Prologue
âItâs barely dawn and yet already so busy.â
Suzette Madison nodded silently at her sisterâs comment as
she peered out the carriage window at the bustling activity
on the streets they were passing through. London was
fascinating and exciting in comparison to the sleepy
village outside the estate where they had been born and had
grown up. Or it would have been if Suzetteâs thoughts
werenât preoccupied with worry for her father.
âDo you think we will find Father at the townhouse?â Lisa
asked as if reading her mind.
Suzette sighed and sank back in her seat, her gaze skipping
over the other two women in the carriage. Suzetteâs maid,
Georgina, was older by a decade, which was reflected in her
silent composure as she peered out the opposite window at
the passing buildings. Lisaâs maid, Bet, was as young as
Lisa herself and in comparison the girl was practically
vibrating in her seat with excitement. Her freckled face
reflected animated awe as she too looked out the window.
âI hope so,â Suzette said finally, her gaze sliding back to
her sister.
Lisa sank wearily back in her own seat and Suzette frowned
as she noted the small dark smudges around the girlâs eyes
and the pallor of her skin. Lisa had been favored with
their motherâs pale hair and coloring, her skin always a
fine porcelain that Suzette had often envied, but she
didnât envy the way the skin around her eyes would darken,
making them appear sunken when she hadnât had enough sleep.
And between their worries and the discomfort of travel,
neither of them had had enough sleep of late.
âWhat if he isnât there?â Lisa asked, her gaze moving dully
out the window on their side of the carriage.
Suzette felt her mouth tighten at the thought. They hadnât
heard from their father since heâd left for London more
than a month ago. Lord Cedrick Madison had headed to town
to sign some business papers, and had assured them he would
return by weekâs end. He could have returned sooner, but
intended to check on their sister Christiana as well while
there. The oldest of the three, Christiana had married
Richard Fairgrave, the Earl of Radnor nearly a year ago and
the pair had moved to his townhouse in London.
Suzette missed her older sister. She was also a touch
worried because, while she and Lisa had been writing
Chrissy regularly, they hadnât received responses. That
hadnât concerned them too much at first. They understood
that Chrissy would have many changes to adjust to and no
doubt had a busy, exciting life in London now with little
time for correspondence. But as the time had lengthened
with still no response, theyâd begun to fret, so it had
been a relief that their father would have this opportunity
to check on her.
However, their father hadnât returned at weekâs end with
tales of Christianaâs well-being and happiness. He hadnât
returned at all. Neither had there been a message from him.
After two such weeks, Suzette had sent a letter enquiring
after his wellbeing and asking what word he had of
Christiana. At the three week point without an answer,
sheâd sent another message, along with one from Lisa. When
theyâd reach the month point with still no word, Suzette
hadnât been able to stand the worry and strain of wondering
anymore. It was starting to seem like London was swallowing
up her family members one at a time. Sheâd decided she
would follow their father to town and find out what was
happening. It hadnât been very surprising when Lisa had
insisted on accompanying her.
The two had set out, taking along their maids and four
footmen to ward off any highwaymen who might see them as
easy pickings. It appeared to have worked; theyâd arrived
in London unaccosted and would soon arrive at the family
townhouse. Hopefully, they would also soon learn what was
going on.
âIf he is not there, we shall find out where he is,â
Suzette finally answered, and was glad Lisa didnât then
question her as to how they would manage that because she
really had no idea. This was the first time either of them
had visited London and she hadnât a clue what to expect. So
far it wasnât very impressive. It seemed a world of endless
buildings all crowding together under a thickening cloud of
sea-coal smoke which she assumed was from so many hearths
being lit this cold morning. Suzette preferred the quiet,
tranquil life in the country where she was able to at least
see the sky.
The only way Suzette knew they had finally arrived at the
Madison townhouse was that the carriage stopped. While it
had been in the family for generations, sheâd never
actually seen the Madison London residence before and found
herself peering curiously over it as she stepped out of the
carriage. It was rather large and grand looking, but then
it had belonged to their motherâs family the Seftons and
they had been notoriously wealthy. Her grandfather had
actually been called âOld moneybags Seftonâ due to the
wealth he had both inherited and increased himself. The man
had left that wealth to his granddaughters on his death,
dividing it three ways to give each of them a dower that
would surely have the fortune hunters after them when they
debuted. Or, it would have had he not insisted it be kept a
secret.
âIt looks very grand doesnât it,â Lisa murmured as she
paused beside her. âThough a little run-down.â
Suzette nodded silently, not surprised at the small signs
of neglect here and there. There had been little money this
last year thanks to her father and she had no doubt heâd
cut back on servants and whatever else heâd felt wasnât
absolutely necessary in an effort to save money. After a
quick word with the maids to ensure they oversaw the
unloading of their chests, Suzette led Lisa up the front
walk.
