SHE should be driving on this side of the road. Surely?
This was the most fabulous autoroute in Alp'Azuri. The
road spiralled around snow-capped mountains, with the sea
crashing hundreds of feet below. Every twist in the road
seemed to reveal postcard magic. Medieval castles, ancient
fishing villages, lush pastures dotted with long-haired
goats and alpacas — every sight was seemingly designed to
take the breath away.
The twist she'd just taken had given her a fleeting
glimpse of the home of the Alp'Azuri royal family. Made of
glistening white stone, with turrets, towers and
battlements and set high on the crags overlooking the sea,
the castle looked as if it had been taken straight out of
a fairy tale.
Two years ago Jessica Devlin would have been entranced.
But now she was concentrating on reaching the next of her
suppliers — concentrating on not thinking about the empty
passenger seat — concentrating simply on staying on the
right side of the road.
She was sure she was on the right side of the road. The
autoroute consisted of blind bends winding around the
mountain. As she drove, Jess caught sight of the road
looping above and below.
The road above was the worry. Was she imagining it? She
drove cautiously around the next bend and caught a glimpse
of a blue, open-topped sports car. The car was two curves
above. Coming fast.
Driving against the cliff edge.
Her side.
Surely it should be on the other side?
She braked hard, turning her car onto a slight verge
between cliff and road. The bend ahead was blind. If the
car ahead came round on the wrong side...
It had to be her imagination. She was basing this fear on
a flash of blue, now out of sight.
Maybe the driver ahead had better vision of the road than
she did. She was being too cautious.
But she still felt the first claws of fear. Too much had
happened in her life to trust that the worst wouldn't
happen now. Thus Jess was almost stopped when the blue car
swept around the bend. Travelling far, far too fast.
On her side of the road.
She was as far onto the verge as she could be without
melting into the cliff. There was nowhere she could go.
"No." She put her hands out, blindly. "No."
No one heard.
Today was meant to have been his wedding day. Instead...it
made a great day for a funeral.
"Do you suppose she meant to do it?" Lionel, Archduke of
Alp'Azuri, looked at the flag-draped coffin with distaste.
He was supposed to be supporting his great-nephew in his
grief, but neither man could summon much energy for strong
emotion.
There'd been too much grief in the past few weeks for
another death to destroy them.
"What, kill herself?" Raoul, Lionel's great-nephew, didn't
even try to sound devastated. He sounded furious, which
was exactly how he felt. "Sarah? You have to be kidding."
This was crazy, he decided. What on earth was he doing
here, playing the wounded lover at the funeral of his
fiancée?
But he knew his duty. Raoul, Prince Regent of Alp'Azuri
for at least another six days, stood at rigid attention
while his fiancée was committed for burial, but all he
felt was distaste.
"She had what she wanted," he told his uncle, and there
was no way he could disguise his anger. "She was drunk,
Lionel, and it was only because the woman she hit was an
incredibly careful driver that she didn't manage to take
someone else with her."
"But why?" Lionel was clearly at a loss. "She had her
girlfriends here for a pre-bridal lunch. Then she decided
to drive down to Vesey to meet her lover. Her lover! Six
days before the wedding, with every camera in the country
trained on her. Do you know what her blood alcohol content
was?"
"Raoul, look distraught," his uncle hissed. "The cameras
are on you."
"I'm suffering in stoic agony," Raoul said grimly. "All
the papers say so. Just as well she crashed before she met
her latest interest."
"Hell, Raoul..." 'You want me to be sympathetic?" Raoul
demanded. "Oh, you know I didn't want her dead but I never
wanted to marry her. She might have been a distant cousin
but I hardly knew her. This was your idea. Of all the
stupid..."
"I thought she'd be OK," Lionel said, and if the cameras
were on his face now they would certainly see
distress. "Sarah was brought up to royalty. She knew what
was expected of her. She could handle the media."
"So well that she managed to disguise the fact that she
had a lover she intended keeping. How long would the
marriage have lasted before the media found out?"
Lionel hesitated. "I suspect that Sarah didn't think you'd
care."
"You know I wouldn't. But the media is a different
matter." 'They understood. It was a marriage of
convenience. Such things have been happening in royal
families forever, and every person in this country wants
you to marry." Lionel grimaced. "Except your cousin,
Marcel. Why you've held out for so long before marrying...
