Tuesday, November 29
THE MINUTE AIMEE Wellington enters stage right in the new
musical Sweatshock, all interest exits. Oh wait, no, hang
on, not all interest! There's the can'tlook/must-look
fascinated horror of watching a speeding train heading for
a stalled busload of nuns and orphans.
Has this woman or anyone handling her ever heard of the
following concepts: Voice lessons? Acting lessons? Clue
lessons? Pinocchio was less wooden. Adelaide from Guys and
Dolls less nasal. The Invisible Man had more stage
presence.
Could they not find one actress in Boston who could carry
a tune, read lines with something approaching natural
delivery or look like she was part of the ensemble instead
of a wiggly, sexual meme-me prop?
Oh, right, sorry, what was I thinking? It's not about
talent. With Aimee Wellington it's never about talent.
It's about money. It's about a chain of department stores
that made her family fortune. It's about a father's
decision to let her at that fortune way before she was
mature enough to handle it. It's about getting famous by
being infamous.
What happened to getting the best cast possible? Is the
public that celebrity-crazed?
A sad state of affairs. From my seat, watching Aimee's two-
expression acting and listening to her off-key whiny
singing, I was very tempted to haul out a miniature dart
gun and shoot her with a tranquilizer. Surely whomever
they have understudying her would be less painful. Heck,
put me on the stage!
And get real!
KRISTA MARLOW READ through her latest blog post again,
crunching thoughtfully on natural-sea-salt potato chips
she shouldn't be crunching on, thoughtfully or not, if she
wanted to keep her weight at a healthy level. She'd
started by bringing a sensible serving size out in a
little red plastic bowl, one of the ones she and her
sister used to have backyard picnic lunches in as kids,
which she wouldn't let her mom throw away. But after three
sensible serving sizes, she got tired of getting up and
down — and even more tired of being sensible — so she
brought the whole bag in and balanced it on the stack of
papers and novels teetering on her desk.
Sometimes potato chips were necessary. This was one of
those times.
Aimee Wellington drove Krista crazy. Not only because
Krista's sister, Lucy, who could sing, act and dance
circles around Aimee, had also been up for the part of
Bridget in Sweatshock after Krista had practically dragged
her to the audition. But just on principle. There were too
many image-created idiots ruling showbiz — voices
electronically enhanced and pitch-corrected, bodies
surgically altered to some artificial ideal of perfection.
And don't get her started on teenagers selling sex before
they should be having it themselves.
Okay, so she sounded like someone's grandmother. And yes,
she'd lost her virginity in her teens. But she wasn't out
there pushing the experience on everyone else's kids. It
hurt to see talent such as her sister's being wasted. To
see her working a brainless office job, performing lounge
gigs at night only a handful of white-hairs went to see,
while no-talent prima-donna princesses rose to the top,
like scum in a stockpot.
Krista's personal pilgrimage was to chip away at glossy
facades, to point out in her blogs, Internet articles and
pieces for the Boston Sentinel or any print media she
could sell to, how people were being fooled by so much
crap, into thinking crap was good. Her editor kept hinting
that a staff reviewer was retiring soon, but Krista wanted
to be like an octopus, tentacles spreading her message in
all directions.
Call her crazy, call her a visionary, call her obsessed,
but she wanted to leave her mark. Start some movement back
to quality and a more natural rhythm to people's money-and-
time-obsessed existences.
She'd started her own blogging Web site, Get Real, where
she regularly skewered whatever artifice came to her
attention. This new overpackaged, overprocessed gim-micky
food product, that new undeserving star, this new over-the-
top vacation destination which resembled a theme park more
than a hotel. The Christmas holiday season had sparked a
whole new crop of outrage over rampant commercialism,
pressure to spend and compete, consumption-crazed children
and ho ho ho, goodwill to all men, now get the hell out of
my way before I ram you with my shopping cart.
Jeff Sites, a regular columnist at the Boston Sentinel,
had mentioned her rants in one of his Local Life columns
and her Web site hits had gone off the chart.
Happiness.
The more people who stopped and thought about what crap
they were supporting with their hard-earned dollars, the
more she hoped they'd vote with their wallets and demand
quality. Or keep their wallets in their pockets, stay home
and sing songs with their kids or play with the overload
of stuff they already had. Leave the merchants and
marketers scrambling for something else with real appeal.
Like good quality at affordable prices.
She posted the blog and peered, yawning, at the clock in
the bottom right corner of her computer screen. Oops.
Nearly midnight. She needed her beauty rest.
One glance around her one-bedroom walk-up and Krista
sighed. And she needed cleaner surroundings.
She stood, stretching her shoulder and back muscles —
always tight no matter how many relaxation techniques she
tried — grabbed the bag of chips, folded the top and
headed for her kitchen and the pile of dirty dishes in the
sink. She always did them before bed. A new day required a
clean, organized living space.
Okay, mostly organized. Primarily clean. Hygienic
certainly.
Dishes done and a bottle of water grabbed from her squeaky
refrigerator — which needed cleaning, sigh — she brushed
her teeth and went into her bedroom, carpeted with the
same icky brown-orange shag as the kitchen/living/dining
room. Someday she'd own a fabulous place, maybe in
Cambridge, maybe down by the harbor, with hardwood floors
and woven wool rugs. When her popularity and message
caught on. When she wrote her first book. When she got her
first appearance on Oprah...