One of the heavy double front doors was opened before
theyâd reached it. A sleepy-eyed butler peered out, his
gaze sliding with some irritation over Suzette and Lisa,
There was no doubting his annoyance at such an early call,
at first, but then his gaze slid to the carriage.
Apparently, recognizing the family crest of the Madison
Barony, he immediately straightened, his expression
becoming much more welcoming. Well, as welcoming as a
British butlerâs face got, Suzette supposed as the man
allowed just a hint of a curve to touch the corners of his
mouth.
âMy ladies Suzette and Lisa,â the man greeted.
Suzette nodded, forcing a small smile of her own as she led
Lisa past the man and into the house. Pausing in the entry,
she turned back to him, removing her gloves as she
asked, âWhere is our father?â
âEr . . .â The man looked nonplussed for a moment, his eyes
sliding toward the stairs and then along the hall before he
suddenly relaxed and offered, âI believe he is in his
office, my lady.â
Suzette glanced up the hall in that direction, spotting the
crack of light coming from under one door, and knew at once
it must be the office. Leading Lisa that way, she
said, âThank you. Our maids shall be following directly.
Please have someone show them to rooms we can use while
here and have servants help to prepare them.â
âOf course, my lady.â The man was moving off up the hall,
no doubt in search of the requested servants even as
Suzette reached the door to the office. Too anxious to
bother knocking, she opened it at once and started in, only
to pause abruptly at the state of the room. The first thing
of note was the smell, the acrid scent of stale pipe smoke
and old booze permeated the air and struck her like a fist.
Suzette wrinkled her nose with a disgust that only
increased as her gaze slid over the empty glasses and
plates strewn about the room. Most seemed concentrated
around two chairs set by the fire, though there were nearly
as many covering the deskâs surface around their fatherâs
slumped form. While the glasses were all empty of liquid,
each plate held a half-eaten or untouched meal left to
spoil. It was apparent their father had spent most of this
last month in this room. Judging by the smell and state of
things, heâd spent most of that time drinking and puffing
away on his pipe and very little time or energy eating.
âOh dear,â Lisa breathed. âSomething must be terribly
wrong.â
Suzette grimaced at the vast understatement. This just was
not like the Cedrick Madison who had raised them.
Obviously, there was something terribly wrong. Their father
was without a jacket, his shirtsleeves rolled up, and his
hair a ruffled mess. He also lay with his head on his arms
on the desktop, obviously asleep, or passed out. She
couldnât be sure which.
Swallowing the lump that worry had lodged in her throat,
Suzette pushed the door closed and moved toward the desk,
saying softly, âFather?â
âHe is just sleeping, isnât he?â Lisa asked worriedly as
they paused at the front of the desk.
Concern growing at the question, Suzette leaned forward to
nudge her fatherâs arm and was immediately sorry she had.
He did respond to it, rearing upright and then dropping
back in his seat, but the man they were now confronted with
was even less the Cedrick Madison they knew than theyâd
first thought. This man had bloodshot eyes, a sallow
complexion, and a couple weeks worth of facial hair that
held bits of food caught in it. He also wore a shirt that
obviously hadnât been changed in a while, but was a
wordless menu of the meals heâd half eaten lately. He
smelled atrocious.
Suzette retrieve a hanky from up her sleeve and held it to
her nose so as to avoid the smell.
âPapa?â Lisa breathed with disbelief.
Cedrick Madison blinked at them owlishly, confusion on his
face. âDamn me, whatâre ye doinâ here?â he asked, his voice
faint and bewildered as his bleary gaze slid from Suzette
to Lisa, and then he peered around with
uncertainty. âWhereâm I? Did I come home, then?â
Suzetteâs mouth tightened grimly. Every word the man spoke
was accompanied by the scent of spirits, and he was very
unsteady in his seat. It was Lisa who gently said, âYou are
in your office in the London townhouse.â
Cedrick Madisonâs shoulders slumped slightly with
disappointment. âThen twasnât a dream? It happened again?â
Suzette felt her heart stutter in her chest and dread begin
to gather at the last question. âWhat happened again? What
the devil is going on, Father?â
âOh,â he sighed the word on another waft of whiskey-soaked
breath and ran one hand wearily through his hair. âIâm
afraid I may have got us into another spot of bother.â
âNot gambling again, Papa?â Lisa asked with alarm, and he
nodded miserably.
