PROLOGUE
Cilgerran Castle, Southern March Region, Cambria
The Betrothal Feast, July 1205
Gaiallard de Montfort settled back in his chair and
studied the chaos all around him. This betrothal would
bring him the demesne he'd been craving, but at a price for
which he was growing more resentful as each day passed. He
was expected to wed an awkward rustic, a mere girl! He,
whom the ladies of the court had given the title ‘golden
wolf', both in and out of the bedchamber. Oh, she was
pleasing to look upon. Her dark hair framed her face in a
becoming enough manner and accented her most attractive
asset: her large eyes bore the color of kings in their
amethyst depths. But even his young sister had more curves
than this boyish girl. And she was as green as his
page—and just as unschooled in the ways of the court,
mayhap even more so. How many times now had he been
humiliated in front of his comrades by her graceless
overtures and simple dress? If he had not given her, as a
betrothal gift, the lovely purple velvet dress she now wore
with the gold embroidery edging the square neck and
sleeves, or the gold silk chemise beneath it, he had no
doubt she'd now be wearing that godawful saffron woolen
thing she'd worn to at least five of the seven previous
evening meals this past sennight. Had she no understanding
of the place she would be taking, had already been expected
to take by his side? She was no good representative of his
position in the hierarchy. In fact, she had made him a
laughing–stock at court. And last eve, when she'd
stumbled upon him with his sister—well, she would
simply have to grow accustomed to such encounters as they
were a well–established part of life amongst those of
noble birth. He clenched his jaw to keep from groaning
aloud in frustration. Why, oh, why had fate not been
kinder to him? If all had gone as he'd planned, he'd even
now be presiding over the demesne of Castell Crychydd with
his chosen mate, Caroline de Montrochet. Now, there was a
beauty, a perfect example of nobility, virtue, and
womanliness. Gaiallard's eyes were drawn once more to the
trestle table below where the lady in question now sat
nibbling a portion of sea fowl.
* * *
Branwenn watched her betrothed from the corner of her
eye. He'd made it plain these past days that he was not as
pleased with this match, with her, as he'd first
pretended. And last eve—last eve! She'd stumbled
upon him in his sister's chamber. The poor lass had been
in a distressing state, her gown torn and hanging from her
shoulder, exposing red marks on her tender arm and chest
where the drunken knave had abused and beaten her. Would he
have gone further still—done the thing Branwenn
feared had been his true purpose, if she had not
interrupted his savage attack? And ‘twas clearly not the
first time the lass had been the outlet for his violent
lust either, for there had been older bruises in plain view
as well. She turned her sight on the lass, Alyson, who
even now sat much too quietly with her silver–blond
head bowed and her hands demurely folded in her lap. The
poor dear had barely touched the food on her trencher, nor
the wine in her goblet. She was far too young to have been
exposed to such lechery, for she surely was not more than
twelve summers. Aye, ‘twas truth that according to
tradition, she was a woman full–grown, capable of
becoming a wife, should her father contract such an
arrangement, but in Branwenn's view, ‘twas much too young
an age to be expected to perform such duties.
Reys ap Gryffyd dipped his head and whispered in her
ear, "Have you second thoughts so late in the game, then,
Branwenn? If so, you've dallied too long, my little dove,
for your vows will be heard before the bishop and all this
fine assembly in but a few hours' time at the morrow's
morning mass."
Branwenn bit her lip and turned her troubled gaze to the
dark–haired, blue–eyed man she'd only
discovered to be her kin a mere seven moons past when he'd
been the first to cross the threshold of her
heart–family's keep, the Macleans, after the feast of
Hogmanay. He'd come there to find her and bring her back
to Cambria to wed this flaxen–haired Norman nephew
thrice removed to the Earl of Pembroke that sat at her
other side. For the marriage would make a blood alliance
between her Cambrian cousin, twice removed, Prince
Llywelyn, and the Norman usurper, Guillaume le Maréchal,
the Earl of Pembroke. And tho' she liked Reys well, even
from their first meeting, she still did not feel the same
strong bond with him that she felt for Bao Xiong Maclean,
the man who'd raised her, the man who, in her heart, was
her brother in truth. Should she tell Reys of her
discovery? She'd been debating that very question these
past hours since finding her betrothed with his sister.
