PERHAPS HE WAS MERELY an adventuresome tourist who
had drifted into the obscure little Mexican town in search
of some action. Perhaps he had wandered into the cantina
for the same reason she had: to get a bite to eat and have
a bottle of the local beer. Perhaps he was a perfectly
innocuous male who, when he realized there was another
North American in the cantina, would come over to her
table to chat.
Then again, perhaps he was her executioner.
My God, Honor Knight thought bitterly, I'm really getting
paranoid. She forced down another swallow of the robust
beer she had been nursing for the last hour and
deliberately looked away from the line of men who were
standing and leaning with varying degrees of casualness
against the bar. That was all she needed now, she
chastised herself. She mustn't lose her grip on reality.
She must not succumb to genuine paranoia or life would
become intolerable. She really would go out of her mind
with fear.
But the image of the stranger as he hooked a booted foot
over the bottom rung of the bar would not be banished
simply because she chose to look away. It was natural that
he would stand out in this crowd, Honor assured herself.
He was the only other gringo in the room besides herself.
Standing at the bar, even lounging against it on one elbow
as he was, he topped the Mexican men around him by several
inches in most cases.
And while the other men were dressed in the dusty, loose-
fitting trousers and shirts of poor, hard-working farmers,
the stranger was dark and hard and lean in a pair of black
jeans and a black cotton shirt.
His clothes weren't the only things that were dark about
him and that made him seem a part of the shadowy night
outside. In the brief glance she had allowed herself,
Honor had been aware of the deep black shade of his hair.
There were subtle highlights of iron-gray in the heavy
pelt which indicated the stranger at the bar would soon be
staring his fortieth birthday in the face.
Even without the iron in his hair Honor would have been
able to guess his age from the unforgiving hardness of his
features. Uneasily she allowed her eyes to slide once
again over his profile.
He had ordered tequila, not beer, she realized, watching
from her sheltered table as he sipped the clear liquid in
the small glass he held. How much longer before his roving
gaze discovered her against the back wall? She hadn't yet
confronted that gaze directly and, based on what she'd
seen of the rest of him, Honor didn't particularly want to
do so. There was a ruthless predatory quality about this
man, which disturbed her on several levels. It was there
in the hawkish nose, the grimly set mouth and the fiercely
etched lines of his face. Somehow he seemed aloof and
coldly removed from the scene around him, as if he didn't
particularly need human companionship.
Determinedly Honor picked up her fork and took another
bite of the corn tamale she had been eating when the
newcomer had walked through the door a few minutes
earlier. There was nothing to fear, she told herself
firmly. After all, she thought on a note of half-
hysterical humor, she'd seen plenty of pictures of
professional hit men and none of them had ever been
wearing jeans and boots! They always seemed to be attired
in suits that bulged in the wrong places, and they tended
to speak in East Coast accents. Not that she'd heard the
stranger when he'd ordered his tequila, but somehow Honor
didn't think he would have an eastern accent. More likely
a southwestern drawl.
No, she wasn't going to give in to the lure of paranoia.
She had to keep a realistic perspective on her present
situation or she would become a gibbering idiot! Honor
swallowed another sip of the warm beer and resolved to
keep her head. It was the only way to survive.
The stranger was probably from Texas or Arizona. Perhaps
he had business here in this Mexican village or perhaps
he'd merely come south looking for some amusement. One way
or another he wasn't a threat to her. He couldn't be!
And then she glanced up again and found his night-dark
gaze on her.
For an instant everything in the smoky, too-warm cantina
seemed to freeze, including Honor's insides. She had known
instinctively that she didn't want to meet his eyes
directly but instinct hadn't prepared her for the
devastating experience when it finally did occur.
She had been half expecting a predatory sensuality in
those eyes, Honor realized as her throat went dry. Casual,
masculine lust would have fit with the man and the scene
in which he found himself. After all, men who wandered
into smoke-filled taverns the world over were usually
looking for liquor and a willing woman. But there was no
sign of even the most superficial desire in his gaze.
If there was no sensuality in his eyes, neither was there
any other emotion she could name. No curiosity, no
dislike, no anger, no expectation, no friendliness, no
resentment, no humor, nothing. Just the chilling, totally
self-contained, nonreflective gleam of a beast of prey.
Honor had never seen such a total lack of emotion in
another human being in her entire life. In a very real
sense it was far more frightening than if the man had
simply pulled a gun and aimed it at her.
Then he picked up his glass of tequila and started toward
her. In that moment she realized he knew exactly who she
was. The panic threatened to choke her. It welled up from
the pit of her stomach and literally immobilized her
limbs. Desperately she fought to keep it under control. It
was one feeling that definitely would not aid her now.
Unfortunately she couldn't think of anything that would
help her. She had no choice but to play out her role and
pray that the presence of so many local townspeople there
in the cantina would lend some protection. Did
professional killers have the cold, emotionless eyes of a
hawk? It seemed far too likely that they did.