âHow bad is it?â Suzette asked grimly. The last time, heâd
gambled them to the edge of ruin and only Christianaâs
marriage to Dicky had saved them from falling into that sad
pit of shame.
âBad. As bad as last time or maybe worse,â he admitted,
shamefaced, and then sounded bewildered as he added, âI
dunno howât happened. I didnât mean to. I just--â He shook
his head in misery. âBut I did, and then I tried to fix it.
Iâve approached everyone I can think of who wouldnât let
the secret out. Iâve begged to borrow. Iâd even steal if I
could. I just canât seem to fix it.â
Suzette stared at him, horror, betrayal and fear rising up
in her like a wave, and all churning up a foamy topping of
rage that roared through her. Hands clenching, she dug her
nails into her palms and growled, âYou never had any papers
to sign at all, did you? Youâve never had to come to town
to sign papers before. It was all just a ruse to get you to
town. The truth is, you came here to gamble. That was why
the sudden trip to London. Wasnât it?â
âNo,â he protested at once, standing on obviously shaky
legs. âLangley wrote. He was concerned about your sister.
He said he suspected Dicky was mistreating her. He said he
had been turned away from the house three times and was
worried about her. He knew Dicky couldnât turn me away and
wanted me to check on her. I swear.â
Suzette merely stared at him with disbelief. Robert Langley
was a neighbor and family friend, and usually a trustworthy
source of information, but it was hard to believe
Christianaâs husband, Richard, would treat her poorly. The
man had seemed to adore her when theyâd married just a year
ago.
It was Lisa who made this protest aloud, saying
staunchly, âDicky wouldnât treat Chrissy badly, he loves
her.â
âHe seemed to,â their father agreed on a sigh. âBut Robert
wouldnât lie and if Dicky is treating her badly . . .â He
shook his head and sank wearily back onto his
chair. âAnyway, that was the reason I came to town. I swear
I never intended to gamble. Iâm not even sure how it
happened,â he repeated with a frown.
âAnd how are we supposed to believe that?â Suzette asked,
biting out the words in her fury. âHow can we believe
anything you say? You promised us you would never ever
gamble again and yet here we stand on the verge of ruin for
the second time in little more than a year!â
âI know,â Cedrick Madison moaned and covered his face with
his hands. His next words were muffled as he said, âI donât
understand how it happened. I really donât recall gambling,
I must have had too much to drink or something.â
âHow convenient,â she snapped coldly, and then asked, âAnd
how exactly did checking on Chrissy land you drunk in a
gaming hell?â
His hands dropped away from his face and he said
wearily, âShe wasnât in when I arrived at their townhouse,
and Dicky took me for a drink at the club. I recall going
there and his suggesting a quick stop at the gaming hell.
He--â
âDicky took you to the gaming hell?â Lisa asked with a
combination of dismay and disbelief.
âI think so.â He didnât look at all certain. âI mean, I
said no when he suggested it, but I also recall being at
the gaming hell, so--â
âOh, so you do recall that much do you?â Suzette asked
grimly, and then screeched, âYou shouldnât even have been
there! Obviously you intended to gamble or you wouldnât
have gone. How could you do this again?!â She sucked in her
breath and then hissed, âGambling your own daughters to the
edge of ruin not once, but twice. Iâm glad Mother is not
around to see the useless, drunken wastrel youâve become.â
Suzette didnât wait to see how he reacted to the words, but
promptly whirled on her heel and stormed out of the room,
too sickened by the sight of him to stay any longer.
Lisa followed quickly, pulling the door closed behind her.
She then asked worriedly, âWhat are we going to do?â
âI donât know,â Suzette admitted, coming to a halt. Her
throat was tight and she felt lightheaded, as if something
had been cinched around her chest and was preventing her
breathing. She forced herself to take a deep breath in an
effort to calm herself, and then began to pace, and
muttered, âI need to think.â
Lisa nodded and fell silent, simply watching as she strode
the length of the hall from the office to the front door
and back.
It didnât take much thinking for Suzette to realize what
she had to do. They were in the same position they had been
in the last time their father gambled, just a year ago.
They had only saved themselves then by Chrissy marrying,
claiming her dower, and paying off the debt. It seemed
obvious that was what had to happen again. Only this time
it was Suzette who would have to marry, claim her dower and
pay off the debt. The thought had barely struck her when
the front door opened and the Madison footmen appeared,
carrying their chests.