And tho' the hour was late, she needed some guidance, some
words to soothe her worry. "Brother, I have something I
must speak with you about in all haste, but it must be in
privy, for I have no wish for any here to learn of what I
must tell you."
Reys had been jesting with her, believing that she was
merely uneasy, as any new bride would be, at the prospect
of her wedding. He sat forward and truly studied her
worried countenance for the first time that eve. With a
brief nod, he said, "Meet me in the chapel after
supper. ‘Twill be empty, as all here will be enjoying the
pipers and players afterward. Say that you wish a few
moments alone to pray and light some candles. No one will
say you nay, even this eve before you wed, for your desire
to pray will be seen as an act of true piety, a great
virtue for a new bride."
Branwenn's shoulders relaxed for the first time that
eve. With a sigh and a nod, she said, "My thanks."
* * *
An hour later, Branwenn, on her knees in the chapel with
her head bowed and her eyes closed, felt someone settle
beside her.
"We are alone now—all are in the great hall
enjoying the players. Tell me what troubles you,
Branwenn," Reys whispered.
Branwenn slowly opened her eyes and, settling back to
rest upon her calves, she dropped her clenched hands to her
lap and turned her gaze upon this almost–stranger who
just might give her the heart's–ease she so
desperately craved. "I know not how to begin...."
Reys placed his hand over hers. "Begin by telling me
the thing that is giving you the most dread."
Branwenn dropped her gaze to her lap and nodded. She
took in a deep breath and released it on a
sigh. "Aye, ‘twould seem to be the best place, I trow."
She cleared her throat. "Last eve..."
When she didn't immediately continue, Reys dipped his
head in an effort to see her countenance. "Aye, last
eve—what happened?" he prompted.
"I came upon my betrothed in his sister's
bedchamber,"—she lifted her gaze to her brother's
once more and said in a rush—"he had beaten her,
Reys! There were purple and red marks on her chest, her
shoulders—even her arms! And her gown was torn, it
looked as if he'd ripped it away to expose her breasts.
And what is more, I could see other, older bruises on her
flesh as well. Godamercy, Reys, I do believe he intended
to...to...bed her!" There, she'd said it.
Reys's eyes widened even further in shock and disgust.
Why, the lass was barely out of swaddling clothes! He'd
known Gaiallard to be a man who enjoyed the sexual
privileges bestowed upon him due to his noble birth, but
he'd had no true understanding of how dissolute, how
morally corrupt, the man had become until just now.
Branwenn's eyes misted with unshed tears. "I knew not
what to do—I fled the chamber and have said naught
about it to anyone, not even Gaiallard."
"You cannot wed him, then. You must away this very
night." Reys pressed the base of his palm into his eye.
Branwenn grabbed hold of his wrist and held tight. "But
how can I not? ‘Twould mean war—war with not only
the Earl of Pembroke, but with the King of England himself,
for he has decreed that this match must take place!"
Reys nodded and turned his gaze upon his sister once
more. "Aye, and forget not that our cousin will surely
skin me alive before hanging me on a gibbet to
rot—and he'll lock you in the tower gaol for all
eternity, I doubt it not." He turned and faced Branwenn
fully. Taking both her hands in his own, he said, "But we
must at least try to release you from this contract. I
will speak with our cousin forthwith. There must be a way
to delay this wedding, at least until I can procure our
cousin's agreement to free you from this bad bargain."
Branwenn dipped her head and gazed down at their clasped
hands. ‘Twas no use. Her fate was set, and there would be
naught to stop it. For, she knew her cousin would never
agree to such a thing; his empire was much more important
than she in the scheme of things. "My thanks, brother,
tho' I know not how you shall manage such a feat." All at
once struck with an idea, she lifted her head once more and
gazed, wide–eyed with hope, into the
midnight–blue depths of Reys's eyes. "I beg you, do
not be angered—or hurt—by the proposal I am
about to make, for I mean you no injury—"
"Aye?" Reys said anxiously, "have you a plan then? Tell
me quickly, I swear I shall listen without prejudice."
Branwenn tightened her grasp on her brother's hands and
leaned forward a bit as she said, "Would it not fulfill the
spirit, if not the letter, of the contract were you to wed
Alyson instead?"
