The house was too quiet for Andrea Danbury's peace of mind.
She walked over to the closed bedroom door and knocked.
"Steve? Are you up yet?"
No response. She put his breakfast tray on the floor and
tapped again before opening it. What she saw had become all
too familiar. Steve de Roussillac, her employer of
twenty-three years, lay across the bedclothes, so hungover
from alcohol he wouldn't be up for hours.
There was no use trying to rouse him.
Three months ago his wife had divorced him. Since then his
health had been going downhill and he barely touched the
meals Andrea fixed for him. She was alarmed by his weight
loss and knew he needed to see a doctor—maybe several.
But only his son, Max, could influence him to get the
medical help he needed. Unfortunately, it didn't look as if
that miracle would come to pass.
Andrea found it tragic that since the divorce, Max had come
to St. Helena only once. Though he was a mere hour and a
half away, he might as well live on another planet for all
his pining father saw of him. She was really frightened for
Steve and knew something had to be done.
With nothing more to be accomplished right now, she picked
up the tray and left the main house for the cottage around
back, where she lived and had her own art studio. She
checked her watch. Ten after nine. Her mind made up, she
reached for her cell phone and called 4-1-1 for the number
of the Chandler Banking Corporation.
When Andrea was connected, she had to listen to a long menu
before she could press 0 for a live voice. Eight rings
represented an eternity. She almost lost courage.
"Chandler Corporation. How may I direct your call?"
"I'd like to speak to Max de Roussillac, but I don't
know his extension."
"Just a moment please."
Thirty-eight-year-old Max Chandler de Roussillac was the
newest and youngest CEO ever to rise to that position in the
Chandler Banking Corporation of San Francisco. His mother,
Helen Chandler, Steve's ex-wife, was one of the
Chandlers of the Bay area, but Steve swore it was
brains, not nepotism, that had put his son on top.
Andrea's heart raced in trepidation. Whether he was in his
office or out of the country doing international banking
business was anyone's guess. She broke out in a cold sweat
just contemplating their imminent conversation. It meant
trespassing on two people's lives.
She didn't have the legal right, but had to do something
quick. Not only Steve's emotional and physical health, but
the welfare of the vineyard itself were on a downward spiral
with no hope of a reversal.
Steve might resent her for interfering, but she loved him
too much as a friend to stand by and watch him waste away
from grief over a failed marriage and its aftermath.
"Mr. de Roussillac's office."
Her hand tightened on the phone. "May I speak to him,
please?"
"He's been in Zurich and is flying home today. I've been
advised he'll be in early tomorrow. If you'll leave your
name and number, I'll make certain he returns your call."
After a debate with herself Andrea said, "This is
personal. I'll call him back."
"You're sure?"
"Yes. Thank you."
She hung up, determined that if he turned out to be too busy
to take her call first thing in the morning, then she would
drive to San Francisco and talk to him face-to-face.
Over the last two months Max had not so much as called his
father. Every day Steve would wonder aloud how his son was
doing. Whether he would come by soon. Max's cruelty to his
father by his absence, let alone his silence, was anathema
to Andrea, but she couldn't do anything about that right now.
Max's dark, lean looks made him an exceptionally attractive
man. But it was what was on the inside that counted, and
Andrea could not understand why the man had turned against
his father. Grown cold like his mother.
Helen was known as one of the great beauties of the Bay
area. When Steve had first introduced her to Andrea, she
could see his wife's reputation was well deserved. Steve was
good-looking himself. It explained why Max, who'd inherited
the Chandler height, was such a striking man.
Over the years she'd watched him and his mother come and go
from the main house. Helen had been friendly to her in the
beginning, but over time her visits became more infrequent
and she rarely did anything but nod to Andrea.
According to Steve, theirs was a tempestuous love affair.
They came from different worlds. He was a son of the soil
and didn't fit into the Chandlers' social world. Many
differences, including his pride and her inflexibility,
drove them apart. Then came the shock, three months ago,
when Steve told Andrea his marriage was over.
What was most important to Andrea was rescuing her employer
and friend from slowly killing himself.