âWait,â she said, hurrying to block their path. âYou need
to put those back on the carriage. We are not staying here.â
âWe arenât?â Lisa asked with surprise, moving to her side
as the men began to back out of the door with their
burden. âWhere are we going?â
âTo Christiana and Dickyâs,â Suzette said firmly, catching
Lisaâs hand and pulling her along as she followed the men
out of the house. âI shall have to marry like Chrissy did
to take care of matters,â she whispered the last word, not
wishing to be overheard by the servants. Though they
probably already knew, she supposed on a sigh, and
continued, âFather spends all his time in the country, but
Christiana and Dicky are here in town with invitations to
balls and such. They can introduce us to society, which is
imperative if I am to find a husband.â
âOh Suzette,â Lisa said and sounded almost pitying. She
then suggested, âPerhaps Dicky would be willing to pay
again.â
Suzette smiled wryly at the doubt in Lisaâs voice.
Apparently she didnât really think it likely, and Suzette
understood that fully. Dicky had already paid a huge sum
the first time around. Though heâd gained it back via the
dower, it wasnât really reasonable to expect him to pay
again . . . especially if he was now treating Christiana
badly. If that was true, it suggested to her that he hadnât
really been in love with their sister at all as heâd
claimed, which left only the dower to bring about the
proposal. If that was the case, heâd hardly want to give up
any more of it, but she merely said, âNay. Christiana paid
for fatherâs first little adventure in the gaming hells in
London. Dicky would be very angry to be expected to pay
again and rightly so. Besides, she shouldnât have to pay
again. Tis my turn.â
They had reached the carriage by then and Suzette moved to
the driver to tell him where they were going next. She then
urged Lisa back into the carriage they had so recently
escaped. It was a lot roomier with just the two of them and
Suzette wasnât surprised when Lisa said, âWhat about our
maids?â
Suzette sighed and glanced out the window toward the house.
No doubt the maids had gone above stairs to help ready
their rooms while they waited for the chests to be brought
up. She considered going in to fetch them, but then shook
her head. âPerhaps it is better to leave them here for now.
At least until we are sure we are welcome at Christiana and
Dickyâs.â
âOf course we are welcome. She is our sister,â Lisa said at
once, seeming startled at the suggestion they might not be.
âYes, well, but she hasnât written us since leaving, has
she?â Suzette pointed out gently.
âIâm sure the letters were just lost,â Lisa said at once.
âOr Dicky wonât let her write us,â Suzette murmured, biting
her lip.
Lisa frowned, but then said reluctantly, âI suppose he
could have. Father did say Robert claims Dicky treats
Chrissy awful.â
âExactly.â Suzette frowned and shook her head with
bewilderment. âIt is so hard to believe. It has only been a
year and he was so charming and loving when he courted
her.â In truth, the man had been the perfect romantic hero,
sweeping in to save them from ruin, professing undying love
for Christiana and courting her with such verve and charm
that all three girls had been half in love with him.
âRobert wouldnât lie,â Lisa pointed out unhappily.
âNo,â she agreed with a sigh. âWhich means all that charm
and verve he showed in courting Chrissy was probably for
show, to bait the trap and get her to fall in love with and
marry him.â
âWhy?â Lisa asked with a frown.
âWhat else? The dower,â Suzette said dryly. âIf he didnât
truly love her that could be the only reason to want to
marry her.â
âBut no one knows about our dowers,â Lisa said at
once. âGrandfather insisted on it so we could avoid fortune
seekers.â
âWell, Dicky must have found out,â Suzette said
reasonably. âBesides, nothing is ever a secret. You know
that. Servants talk and secrets get out.â
âI suppose,â Lisa said reluctantly. She grimaced. âAnd it
was all rather sudden, a whirlwind really. It was only a
couple of weeks between when father came home with the news
of our impending ruin and Christiana and Dickyâs wedding. I
suppose Dicky could have pretended his adoration for a
couple of weeks.â
âYes, he could have,â Suzette agreed grimly.
âWhat if you are stuck with a bad husband too?â Lisa asked
unhappily.
Suzette felt her lips tighten. There was little chance to
meet a man she could love and be sure loved her in two
weeks, and she was damned if she was going to spend her
life being treated shabbily by her own husband. So she
wouldnât look for love, Suzette decided and announced, âI
shall look for a husband I can control, or at least one I
can insure wonât control me.â
âHow?â Lisa asked uncertainly.
âI shall find a husband who needs coin,â Suzette said
grimly. âOne land rich and desperate enough for money to
run that land that heâll agree to a marriage contract that
allows me half my dower and the right to live my own life.â
âOh, thatâsââ Lisa paused and glanced out the window as the
carriage jerked forward and they set off. She then glanced
back to Suzette and asked uncertainly, âIs that even
possible?â
âIf we both agree to it,â Suzette said, but wasnât as
certain as she tried to sound. The only thing she was
certain of was that she was going to do her damnedest to
achieve that end.