"Wha—?"
"Nay, hear me out before you balk. Do you not see?
This is the best solution for all. The lass clearly needs
a protector and you—well, I know you do not like
speaking of the recent tragedy that befell your poor wife
and bairns,"—Reys looked away, his mouth set in a
grim line, and Branwenn brought her hand up to his cheek
and gently forced him to look at her once more—"but
you know that you are now free to wed. And you told me
yourself, when first you found me in the Highlands, that
the contract would have been fulfilled whether you'd found
a brother or a sister, for the brother would have been
contracted to wed the niece. You were not free to wed
then, and I, for my own reasons, agreed to return to
Cambria with you."
Silence reigned for many long seconds as Reys struggled
to breathe past the heavy pain of guilt and longing that
now gripped his chest.
Branwenn remained still, fearing that any movement on
her part would send her brother fleeing from this
sanctuary, from her, leaving her honor–bound to
fulfill the terms of the contract.
At last, Reys gave his answer. "Gather only the most
precious of your belongings, only what you can easily
carry, and meet me in the stables in half an hour's time."
"You will arrange this thing, then?"
"Aye." He rose to his feet and brought her up with
him. "As you said, ‘twill fulfill the intent of the
contract, if not the actual terms set down in writing."
"How will I get past the gates—to what destination
will I travel?"
"Dress in those same lad's clothes you wore as a
disguise when you traveled to our cousin's war camp on the
edge of the Maclean holding last spring. I know you kept
them, so pretend not otherwise. The disguise will aid in
your escape."
"But to where?"
"I shall tell you more when we meet later. For now,
suffice to say, you shall be safely out of Gaiallard's
influence by the time the ceremony is to begin. Now, make
haste to your chamber."
Branwenn nodded and, without forethought, flung herself
into her brother's embrace and held tight. "I do believe I
shall miss you," she said, wonder in her voice.
Reys smiled and gave her a bit of a squeeze. "And I you
as well, you little midge."
"However will I repay you for such a sacrifice?" she
whispered brokenly. She kissed him on his cheek and fled
without waiting for a reply.
* * *
Reys watched her leave before collapsing onto the bench
directly behind him and covering his face with his hands.
Branwenn was right, this was the best solution. For, he no
longer cared who he wed, as his heart had died with his
love, his wife, and his sweet little girls, in the fire at
the convent where they were staying two moons past. And he
must wed—he must have offspring, a son, to inherit
his position, his property. ‘Twas the way of things, and
he was honor–bound to fulfill his duties. At least
he liked the young lady. And by wedding her, he would not
only free her from her brother's wicked clutches, but give
both himself and her a few years' time to heal before
embarking on the more amorous aspect of the wedded state.
Surely the lass would appreciate a bit of a reprieve from
such duties—at least until she was older.
And he would not subject his sister to the same type of
evil that their dear mother had been forced to endure the
last moons of her life, the same evil even Branwenn in some
indirect way had endured as well during that exact
time—for his mother's kidnapping and enslavement at
the hands of the murderous Highlander, Jamison Maclean, had
occurred while she'd carried Branwenn in her womb. ‘Twas
for the sake of his mother's sweet memory that he had at
last settled on the decision to, in effect, embark on this
act of treason by securing his sister's safe passage away
from her betrothed and her signed contract to wed. He must
somehow find the words to convince his cousin and the Earl
of Pembroke the propitiousness of this change in plan.
Reys rose to his feet and hurried towards the front
entrance of the chapel. But first, he must get his sister
as far from Gaiallard's clutches as possible—and to a
place no one would ever think to search for her. For ‘twas
no feat of reason to imagine the tirade that would ensue
when Gaiallard realized he would lose his chance at the
demesne he so coveted.
* * *
The bar across the door lifted with less effort than
Branwenn had been expecting, but with more sound.
Anxiously looking over her shoulder at the
still–slumbering maid settled on a pallet only a few
feet from where Branwenn now stood, she breathed a sigh of
relief and opened the door to her bedchamber. ‘Twas just
past midnight and the corridors were dark. Tho' it chafed
her to do so, she took a valuable moment to stand with her
back against the wall as she allowed her eyes to become
adjusted to the much darker outer perimeter of her
chamber. Oh, how she'd love a candle at this moment, but
she dared not risk it. Nay, ‘twas much better that she
remain quiet and hidden as she descended to the lower level
of the keep. The way down to the courtyard of the castle
would be manned with servants and, mayhap, even soldiers,
but she would not quell her intent to escape this place
this very night.
