed differently? With all that
we do not know that exists in the universe, what if we are
not at the top of the food chain?
Follow Caleb and Sunshine as they travel together, hunting
one of Caleb\'s own who kills for sport over need. See
through the eyes of both hunter and prey as they follow the
trail, not only of this bloodthirsty daemon that preys on
humans, but also those daemons of memory, loss, and regret
that live within their own souls
Excerpt
Five murders in the stink-hole he had just come from. Five
murders. “Grizzly,” the local reporter had called them. One
man with his neck snapped, another shot, another stabbed,
and two with their throats cut across the jugular. Throats
cut across the jugular. Oh, how the mighty have fallen.
He had not made a habit of backtracking. Appearing to,
perhaps, but not actually going back to the same place
twice. Not for safety’s sake, he did not give a damn about
that, but because it was dull, boring to see the same
dribble a second time around. Not that it was not all
dribble. All but the hunt, that was. The hunt and the chase.
On either side of it. He smiled to himself with the thought
of it. Smiled as he had when he had read the article beneath
the headline on website for that local’s news. He always
made a point of following the local news, headlines, and
various blog sites for whatever area he had recently
departed. It helped to track his hunter. Made it ever the
more enjoyable. And this time, Oh this time…
He had had to return. Had to. It may have been dangerous,
greater than the usual danger, though he doubted it. With a
scene like that, one that had not been expertly covered up,
the way it should have been, Caleb would have fled the
place. Run. Now you run. He had laughed much of the way.
Laughed in the cars of the unsuspecting who had so kindly
picked him up, hitchhiking the roads. They were all dead by
then, of course.
He drove around the town as he waited for darkness to
descend. He had crossed the boarder just after dawn,
arriving deep into New York’s ‘upstate’ by mid-morning. He
had reached the stink-hole by mid-afternoon. He had had to
change cars on the way and had decided to leave its owners
in their vehicle when he left it behind. One of them was
already in the trunk, the other sat in the passenger seat.
He did not want to leave them behind here, in the place he
was certain Caleb had killed. It would cheapen the irony. He
would wait until he abandoned the car on the road outside of
town. He usually left them with the car, when he planned on
changing cars, otherwise he left them somewhere off the
road, where they would not be found right away. He wanted to
leave a trail, but not one humans could follow easily.
Occasionally he kept them as passengers, but that depended
upon his mood. “It can be pleasant to have company,” he
said, to the one he kept now. Of course, the woman did not
answer. She had been dead for over and hour.
When finally it was dark, well after dark, he went to
inspect the crime scene. He wanted be certain he could take
his time…
Blood. Ah the smell of it. Even stale. There was a fair
amount of it the police had left behind. Dried pools of it
in places. Between the blood and the news reports, combined
with what he knew of the killer, he could trace the scene.
The snapped neck would have been the first victim. That one
happened just east of the alley, on the little walk behind
the buildings that flanked the sight of the primary battle.
That would have left it behind, more accurately to the side
of, the primary local. The police would not think this way,
but he knew that it meant that killing had to come first.
Never leave an opponent alive while you went to face others,
if you could help it. The first rule of combat. Never be
outflanked.
He walked the scene, inhaling the blood. The stabbing had to
have come next. The blood pool was smeared and deleted in
places. This one had fallen into its own blood to die. And
it had died there, but not instantly. The smears told that
tale. The wound, however, had been certainly fatal, made to
be certainly fatal. Never leave an opponent alive behind
you. Oh, this was certainly worth the return trip.
The second had to have been the gunshot. They bled
differently than knife wounds, so he knew it by its
remnants. The scent of gunpowder was there too, but it was…
confused… and spattered. There had been more than one shot
fired. The blood pool from the gun lay between the stabbing
and the slashed throats. The stabbing was clean, and further
back in the alley. That meant it had been a trap. You laid a
trap. The throats were further up the alley, closer to the
street. Sloppier. They had had to have been the last, likely
the clean up kills.
He walked the outer edge of the gunshot sight, then paced
the distance back and forth between the stabbing and the
gun. Caleb hated guns. Far too uncivilized. The gunshot
would not have been his. That meant it probably came from
the throats, by the direction. So the first man had not been
alone, there had been two, one with a knife, the other the
victim of it. Then the knife had been the victim of the gun.
Could it have been a fight between the dealers, as the
police, incompetent as they were, had thought, and his
hunter had, for some reason, stepped into the center of it?
He doubted that. Caleb was arrogant, but never so crass. No,
this had to be his. Entirely his. The neck that had been
snapped outside the alley and the pacing of the first two
victims here told him that. The stab wound had come from the
gunshot’s companion. The hunter had turned one man’s knife
against the other man and then had… what? …used that man
then as a shield? Likely. The position of the final victims,
the distance between that, the gunshot, and the stabbing
suggested it. So one man tried to stab you, another to shoot
you. But the first you set a trap for. So you are the killer
of humans now. Oh, yes, this was well worth the trip.
So there were four of them in the alley, one on the way to
it. And here, in the alley, there had been a fight. A decent
fight, by the looks of it. A fight with four humans. Why
would you find yourself in a fight against humans? Hunters
perhaps? Doubtful. That had gone out of fashion well before
he had been born. Oh, there had been reports, here and
there, but in this age, the age of computers and science,
the idea was absurd. Well, absurd in America, certainly.
Even here, in the middle of nowhere, life was faced strictly
on quantifiable facts, and myths and legends were not
quantifiable. Not yet at least. So not hunters… Then what?
He followed the blood to the site of where the throats had
been cut. He sniffed the air. Two males. All of the blood
spilled on the pavement belonged to human males. But then…
there was something faint… something the police would not
have known to look for…
Sanguineous blood.
Another species altogether. Homo sanguineous. The blood man.
The vampire.
So you bled. Now it was getting interesting. You bleed. He
laughed quietly to himself. So you can make mistakes.
Potentially fatal mistakes. This was lovely. But why were
you in this alley? Hunting?Have you grown so confounded as
to have made such a mistake while searching for food? He
hoped not. That would be disappointing indeed. Then why were
you here?
He paced the alley, scanning the walls, sniffing the air.
There it was, a fair distance from the killings, a
bloodstain on a wall. There was less blood there than at the
killing sights. Perhaps one of the men had been hit before
he fell? He examined it closer, smelling it, tasting the
remains against the brick. Female. Now he laughed aloud,
unconcerned for who might hear. So that is why you were in
this alley, and that is why you killed those men. It was a
woman, a human woman. Your weakness. He tasted the blood
again, breathed it in deeply. I find her and I find you.
He tried to catch the scent again in the alley, on the walls
or pavement, to follow it, hoping it had not gone cold…
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