In a half hour she had a ten-o'clock business appointment,
and she needed to get going. Her prospective client wanted
to see some of her hand-painted ceramic tile samples before
redoing her kitchen.
Within minutes, Andrea was in her car and driving around the
main house to where the road met the highway. She was on her
way to Rutherford, the town where she'd been born forty-one
years earlier, seven miles southeast of the de Roussillac
vineyard in St. Helena. Other charming towns like
Rutherford, Oakville and Calistoga dotted the fertile Napa
Valley, an area north of San Francisco renowned for its wine
making.
In her opinion the de Roussillac wine was extraordinary, but
this last year the vineyard had been neglected because of
Steve's depression. And further inattention and everything
he'd worked for—the very reputation built over four
generations of de Roussillac wine produced here—would
be lost.
According to the foreman, Jim Harvey, the winery had been
losing revenue for the last year. He'd been forced to let
some of the crew go. Deep down, Andrea wished Steve would
let Jim go, and hire another manager.
Jim was lazy. Steve should have found another vintner to
replace him years ago, but Andrea didn't feel it appropriate
for her to talk to her boss about that.
All this weighed on her mind while she went along with her
day. Passing her favorite florist, she bought some freshly
cut flowers to take to her aunt in the Bellflower Nursing
Home in Rutherford before starting back.
Edna Green was actually her great-aunt on her mother's side.
Long ago, she had taken Andrea in after her parents had been
killed in an horrific freeway accident. It was a huge task
to raise a devastated fourteen-year-old girl. Despite her
drinking problem, Edna had a heart of gold and had looked
after her the best she could.
By age seventeen Andrea had graduated from high school and
was working as a waitress at a restaurant in Rutherford.
Chris Engstrom, a pilot who'd come down from Alaska to work,
started eating there, and they fell in love. As soon as he
made enough money, he'd planned to marry her.
When Andrea discovered she was pregnant, her aunt had let
Chris move into the tiny apartment with her and her aunt and
live with them until the baby was born and they could get a
place of their own. Chris had insisted on paying the rent
and buying groceries.
Tragically, he'd died before they could be married. His
one-engine plane had crashed into the ocean and his body was
never recovered. He didn't get to see their baby, Samantha,
but Edna had been there for Andrea through her grief.
Andrea loved her aunt and owed Edna her life. Now things had
turned around and she was able to take care of her
financially and every other way. Though her aunt had
suffered from Alzheimer's for the last two years and no
longer spoke or knew anyone, Andrea visited her every day if
possible. It was no sacrifice, not after everything Edna had
done for her.
With a kiss to her forehead, Andrea left the nursing home to
drive back to St. Helena. En route she heard her cell phone
ring, but she was on the highway and her purse had fallen
between the seat and the passenger door, where she couldn't
reach it. If it was her daughter and she missed it…
She drove quickly around the main house to the cottage. Once
she'd gathered her things, she rushed inside and pulled the
phone from her purse. Sure enough, the second Andrea
retrieved the message she heard Sammi's voice.
"Hi, Mom. I'm leaving you a voice mail because I
can't bring myself to talk to you in person. Vietnam's heat
is oppressive and the constant language barriers have gotten
to me, but I've been contracted for this photo shoot so I'm
just going to have to deal with it. I'll be here two weeks
before I leave for Thailand. In an emergency you can always
reach me by e-mail. Give Aunty Ed a hug from me. Say hi to
Steve."
Too soon came the click. Andrea's heart plummeted. In
despair, she sank down in one of the kitchen chairs and
buried her face in her hands.
Her daughter had been so deeply wounded by what Andrea had
done—or hadn't done, whatever way you chose to look at
it—she'd left for the Far East and could no longer
bring herself to have a direct conversation with her own
mother. It haunted Andrea, who feared she might never be
able to mend the terrible breach between them.
It was her fault for never telling Sammi the whole truth
about her father. Though she knew he'd been killed in a
plane he'd leased to fly advertising banners, Sammi wasn't
aware he had extended family who might still be living in
Alaska.