Twenty minutes later, she'd made it to the
stables. "Reys?" she whispered into the darkness.
"Aye, over here." he whispered back.
Branwenn moved in the direction of the voice. "Where
are you? ‘Tis as dark as pitch in here. Will you not
light a taper?"
"Nay, ‘tis too dangerous. The stableman that was left
to guard the horses slumbers in the corner, but we must be
careful not to wake him. The sleeping herb I put in his
ale will not last long, I fear."
"I see—Oh!" Branwenn stumbled over a rise in the
straw–covered earthen floor.
Reys swept his arm around her middle to catch her before
she fell. "Watch your step," he cautioned. He led her to
her mount then and took her hastily–packed satchel
from her nerveless hands. "I shall travel with you as far
as the coast and then I shall return here, for I must be
back by sunrise."
"The coast?" Branwenn asked dazedly.
"Aye, the coast. There are trade ships there. One of
which will take you to my wife's cousin in Ulster on the
northeast coast of Ireland. None will think to look for
you there, for no one knows of my friendship with the man."
"But I thought...I believed you'd be sending me back to
Aber Garth Celyn, to our cousin's estate."
"Nay, ‘tis the first place Gaiallard will look for you,
youngling."
Branwenn's brows drew together in confusion. "Why would
Gaiallard look for me—he shall surely be relieved
that he will not be forced to wed a ceorl such as he
clearly believes me to be."
"Because he shall lose the demesne he was to gain with
this alliance, tho' I do not believe he is aware of such
now. I think he is under the belief that he is to be given
sovereignty over the demesne, no matter what lady he weds,
that he was just to receive it sooner, if he agreed to this
alliance."
"I see." Branwenn felt dizzy, her thoughts spinning
madly about inside her skull like one of the Persian
dervishes her brother, Bao, had told her of. "You will not
be traveling with me?" she said weakly after a moment.
"Nay, I cannot, for the meeting with our cousin and the
Earl cannot wait. Surely you ken, ‘twould not be good for
them to discover you gone before I explain the new scheme
to them. And the bishop has traveled many miles to be
here—as have most of the guests." He shook his head
and sighed. "Nay, the wedding must take place, and at the
time originally planned. The only difference will be
that ‘twill be I and the Earl's niece who wed for the sake
of the alliance instead of you and that devil Gaiallard de
Montfort." He'd said the name as if it were the bitterest
of tinctures upon his tongue. Reys placed his hands on her
waist and lifted her onto her mount. "We must away in all
haste; there is no more time for discussion, else I'll not
be back in time to stand before the bishop and exchange
vows with the lady Alyson," he said as he walked the animal
out into the courtyard.
Branwenn was surprised to find his mount already saddled
and ready to go. How had she missed seeing the animal
earlier? She shrugged. No doubt, her mind had been much
more occupied with not getting caught at the time.
After Reys mounted his steed, ‘twas not as difficult as
Branwenn had anticipated for them to depart the holding.
The journey to the coast took two hours.
The wharf was dark and dank. More abandoned than
Branwenn had been expecting, even at this dim hour of the
morn.
"Stay upon your horse," Reys cautioned as he handed her
the reigns of his own mount, "and do not move more than a
pace or two from this spot until I return, for I shall not
be long. I must negotiate your safe passage with the
captain of this vessel."
"Aye," Branwenn replied with a nod of her head. After
her brother had been gone a few minutes and she was
convinced that she'd not be accosted by any wayward,
drunken seamen, she relaxed a bit and took stock of her
surroundings. The wharf had the smell of the sea—no
surprise. But there was the smell of something else as
well. ‘Twas as if the sea creatures had crawled to the
shore to die, for the smell was caustic, harshly bitter,
the air filled with the smell of rot.
In another moment, Reys came into view once more. His
expression was somber as he briskly walked up beside her
mount. "I've secured passage for you on the Irish ship,
the Maighdean mhara mhear." He took hold of Branwenn's
hand. "I wish there were another way, but there is none."