Hell, Raoul, it puts us in an appalling position."
"Not me," Raoul said grimly. "I've done enough. I'm out of
here."
"Which leaves your nephew — and your country — where?"
Lionel cast a nervous glance at Sarah's family, who seemed
to be arguing over whose flower arrangement would take
precedence. "In the hands of yet another like your
brother — another government puppet. The only thing that
could have saved us was this marriage." His grimace grew
more pronounced. "Look at that. Her family are like
vultures."
"They are vultures. They wanted this marriage because of
the money." Raoul glanced at his once prospective in-laws
with the air of a man who'd seen his destiny and escaped
by a hair's breadth. "That was all Sarah wanted. Money and
power and prestige. She would have screwed this
principality."
"But not as much as our prime minister and Marcel." Lionel
sounded morose. "So it was a mistake. But now..."
Raoul stared grimly at the coffin. "I've done as much as I
can. You'll have to take over. Exert some influence over
Marcel."
His uncle forgot about looking bereft and just looked
appalled. "Me? You have to be joking. I'm seventy-seven,
Raoul, and Marcel hasn't listened to me for forty years.
You know he and his wife don't want the boy. Sure, anyone
who takes on the prince regent role has to be married, but
married or not, Marcel and Marguerite are no more fit to
be parents than...well, than your brother and his wife.
Begging your pardon, Raoul."
"You don't have to beg my pardon. Jean-Paul was a
dissolute fool, just like my father."
"Your father was my nephew." 'Then you knew how
inexcusable his conduct was," Raoul said savagely. "And
what he left of the royal family were exactly the same.
Jean-Paul, Cherie and Sarah. My brother, his wife and my
cousin. Now they're all dead, two from taking pure heroin
instead of the normal dope they've been living on for
years, and one from drunken speeding on her way to meet a
lover. And now Sarah's death means that Marcel takes
control. God help this country and God help the crown
prince. But there's nothing more I can do now, Lionel. I
want out."
"Your mother —" 'My mother is the reason I agreed to marry
Sarah. She wants the child." He hesitated. "But there's
nothing more I can do. She can't have him."
"No," Lionel said reflectively and turned to where the
dignitaries were attempting to reason with Sarah's
family. "It looks like Marcel will take him, and you know
Marcel is a government puppet. They'll never let your
mother have access."
"I can't help that," Raoul said roughly. "I've done my
best." 'Choosing Sarah wasn't your best." 'Lionel..." 'OK,
I helped choose. I concede she wasn't a great choice but
you hardly gave us time. Now we've got six days."
"To find a bride so I can stay on as Prince Regent? You
have to be kidding."
"If she'd just waited to kill herself until the week after
the wedding rather than the week before..." Lionel
sighed. "But she didn't. We're in a mess, boy."
"We are at that." Raoul grimaced and then put a hand on
his uncle's shoulder, as if gaining support and strength
from his elder. He almost visibly braced himself.
"Enough. I'm going to put my flowers on Sarah's
coffin." 'Because you want to?" 'Because her mother and
her father and her ex-husband and two of her lovers are
all out there threatening to kill each other if I don't,"
he said grimly. "It's time for a man to take a stand. I'll
put flowers on Sarah's grave, I'll do the best I can to
see my mother has access to her grandson and then I'm
going back to my medicine in Africa. Where I belong. This
royalty business is for someone else. I resign."
For the first two days after the accident Jessica was
asked no questions. Concussion, shock and the anaesthetic
she was given for a dislocated shoulder were enough to
send her drifting into a space no one could reach.
After that she was aware of questions being softly asked.
Not too many, but essentials for all that. The questions
were asked first in English, and then as those around her
realised she spoke their language, in the soft and lilting
mix of French and Italian used throughout Alp'Azuri.
Who was she?
That was easy. "Jessica Devlin."
Where was she from? Her passport said Australia. Was that
right?
"Yes. I'm Australian."
Who did she want them to contact? "No one. Unless I'm
dead, in which case my cousin, Cordelia, but don't you
dare let her know where I am if there's the slightest
chance that I might live. Please."
After that they backed off a bit — these gentle people who
nursed her. Who were they? She didn't ask.
