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Watch Me Die

Watch Me Die, July 2011
by Erica Spindler

St. Martin's Press
Featuring: Mira Gallier
352 pages
ISBN: 031236394X
EAN: 9780312363949
Hardcover
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"Lies, lust, madness and murder combine to make the New Orleans heat just a little hotter."

Fresh Fiction Review

Watch Me Die
Erica Spindler

Reviewed by Lynn Cunningham
Posted October 7, 2011

Thriller | Suspense

Mira Gallier had everything she wanted in life up until the day that Hurricane Katrina struck her city of New Orleans. She had a beautiful home, a thriving business that she loved, and a husband she adored. Then, just like that, her life was forever altered and there was nothing she could do to change it. While her home still stood, her business was pulverized and her husband missing, presumed dead. Mira was so traumatized by all the loss, particularly that of her husband, that she disappeared into a haze of drugs. Now, six years later, through the help of a therapist, Mira has been able to wean herself off the drugs and rebuild her business through the help of a therapist and her friend, Deni. Mira has made a name for herself as a stained glass artist and has kept quite busy in repairing large stained glass windows from churches that were damaged during Katrina. She's busy but not exactly happy with her life. Mira has never really gotten over the loss of her husband, Jeff. It had been her idea for the two of them to stay and ride out the hurricane so she has a severe case of survivor's guilt. But she stays busy doing the work she loves. That somehow makes it easier to put up with such things as her in-laws hatred of her. Suddenly things start get strange around her. Beginning with the murder of a priest and the vandalism of some stained glass windows in the same church, her life starts to spiral in a crazy way. Mira and Deni are called in to clean up the windows, which they do with the help of Deni's boyfriend, Chris. The following day, a homeless man attacks Mira at her studio and steals a necklace from Mira's neck that had been bought for her by Jeff on their honeymoon. The following night, Mira's sure she senses someone standing by her bed but chalks it up to a dream when she wakes up to no one there. That opinion changes as soon as she turns on the lamp and finds her stolen necklace draped over the lampshade. Other odd things follow such as smelling Jeff's cologne and a phone call from him. By now the police are involved because there are other murders and they all seem to lead back to Mira. When an old friend, Connor Scott, suddenly shows back up in her life, she's happy to see him, having realized how few friends she had left. In fact, Connor may be someone that can help her move on to a happier life, if she'll only let him. As the body count rises, it starts to become clear that Mira, herself, may be in danger. With the police still considering her to be a suspect rather than potential victim, she's not sure who she can trust. On top of that, she's begun to wonder if Jeff ever really died during Katrina. But if that was true, where had he been the last six years? With one twist after another, Erica Spindler turns out yet another spine tingling tale of her city, New Orleans. Ms. Spindler never misses and this one is a story to lose yourself in. If you're a fan, you'll run into some old friends from some of her other books. Don't miss this one.

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SUMMARY

In Spindler's thrilling new psychological drama, one woman's journey to recovery becomes her worst nightmare... Before Hurricane Katrina struck New Orleans, stained-glass restoration artist Mira Gallier had it all: a thriving business doing work she loved and an idyllic marriage to the perfect man. But the devastating storm stole her beloved husband his body swept away by floodwaters, never to be found. Now, after years of pain and turmoil, it looks as if Mira is finally on the verge of peace and emotional stability. But her life, like the magnificent windows blown to bits by Hurricane Katrina, is about to be shattered once again. And this time, it's not a killer storm she faces, but a psychopath who will stop at nothing until he possesses her, body and soul... First, church windows that she restored are vandalized, and the priest who looked over them brutally murdered. Spray-painted across the glass are the words: He Will Come to Judge the Living and the Dead. Then, New Orleans is rocked by a terrifying chain of murders that all seem to be linked to Mira. The police, led by homicide detective Spencer Malone, are following a string of clues left by the killer on each victim and beginning to wonder if the murderer isn't Mira Gallier herself. As Mira begins to unravel under pressure from all sides and fear for her life it's unclear whom she can trust. And when a man from her past appears out of nowhere, sparking something long forgotten in her heart, he quickly becomes the police's new prime suspect. One by one, the people in Mira's life are targeted, until it's clear that the killer has been saving her for last . . . and that there's nowhere left to run.

Excerpt

At any given moment, the demons could descend upon Mira Gallier. Sometimes, she marshaled the strength to fight them off, denying their dark,tormenting visions. Their taunts and merciless accusations.

Other times, they overpowered her and left her scrambling for a way to silence them. To obliterate the pain.

Last night they had come. And she had found a way to escape. Mira lay on her side on the bed, gazing blankly at the small rose window she had created in secret, a wedding gift for her husband-to-be. In the tradition of themagnificent gothic windows, she had chosen brilliant jewel colors; her design hadbeen complex and intricate, combining painted images within the blocks of color.