"I care not—"
"Branwenn, heed me well. These are men of the
cloth—monks from Strangford Lough on the coast of
Ulster. They are just returning from Cumberland with more
stone and iron ore for the abbey they are building. If all
goes as planned, you shall arrive there in a matter of
days. I have claimed corody for you as a kinsman of Prince
Llywelyn, so you may stay with them until all is settled.
I will come for you then, so do not stray from that place
until that time. ‘Twill not be long, I vow it."
Branwenn's heart pounded in her chest. Tho' her hand
trembled with fear, she managed to slip it from her
brother's embrace. Taking a deep breath, she straightened
her spine, and showing more courage than she felt, she
said, "Worry not, I shall do as you say. For, where else
could I go without fear of discovery? I do not dare go
back to the Maclean holding, as I wish no harm to come to
any there—nor do I wish for them to ever discover
that I was almost wed to such a man as Gaiallard de
Montfort."
"We must make haste, then, for the barge will sail in
but a quarter–hour's time. These mariner monks use
naught but the sun's bright beam during the day and the
star's light that twinkles in the northern sky at night to
guide them. But fear not, they've assured me they've made
this same journey many times since their patroness, the
wife of John de Courcy of Ulster, founded their abbey but a
few years past."
Reys took the reigns of his and Branwenn's mounts and
led them to the ship's loading plank. After helping her to
dismount, he placed the scroll in her hand and settled his
own long–fingered hand over hers. "Use this document
as your introduction to the abbot. The letter explains
that you are my brother and that you are also the cousin of
Prince Llywelyn.
"But—"
Reys lightly covered her mouth with his
fingertips. "Nay, my little dove, it cannot be helped.
You must continue in your disguise until I come for you,
else you will not be allowed to remain at the
abbey—corody, or nay. And do not take those clothes
from your frame at any time during the voyage, not even to
bathe, for ‘twould not do for these men of the cloth to
discover that a member of the fairer sex is on board their
vessel."
With a stiff nod of the head, Branwenn turned and gazed
at the huge sailing vessel she was about to embark upon.
The ship was long, with at least 25 to 30 oars on each side
and a long mast that hung suspended over the entire length
of the deck.
"There is more I would give you before you are gone,"
Reys said, turning and rummaging inside the leather satchel
he had attached to his saddle. A moment later, he was
lifting her hand, palm up, and placing a small leather
purse upon it.
Branwenn's brows drew together. "What is this?"
"There are silver coins inside—enough to purchase
several more moons of shelter and food for you than what I
have arranged already with the monks."
"But, you said you would return for me soon...."
"Be at ease, little one. I shall take not one moment
longer than I must, but I cannot allow you to travel so
far—and with strangers, tho' men of the cloth they
be—without some bit of coin, just in case. Do you
see?"
With a long, forlorn sigh and a shrug of her shoulders,
she sadly nodded her head. "Aye. I do see. My debt to
you is growing greater and greater."
"Nay, you owe me naught. I beg you, trouble yourself no
more on that score." Reys took hold of the hand she held
the purse in. "Look inside," he coaxed, loosening the
string that held the neck of the pouch closed. "For you
will find something of our mother's which I wish for you to
keep. I planned to give this to you on the morrow, as a
gift to celebrate your wedding, but, I confess, I am much
more pleased to give it to you now as a token of my great
affection for you as my sister."
Still holding the scroll, Branwenn managed—rather
awkwardly—to place two fingers inside to find the
object he spoke of. She discovered it immediately and drew
the cold, circular band of gold metal and amethyst gemstone
out of the pouch.
"'Twas our mother's betrothal ring. The same ring, in
fact, that Bao gave the priest at the kirk he had our
mother buried in. The ring was left with the priest as a
means to prove that ‘twas truly her grave, should her
family come searching for her there."
Branwenn's hand began to shake with more violence and
her eyes filled with tears. "This was my mother's?" she
asked brokenly. ‘Twas lovely. The small, polished, oval
stone was set high on the narrow gold band.
Reys took the ring and settled it on her finger before
Branwenn's next thought had time to form. "There now, I
knew you were a near twin to her, but now I have proof.