There was a woman with elegant clothes and silver hair and
a worried look that seemed to be more worried every time
she saw her. There was a silver-haired old gentleman who
deferred to the lady. He called her ma'am and carried in
trays and he also looked worried.
Who else? Two nurses — one at night, one during the day,
and a doctor who patted her hand and said, "You'll be
fine, my dear. You're young and you're strong."
Of course. She was young and strong.
The doctor asked the hardest question and that was the
only one that she had real trouble making herself answer.
When the nurses and the others were gone the doctor
touched her gently on the hand and asked, "Girl, your
child. Your family. I have to know. There was no sign of
anyone else in the car. There's no wedding ring on your
finger, but there are signs on your body that tell me
you've had a child. There wasn't a little one in the car,
was there?" His face stilled as he prepared for the
worst. "No one else went over the cliff?"
She fought to answer that. Fought to say the words. But
they had to be said to stop this kindly old doctor
panicking more. He had no need to fear the worst. The
worst had already happened.
"I only have... I've only had the one child and he's dead.
Back in Australia. Before I came here."
There was a pause. Then, "Maybe you're not so young after
all," he murmured. "My dear."
But her eyes had closed and he let her be. He didn't
intrude. None of them did. They let her lie in this
luxurious bed draped in crimson velvet and gold tassels,
sinking into a mattress that felt like clouds, and they
let her sleep.
She'd hardly slept since Dom died, she thought drearily in
one of her tiny lucid moments. It was as if her body was
now screaming at her that it had to catch up.
She slept and slept and slept.
On day six — or was it day seven? — she opened her eyes
and for the first time she really looked around her. Until
now she'd simply accepted this bed, this room, the
astounding view through her casement windows as the next
in a series of events fate was throwing at her. She'd been
out of control for so long that she'd ceased asking
questions.
Now, though, sunlight was streaming in over sumptuous
furnishings and she gave herself up to astonishment. This
was no hospital.
The nurses were no longer here. Now there was only this
fairy-tale bedroom and an elderly lady, sitting by the
window gazing out at the morning.
Was she crying? "What's wrong?" Jess asked and the lady
turned, sadness replaced by concern in an instant.
"Oh, my dear. It's not you who should be asking that."
Jess gazed cautiously around her. She'd been awake but not
awake. In some dream world. Taking the time out she so
desperately needed. "I guess I should have been asking
questions before now," she tried. "Like...where am I?"
"This is the royal palace of Alp'Azuri." 'Right." Jess let
that sink in for a while. Alp'Azuri. She knew she was in
Alp'Azuri. This tiny country was famous all over the world
for its fabulous weavers and she'd come here because...
Because of fabric and yarns. She thought about it,
remembering a long-ago conversation with her cousin,
Cordelia. "You take the trip, dear. Research your
suppliers on the ground. It'll take your mind off things
best forgotten."
Things best forgotten. Dominic?
This wasn't the time to be thinking of Dom. "Um...why am I
in the royal palace instead of a hospital?" she asked, and
grief washed back over the older woman's face.
"Do you remember the accident?" 'I..." Jess swallowed. She
did remember. The sports car coming fast. Unbelievably
fast. It was right in front of her and all she could do
was put up her hand and say...
"No."
Then as the lady winced, thinking she'd have to start at
the beginning, she corrected herself.
"I do remember a little. I remember a blue sports car on
the wrong side of the road. At least I think it was on the
wrong side."
"That was Sarah's car," the lady said. "Lady Sarah
Veerharch was my son's fiancée."
Jess swallowed. There was something about the lady's face
that made her not want to go on, but she had to. Even
though she already knew the answer. Was. The woman had
said was. "I... Sarah was...killed?" How had she made
herself say it? And to her horror the woman was nodding.
"She was killed instantly. Her car glanced off yours — the
fact that you were able to stop before the cars hit
apparently saved your life — but Sarah slewed off the
cliff and into the sea."
"No." 'I'm sorry, my dear, but yes."
Jess's eyes closed in anguish. So much death. It followed
her everywhere. Dominic, and now this...
Concentrate on practicalities, she told herself fiercely.
If you think about death you'll go quietly crazy.
"So why am I in a royal palace?" she asked and the lady's
face grew grave.