Oops. Live in the moment. She forgot.
She began her nightly routine by standing in mountain
pose, tall and still in the fairly small space between her
bed and the wall, and concentrated on clearing her mind,
concentrated on the sensations in her body and the play of
her muscles holding her up. Spine straight, chin parallel
to the floor...
Next, she started the sun salute, breathe in, out, arms in
prayer position; breathe in, reaching up, palms facing;
breathe out, swan dive to a forward fold, bent at the
waist, trying to get her face to touch her knees.
As if.
Breathe in, right leg back in a runner's lunge.... Maybe
she should do an article for a women's magazine on the
benefits of a daily yoga routine, couching it in humor,
focusing on spiritual satisfaction as a way to reduce
spending for things one didn't need, not being preachy,
just —
Mind clear, Krista.
Breathe in, breathe out. Her body followed the positions
automatically. Breathe in, breathe out....
Tomorrow she would research the article she was proposing
to Budget Travel magazine, about off-the-beaten-track,
affordable holiday getaways. Romantic escapes from the
pressures of the season. She could jot down a few ideas
for the yoga article, too. And she needed to get going on
one for Food & Wine about the country's love affair with
oversalting and artificial flavor. She was thinking about
calling it "Chemical Attraction."
Mind clear, Krista. Damn. She could never quite manage it.
Her phone rang and she gave up attempting inner peace and
grabbed it. Only Lucy would call at this hour, home from
her Tuesday night gig singing at Eddie's.
"Hey, Krista."
Krista frowned. Her younger sister didn't exactly sound
jubilant. But then, she'd been sort of a pale imitation of
herself for a while. "Bad show tonight?"
"Not terrific. Usually it's such a nice crowd. Tonight
this drunk guy kept propositioning me during When I Fall
In Love, and a few too many people acted as if I was a
videotape in their living rooms and they were free to
shout to each other whenever the mood hit." She sounded
close to tears.
Bingo. An article or blog about technology-saturated
people's newfound unfamiliarity with live entertainment
and audience etiquette. Krista kept the phone to her ear
and dragged off her sweats, letting the silence lag so her
sister would fill it. Something else was really bothering
Lucy. She knew the pitfalls of her business and had dealt
with crowds much rougher than this one sounded.
"Then I got home and Link and I...we're barely speaking."
Krista cringed. Lincoln Baxter had been Lucy's unofficial
fiancé for four years. Krista was sorry, and maybe she was
being overly judgmental, but if you really wanted to marry
someone, why didn't you do it? They'd been together six
years, since their senior year at Tufts, and in Krista's
opinion, the shine was off and they'd do better finding
someone new. Link hadn't even managed to come up with a
ring yet. "He spends every evening watching TV. I just
wish he'd spend some of that time with me. He never comes
to hear me sing anymore, not that I blame him, but it
would be nice, and I've asked him to. He stays up until
all hours, we almost never go to bed at the same time, and
when we do...well, nothing happens."
Krista winced and tossed her sweats on the chair next to
her bed. She was getting the message. No sex, no intimacy.
Might as well buy a male blow-up doll.
Hmm, maybe an article about artificial behaviors in men
during courtship. Or make that artificial behaviors in
women, too, so she wouldn't go on record as a man hater.
Since she was, in fact, definitely not one, though with
the mostly off-again unsatisfying state of her love life
she was starting to consider it.
"Lucy, I think it's time to take a look at this
relationship."
"No, no." The fear in Lucy's voice made Krista's heart
sink. "It's not that bad."
"You can't stay with him because you're afraid of being
alone."
"He's the man for me, Krista. I've known since the second
I set eyes on him."
Right. Krista fumbled for her pink flannel nightgown under
her bed pillows. She believed in that love-at-first-sight
stuff exactly not at all. Chemistry she believed in,
instant attraction she believed in, but love took time.
Love was what was left when infatuation finally got bored
and took a hike. Love was what she saw in her parents'
eyes every time they looked at each other.
Okay, not every time. When Dad put off cleaning the garage
too long or mom took three days to make a simple
decision... "Neither of you is the same person as in
college." She lifted her arms one at a time to slip the
nightgown over her head, whipping the phone around the
neckline and back to her ear. "People change. You grew
apart."
"We're just in a rut right now. We need something. I don't
know what."
"Counseling?"
"He won't go."
"Lucy, you really —"
"I gotta go, he's coming to bed. Lunch Thursday?"
"Sure." Krista hung up the phone and scrunched her face in
a scowl. Her sister was incredibly sweet and incredibly
talented and deserved to be riding the wave of love and
stardom all the way to happy ever after. Instead she'd
been upstaged by a bimbo and had shackled herself to a man
indifferent to what made her so special. Loyalty, talent,
intelligence, empathy, sex appeal, beauty, sparkle — well,
she used to sparkle. Now she just glowed dully through
mucky layers of disappointment.
Krista put in her earplugs and slid into bed. If Lucy had
gotten the part in Sweatshock, she'd be in a position of
power, and Krista would bet a million she'd have the
strength to leave Link and find someone who deserved her.
A new love that fit the dynamic, fabulous person she was
now.
Just another grudge to hold against the inimitable — thank
God — Aimee Wellington.