For her, the window had been a symbol of her and Jeff’s perfect love and new, beautiful life together.

She had never imagined how quickly, how brutally, that life would be ended.

It hurt to look at it now and Mira rolled onto her back. Her head felt heavy;the inside of her mouth as if stuffed with cotton.

Eleven months, three weeks and four days, shot to hell by one small, blue, oval tablet.

What would Jeff think of her now? Even as she wondered, she knew. He would be deeply disappointed.

But he couldn’t be more disappointed in her than she was in herself. On the nightstand, her cell phone chirped. She grabbed it, answered.

"Second level of hell. The tormented speaking."

"Mira? It’s Deni."

Her studio assistant and friend. Sounding puzzled.

"Who’d you expect?" she asked. "My husband?"

"That’s not funny."

It wasn’t, she acknowledged. It was angry. And sad. Jeff was dead, and she had fallen off the wagon. Neither of which had a damn thing to do with Deni.

"I’m sorry, I had a really bad night."

"You want to talk about it?"

The roar of water. A wall of it. As black and cold as death , brutal and unforgiving. Jeff ’s cry resounded in her head. Calling out for her to help him.

But she hadn’t been there. She didn’t know what that last moment had been like. She didn’t even know if he’d had time to cry out, to feel fear, or if he had known it was the end.

And she never would.

He was dead because of her.

"No. But thanks." The last came out automatically, what she was supposed to say, even though gratitude was far from what she was feeling.

"You used, didn’t you?"

No condemnation in Deni’s voice. Just pity. Still, excuses flew to Mira’s lips, so familiar she could utter them in her sleep. They made her sick. She was done with them.

"Yes."

For a long moment Deni was silent. When she finally spoke, she said, "I take it I should reschedule your interview?"

"Interview?"

"With Libby Gardner. From Channel 12, the local PBS affiliate. About the Magdalene window. She’s here."

Mira remembered then. The interview appointment. Her work on the Magdalene restoration being included in a sixth anniversary of Katrina series the station was planning. "Shit. I forgot. Sorry."

"What should I tell her?"

"How about the truth? That your boss is a pill head and basket case."

"Stop it, Mira. That’s not true."

"No?"

"You suffered a terrible loss. You turned to--"

"The whole city suffered that same freaking loss. Life goes on, sweetheart."

She spoke the words harshly, their brutality self-directed. "The strong thrive and the weak turn to Xanax."

"That’s such bullshit." Deni sounded hurt. "I’ll see if she can reschedule--"

"No. Get started with her. Explain how the window ended up in our care, describe the process, show her around. By the time you’ve done that, I’ll be there."

"Mira--"

She cut her assistant off. "I’ll be in shortly. We can talk then."

Mira ended the call and hurried to the kitchen. She fixed herself a cup of strong coffee then headed toward the bathroom. When she caught sight of her reflection in the vanity mirror, she froze. She looked like crap. Worse even. The circles under her hazel eyes were so dark, her pale skin looked ghostly in comparison. She was too thin--her copper red hair like the flame atop a matchstick.

She wore one of her husband’s old tees as a nightshirt: Geaux Saints the front proclaimed. Mira trailed her fingers over the faded print. Jeff hadn’t lived long enough to see his beloved NFL team win the Super Bowl.

It’s your fault he’s dead, Mira, the voice in her head whispered. You convinced him to stay. Remember what you said? "It’ll be an adventure, Jeff. A story we can share with our children and grandchildren."

The air conditioner kicked on. Cold air from the vent above her head raised goosebumps on her arms and the back of her neck. No, she told herself. That was bullshit. Isn’t that what her shrink, Dr. Jasper, had told her? Jeff had been a fifty percent partner in the decision. If he had felt strongly they should leave, he would have said so.

His family blamed her. Her and Jeff’s friends had been subtle in their accusations-- she read condemnation in their eyes.

She stared helplessly at her reflection. The problem was, she blamed herself.

No matter what her shrink said or what the facts were.

She moved her gaze over the destruction of her bathroom--drawers emptied, make-up bags and carry-ons rifled through.

As if thieves had broken in and turned her home upside down in search of valuables.

But she had done this. She was the thief. And the eleven months, three weeks and four days she had robbed herself of couldn’t be replaced.

Her cell phone went off. She saw it was Deni--no doubt calling to say the reporter had taken a hike. "Pissed off another one, didn’t I?" she answered.

"Something really bad’s happened, Mira."

She pressed the device tighter to her ear. "What?"

"It’s Father Girod, he’s . . . dead. He was murdered."

An image of the kindly old priest filled her head. He had approached her after Katrina about his church’s stained glass windows, decimated by the storm. In the process of restoring the twelve panels, she and the father had become friends.

Grief choked her. "Oh, my God. Who could have . . . When did--"

"There’s more, Mira." Deni’s voice shook. "Whoever did it also vandalized the windows."


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