See how nicely it fits you?"
"Aye," she replied wonderingly, "I thought it surely too
small for my hand." She looked up, into her brother's eyes
and said, "I thank you for this memento of my mother."
Reys gave her a brief nod. "We have tarried long
enough, I trow," he said abruptly. "Come," he continued in
a softer tone, "we must find the captain and get you
settled in the space he's allowed you in the hold before
the ship sails." And with a bit of gentle pressure to the
base of Branwenn's spine, he prodded her to begin ascending
the rough, wooden plank of the ship.
* * *
The vessel had been at sea for no more than three days
and three nights when brigands, pirates of the sea, rammed
into the side of their ship sometime around the chimes at
midnight, bombarding it with large stones flung from a
mangonel, and sending missile upon missile of
fire–tipped spears and arrows onto the deck, killing
many of the men who were unfortunate enough to be on duty
at the time.
"GET YOU DOWN BELOW, LAD!" The grey–robed captain
pushed Branwenn toward the stair leading into the
hold. "‘Tis the safest place for you. Fear not, we will
rout these robbers in little time."
Branwenn did as she was told, fearing she'd be more
cumbrance than aid were she to stay above and attempt to
fight.
Despite the captain's assurance, she was still not free
of doubt that all might be lost. And if it were not for
the tempest of severe proportions that howled down upon
them with a deafening force mere moments after she'd
settled in her snug nook below deck, making the pirates'
fiery offense upon them moot, Branwenn was certain that she
and all who were still alive aboard the vessel would have
been doomed to a watery grave at the hands of the greedy
robbers.
The sounds of attack now silenced, Branwenn went
directly against the captain's orders and, after slinging
the long strap of her satchel, which held her dearest
possessions, around her neck and over her shoulder, went
topside.
The brigands' much smaller vessel slipped away into the
darkness on thievish feet and in moments, the monks' galley
was once more alone on the sea. Unfortunately, it had
sustained quite a bit of damage in its hull and the vessel
began to take on water. In minutes, it lurched to its
side, sending anything that was not nailed down slamming
against the railing. Branwenn had barely stepped two paces
away from the stair leading below deck when she was sent
flying against the railing herself. She only had time to
grab hold of a stray plank of wood before she was swept off
the ship and into the dark, cold, unforgiving depths of the
frigid, briny water.
Tho' the wood acted as a buoy in the violently tossing
sea, she was still buried beneath the crashing waves,
forced down, down, down, into the unrelenting dark chasm.
She held tight to her anchor in the storm, and, after long,
terrifying seconds, she was finally thrust back up, like
some volcanic spew from an island mound, until she at last
broke free of the surface of the abyss and was once more
able to draw breath into her burning lungs. When her mind
and vision cleared, she realized the tide had propelled her
much too far from the vessel to be seen or heard.
Holding tight to her plank of wood, she allowed herself
to drift, fearing that if she fought the tide, she'd only
end up at the bottom of the sea. For the next few hours,
she could do no more than wait. Wait for the light of dawn
and keep her mind occupied with any thoughts other than the
terrifying ones that niggled at the edge of her mind. Nay,
she refused to think upon what sea monsters might even now
be skimming under her and around her dangling feet. Nor
would she think upon what she would do if she did not find
land soon. Instead, she filled her mind with happy
thoughts, dear remembrances of the merrier times. Like
dancing—dancing for the very first time—around
the Hogmanay fire this past winter. How gleeful she had
been then. Until, of course, that pompous man, Callum
MacGregor had spoiled it for her. Nay, she would not think
of him. Instead, she forced her thoughts back to more
pleasant aspects of that night. Aye, had not the hall been
lovely, with the mistletoe, holly, and hazel adorning the
trestle tables, and rowan branches above every door? And
the scents! Of roasted swan and berries, of juniper, of
ale. Aye, that was a happy time.
At long last, dawn arrived in a mist–shrouded
glimmer of mauves, pinks, and blue–greys. As the sun
came up over the horizon and lit the world around her,
Branwenn studied her surroundings. Her heart pounded with
joy in her chest, for there, in her sights, was land! And
she was near enough to the shoreline—of whose
sovereign soil, she knew not—to paddle the rest of
the way inland.
* * *