Excerpt of The Cottage Next Door by Natasha Moore

“Can’t sleep?”

Sylvie started. Hunter’s disembodied voice sounded loud in
the darkness. She couldn’t see a thing on the deck next
door, but had to assume he was sitting in his usual deck
chair. Had he heard her moan?

Her heartbeat slowed back down to normal. “No.” She held
her breath, waiting for him to swear and stomp into the
cottage for intruding on his want-to-be-alone time. Or make
a sarcastic comment about what she’d been doing when she
thought no one was there.

“This is my favorite time at the beach,” he said,
surprising her with his deep, pleasant tone.

“Because you can’t see the hundreds of people around you?”

His soft chuckle surprised her even more. He was quiet for
a moment, then said, “Partly. But there’s something about
the ocean at night. Do you hear it? Right now, this isn’t
the fun-loving shore where kids splash and make
sandcastles. It’s more primitive.” He was silent for a
moment, and Sylvie got caught up in the roar of the waves
as they crashed onto the beach. The sound pulled at her,
called to her.

“Think of the hundreds of thousands of years the ocean has
been pounding the sand,” he went on. “Eating away at the
land, reclaiming it. Taking it back into the bowels of the
deep.”

Her body heated more, even with the cooling breeze. His
voice rolled over her, as powerful as the tug of the waves.
She’d known there had to be more to him than that angry,
bitter man she’d seen so far.

“Ashes to ashes? Dust to dust? Ocean to ocean?” she asked
softly.

The waves pummeled the shore for several long moments
before he replied, “Something like that.”

The words she’d been thinking slipped out easier in the
darkness. “I’m sure she would want you to be happy.”

“What do you know?” he snapped, but Sylvie thought his
voice contained more hurt than anger.

“I know what it’s like to roll over in the middle of the
night and still be surprised to find the other side of the
bed empty.”

“It’s like a kick in the gut every f**king time.”

“Yeah.” She wrapped her arms around her knees. “I still
save up things I want to tell him about my day…”

“And then remember she’s not there to share those things
with anymore.”

“I have to look at pictures to remember what he looked like
when he was healthy and fit and eager for the next
adventure.”

“I can’t remember what she smelled like anymore.” Hunter’s
voice cracked. “She had this soft scent like powder and
flowers and I don’t know what, but I used to be able to
smell it everywhere in our apartment. It’s gone now too.”

She nodded even though she knew he couldn’t see it. “I used
to sleep with one of Matt’s shirts and I cried all day when
I realized his scent was gone.” Sylvie was pleased she
could say that without getting tears in her eyes. Maybe
she’d finally reached acceptance.