Four days ago, her daughter had accidentally found her
father's journal while cleaning out a closet. It had been
hiding in one of the many zippered compartments of his old
backpack. Years earlier Andrea had put the pack in a carton
filled with books and other items she couldn't bring herself
to look at. She hadn't known the journal existed. There were
brief references to family. A smattering of pictures.
In one of them he and another man, both grinning, were
holding up a huge salmon they'd just caught. In another he
had his arms around a pregnant Andrea, and wore a broad
smile on his attractive face. One more showed him with his
parents.
The unearthed evidence had shocked Andrea, but it had
shattered Sammi.
"I have grandparents and you never told me?"
Desperate for her daughter to understand, Andrea had
explained that though Chris had kept in touch with his
parents, he hadn't told them about his personal life because
he'd always felt he didn't measure up, and needed to prove
something. She knew he sent some of his salary home, but
he'd never explained to her why.
He'd said that when he became a success he would take Andrea
and their child to Alaska to meet his family, but not
before. His decision had hurt her deeply. She'd realized he
hadn't told her everything about his life before he met her,
and this slowly ate away at her newfound happiness.
Maybe he'd been nervous because she wasn't the kind of woman
his parents would have wanted for their son. Or perhaps he'd
been embarrassed to be a thirty-two-year-old man who'd
gotten a seventeen-year-old pregnant. Andrea had looked
older for her age. At the time they met, he'd assumed she
was at least twenty, and she'd let him believe it until
she'd been forced to tell him the truth.
In all likelihood he'd regretted getting involved with her.
Whatever his reasons for not wanting his parents to know of
her or the baby, she'd lost confidence in herself. Even
before he was killed she'd been so vulnerable. She'd feared
he'd fallen out of love with her.
At seventeen she'd understood so little about him. Their
passion had been short-lived, and he'd died before she'd
been given much-needed answers. By the time Sammi was old
enough to hear the truth, Andrea didn't have the confidence
to contact Chris's parents, who had no idea she existed.
With hindsight, Andrea realized she'd been too emotionally
immature to deal with the situation in a forthright manner
and get in touch with his parents anyway. Every decision
made had been the wrong one, but she'd never dreamed that
twenty-three years later her daughter would unearth a secret
that had brought on this crisis. Because Andrea had remained
silent, the omission had erected a wall between her and
Sammi too high to scale.
The day before yesterday Sammi had left St. Helena. On her
way out the door she'd turned to Andrea in anger.
"After I've finished my commitment in Thailand, I'm
flying straight to Alaska to find my grandparents, if
they're alive!"
The memory of that painful moment caused Andrea to shudder.
Her thoughts flew back to the months after Sammi had been
born and Andrea had set out to find a job that would allow
her to support both Sammi and her aunt, as well as spend
time with her daughter. She'd discovered that Steve de
Roussillac, the married owner of a vineyard in St. Helena,
had been advertising for a woman to do occasional
housekeeping and work in the wine-tasting room.
Tourists from all over came to sample the Napa Valley wines.
The de Roussillac family produced Riesling, a wine that was
slowly gaining popularity in the region. Her job came with
free room and board plus a salary. Andrea felt it was
heaven-sent because the cottage was a good deal bigger than
the apartment. There was more room for the three of them.
With Andrea holding down a steady job, her aunt didn't have
to worry about money. Andrea could keep her daughter with
her while she worked. Best of all, Steve, who lived in the
main house when he wasn't with his wife in San Francisco,
was very kind. He appeared to be the dream boss.
In the end Andrea had done everything humanly possible to
make a good life for Sammi and Edna, and be the perfect
employee. Over time Steve became more like a favorite
grandfather to Sammi. To Andrea's mind he brought a certain
stability to their world. The man whom she'd discovered was
in a tumultuous marriage had turned out to be Andrea's best
friend. He'd helped her through her darkest period.
Another wave of sadness swept through her. Steve was the one
who needed help now, but she was meeting with little success
in that department.
While she sat there in sorrow, it suddenly dawned on her she
was due to open up the tasting room located in the front of
the main house. She jumped up to wash her face and redo her
makeup before heading over there. Work was supposed to be a
panacea for suffering. Since Sammi had bolted, work was the
only thing saving Andrea from wallowing in pain.