"Honor Knight." Her name was a statement, an
identification, not a question, and there was a slight
southwestern drawl in the low, gravelly intonation of his
voice. The dark stranger sat down across from her without
bothering with the formality of asking permission. He
moved with an easy, smoothly coordinated energy which
suggested controlled strength and physical prowess.
When Honor made no response, continuing to sit utterly
still staring at him, the man sipped again at his tequila
and then asked calmly, "Are you going to make this easy on
yourself or are we going to do things the hard way?"
He wasn't armed, Honor told herself frantically. At least
not with a gun. It would have bulged somewhere against the
fabric of the sleek-fitting jeans and shirt, wouldn't it?
Perhaps he used a knife? Or perhaps her imagination had
truly run amok. Maybe he wasn't there to kill her. Above
all else she must keep her head and not panic.
Knowing that her life depended on staying calm, Honor made
herself exchange a level glance with the man across the
table. She stifled a shiver as the impenetrable darkness
of his gaze met hers. "I'm sorry," she began stiffly, "but
you must have mistaken me for someone else. I don't know
you and I don't know who it is you think I am but I would
appreciate it if you would leave me alone." She tried to
make her voice as cold as his eyes.
He watched her silently for a moment and she could almost
feel him assessing and cataloging the sum of her features.
Good God, how detailed a description had he been given?
Could she bluff her way through this? After all, there was
nothing all that remarkable about her looks, was there?
She was twenty-nine, but age could be deceptive in a woman
hovering between her twenties and her thirties, especially
to a man. Her hair was a dark amber brown, but he would
probably have been told she was simply a brunette. There
were a lot of brunettes in the world, especially in
Mexico. And hazel eyes were surely almost as common?
Dressed as she was in jeans and a white shirt, her slender
figure with its small breasts and gently flaring hips must
have appeared similar to the body shapes of countless
other women in the world.
"Honor Knight," the man said again and then reached into
his shirt pocket and drew out a color photograph.
Deliberately he placed it on the table between them, and
then he waited. Honor went even colder.
In helpless fascination she stared down at the picture of
herself. There, caught by the camera's eye, were all the
elements that were so hard to describe verbally, the
elements that went together to make each human being
distinctive and unique. In her case that meant not just
hazel eyes, but wide, intelligent eyes of a complex shade
somewhere between green and gold. It meant not just
brunette hair but a heavy, amber mane which, although she
had recently cut it to shoulder length, still had a
characteristic wave even when worn in a clip at the nape
of her neck as it was that evening. It meant a mouth that
was soft and, in the photo, smiling with feminine warmth.
It meant a faintly tip-tilted nose, a proud lift to the
chin. It meant no real beauty in the accepted sense but
rather an impression of sensitivity, intelligence and a
hint of vulnerability.
It meant, Honor realized, disaster. The man could be in no
doubt whatsoever that he had found the right woman. Slowly
she lifted her eyes from the damning photograph. "There is
also a scar," the stranger went on coolly,
"on the left wrist." He reached across the table and
caught her hand before she could hide it in her lap. "A
mark left over from a botched suicide attempt, I'm told."
She flinched as he captured her hand and exposed the
delicate skin on the inside of her wrist. The angry red
scar was clearly visible, even in the smoky light.
"A rather badly handled effort," the man observed, his
touch remote and dispassionate. "You either didn't want to
do a good job or else you must have used a pretty dull
knife." He released her hand and Honor shoved her fingers
into her lap to hide the trembling in them. "My guess is
you probably didn't set out to really take your own life.
You probably just used the attempt as a means of getting
the kind of attention you seem to need."
"Who are you?" Honor whispered.
"I'm the man who's been sent to bring you home," he said
quietly, lifting his tequila glass again. The dark,
unfathomable eyes went over her stark expression with a
total lack of sympathy or any other emotion. "My name is
Judd Raven."
Raven. The name fit him, Honor thought bitterly. A bird of
prey. A bird of menace. That explained the eyes, the lack
of emotion. The connotations of danger and ill fate that
surrounded the word "raven" were not lost on her. In her
lap her nails began to eat into the palm of her hand, but
her chin stayed proudly lifted.
"Home?" she questioned grimly. There was some cause for
hope, she told herself. If he had been sent to fetch her
rather than to kill her she still had some chance.
"Your father and brother are damned worried about you,"
Raven said musingly. "But, then, I suppose you know that,
don't you? That's why you're here in the first place."
Her father and brother? "How did they know where I was?"
"They don't. Not precisely. They only knew the general
region of Mexico into which you disappeared. They don't
speak Spanish themselves so they realized they didn't have
much chance of tracing you. That's why they hired me. I've
been tracking you for almost a week. You're a foreigner in
this country and people remembered the nice gringa with
the big hazel eyes and the lousy Spanish. It took some
legwork but here I am."
"My father and brother," Honor said carefully, "sent you
to bring me home?"
He raised his glass in mocking acknowledgment of her
apparent slow-wittedness. "Are you disappointed? Would you
rather one of them had come with me to look for you?
Afraid you won't get as much comfort and attention from me
as you would from them?"