Chapter 1
New Orleans. The city conjured up thoughts of Jazz
bands, Mardi Gras, and drinking concoctions meant to
impair logical thought and encourage uninhibited
merriment. Despite the ravages of Katrina, tourists still
came to see the old world sights and marvel at the modern
day destruction, hoping to take part in the national
frenzy to save one of the country's oldest, and perhaps
secretly, most admired city. Because only in New Orleans
could you drink from a plastic cup while dancing in the
streets, eat your way through the best the Gulf of Mexico
had to offer, wear plastic beaded jewelry like it was some
family heirloom, and be embraced by the locals as if you
were their long lost child. One could always count on
having a good time, and remembering very little of it.
Your sins may stay in Las Vegas, but your heart would
always yearn for the effortless charm and warm Southern
breezes of the city that care forgot.
I was back in my beloved hometown to celebrate the
wedding of my quirky cousin, Colleen. We had both grown up
beneath the scrutinizing gaze of New Orleans society, and
had never done what was expected of us. I had studied for
a career in nursing, an occupation deemed unsuitable for a
woman of my financial worth and marriage potential. My
cousin had pursued her own interests in boys, booze, and
bad choices, making her a less suitable match for men of a
certain social standing. But we had emerged from our
closed–minded backgrounds to find our own way in the
world without heeding the advice of the "old guard"–the
older well–established ladies in our circle of
society who thought they knew what was best for everyone
else. Colleen had found a caring man in her redheaded
groom, Ray Phillips. She had finally put her unhappy first
marriage to the socially prominent, but abusive, Eddie
Fallon, behind her. I thought on that day I would also be
celebrating my reprieve from the past, but as I stood
among the jubilant wedding party in the lavender and cream
decorated Riverview Room of the Monteleone Hotel, a sense
of dread swept through my body.
A tight knot formed in the pit of my gut as my
heart pounded and my hands became clammy. My mind filled
with images from earlier in the day. I thought I had seen
a familiar figure strolling through Jackson Square just as
the wedding guests had been departing St. Louis Cathedral.
Had I really seen the face of David Alexander in the
crowd? My logical mind balked at such an idea. David was
dead, murdered almost three years ago by the deranged
psychiatrist, and my former fiancé, Dr. Michael Fagles.
Maybe I had only imagined my lost love strolling about the
French Quarter. But why on this day, of all days, had I
seen David Alexander?
Suddenly the sound of loud sucking laughter
distracted me.
"The Hoover looks happy," my father said as he
came up along side of me.
I shook my head. "Dad, stop calling them that."
Hoover was the name my father had given my Aunt Hattie and
her only daughter, Colleen, as a result of the sucking
noise they made whenever they laughed.
My father looked dashing in his black tuxedo and
red cummerbund. Then I saw a glint of concern flash across
his green eyes.
"You have been somewhere else this entire evening,
Nicci." He put a caring arm around my shoulders. "Is your
sullen mood because of Colleen's latest creation," he said
as looked down at my purple satin bridesmaid dress. "Or is
something else going on?"
I glanced down at my dress and laughed. "Uncle
Lance was right. I do look like an eggplant."
"Has something happened between you and Dallas?"
he persisted.
I stepped out from under his arm. "You're prying,
Dad."
A startled look of surprise crossed his pale
face. "This isn't you, Nicci. What's going on? Did you two
have a fight?"
I rolled my eyes. "Why do you, and everyone else
in my life, assume that when I'm preoccupied it has
something to do with Dallas? Perhaps I'm concerned about
my new book coming out next month or maybe I'm just
worried about the effects of global warming."
"Global warming?" My father laughed. "Now I know
something is wrong." He studied me with his worried green
eyes for what felt like an eternity. "When Dallas left New
Orleans last January, you were the one who went to New
York and convinced him not to give up on your
relationship. You wanted him then, so what has changed?"
He turned away and shrugged. "I don't understand why you
just don't marry Dallas. You can't keep putting the man
off forever, Nicci. Besides you two have been through so
much together."
"Are you talking about our being hunted down and
almost killed damn near six months ago?"
My father frowned at me. "We said we were never
going to mention that incident again."
I stared at my father. "No, Dad, you said you
never wanted to mention that incident again. Ignoring what
happened doesn't make it go away."
"Maybe it would be best if we could all just
forgot about what Michael Fagles almost did to you and
Dallas," he suggested. "After everything he admitted doing
to David, I think everyone would be better off forgetting
the sick son of a bitch ever existed."
"Yes, but if it hadn't been for Michael, I might
never have met Dallas."