He should have seen it coming.
Trace had known, of course, that she was in town. He'd
heard her name whispered behind his back on more than one
occasion in the past few days, had heard the murmurs and
seen the fleeting glances flashed in his direction. Becca
Marshall returning to Napa Valley was like rich compost to
the gossip-mongers, and the grapevine was sending out
runners and suckers as if it were April instead of
December.
Trace pursed his lips, knew that the fruit of that vine
would most certainly be sour.
He still wasn't sure what had snagged his attention to the
linen-draped table inside the little main street café.
Maybe the tumble of thick, coffee-dark hair against the
white turtleneck she wore, or maybe the familiar slash of
high cheekbones and straight nose. Maybe even the graceful
gesture of her long fingers as she spoke to another person
who was just out of his line of sight.
No, it was none of those things, he thought as he stared
at Becca. Because before he'd stopped on the sidewalk,
before he'd glanced across the street, before he'd spotted
her through the restaurant window, he'd simply known she
was there. As surely as the scent of cinnamon and spices
drifting from Katie's Country Bakery, as surely as the
persistent ring of the handheld bell from the Santa Claus
around the corner, as surely as the promise of rain on the
cool evening air, he'd felt her presence.
The realization brought with it a flash of dark anger, but
he quickly tamped down the emotion. It didn't matter one
damn bit if she'd come back. The past was the past.
Ancient history. Hell, they'd both been kids back then.
He'd just turned twenty-one, she'd been twenty. He'd
teased her she couldn't even legally drink. She'd teased
him that he was an old man.
With all that had happened in the past few months, his
father's murder, his half-sister's arrest and confession,
the family altercations and feuds — God knew on more than
one occasion he'd certainly felt like an old man.
And now Becca.
He stepped under the black-cloth awning of a closed
antique store and stared through the café window, noted
that the five years that had passed since he'd last seen
Becca had been good to her. The soft shine of colored
Christmas lights decorating the restaurant window gave her
skin an ethereal glow and lit her wide, thickly lashed
eyes. Eyes the color of rich, golden-brown velvet, he
remembered. Just one of the many memories associated with
Becca. The throaty sound of her laugh, the heat of her
long, smooth body sliding over his, the honey taste of her
lips.
A taste now bitter with betrayal.
An icy breeze slid under the leather jacket he wore, but
it did nothing to cool the heat simmering in his gut. He'd
come to town to have dinner with his sister, for God's
sake, not take a trip down memory lane.
He watched Becca's lips curve into a smile, saw the flash
of dimple in her cheek. Grinding his teeth, he stepped
back onto the sidewalk and crossed the street. * * *
The sound of sleigh bells and the clomp of hooves on
asphalt greeted Becca when she walked out of the
restaurant into the cool night air. She watched a horse-
drawn carriage pass by on the street, smiled at the driver
when he lifted his top hat to her. Bundled in coats and
hats, the man and woman in the rear seat waved and shouted
a holiday greeting.
Christmas in Napa Valley had always been a magical time of
year. Twinkling lights on every store-front, the animated
reindeer and Santa on the roof of McIntye Hardware, the
giant decorated tree in the center of Old Town. She
breathed in the scent of pine and woodsmoke and crisp
night air.
It felt good to be home.
Slipping her hands into her coat pockets, she walked down
the sidewalk and took it all in. A few of the businesses
had changed since she'd left five years ago. Emily's Bed
and Linen was now The Blushing Bride bridal salon, Old
Town Vintage Gifts was now Très Chic Fashion and
Britwell's Tea Shop had expanded into a restaurant.
Change was inevitable, of course. You could fight it, you
could deny it, you could even walk away from it. But no
matter how hard you tried, you couldn't stop it.
Change was simply life.
The sound of music and a bell ringing drew Becca to a
storefront of a small gift shop, and she paused to watch a
two-foot-tall dancing snowman in the window. He wore a
burgundy and deep green jeweled jester hat and vest and
shook a tiny bell to the tune of "Jingle Bell Rock." A
little redheaded girl standing inside the store laughed
and pointed excitedly at the animated snowman.
Thank goodness there were at least a few things that
didn't change, she thought, watching the excitement in the
child's eyes. She'd felt that rush of excitement once, had
felt that same joy.
Turning, she bumped into a man, felt his hands reach out
and steady her.
"I'm so —"
She froze.
Oh dear God.
Even in the dim light, she knew the man's eyes were bottle-
green, knew his hair was sandy-brown. Knew that he had a
one-inch scar over his left eyebrow, the repercussion of a
tree-climbing incident when he was eleven years old. Brow
furrowed, his mouth pressed into a thin, hard line, he
stared down at her with narrowed eyes.
"Hello, Becca."
Trace.
She'd known there was a strong possibility she might run
into him while she was in Napa, though she'd certainly
never imagined she would literally run into him. She'd
spent weeks preparing herself for this moment, visualized
herself remaining calm, composed. In control. She'd
scripted exactly what she would say, exactly how she would
smile. She'd even practiced the tone of her voice.
A tone that sounded nothing like the faint gasp she'd just
uttered.
"Trace." She finally managed to whisper his name.
His hands still held her arms and she fought back the
bubble of panic rising in her throat. Even through her
coat, she felt the heat radiate from his body and seep
into her skin. Her heart jackhammered against her ribs,
reverberated in her head. How ridiculous she'd been to
think she could have ever prepared herself to face him
again.
How stupid.
When he finally dropped his hands away and stepped back,
she managed to drag much needed air into her lungs. "I —
I'm sorry," she said breathlessly. "I didn't see you."
"I heard you were back."
Afraid he might see how badly her hands were shaking, she
thrust them deep into her pockets. "I'm here on a shoot
for Ivy Glen Cellars."
"I heard that, too."
"Oh." She really wasn't surprised. The wine business in
Napa was a close-knit community. She couldn't help but
wonder what else he'd heard. And how much of it was true.
"How — how are you?" How trite and ridiculous the question
sounded, Becca thought, but it seemed to be the best she
could do at the moment.
"Fine. And you?"
"I'm good."
"It's been a long time, Becca."
Five years, she nearly said, but simply nodded instead.
She noticed the fine lines around the corners of his eyes,
the strong, square cut of his jaw, the hard set of his
mouth, and was surprised at how the years had matured his
handsome features. He'd once dazzled her with his boyish
charm and crooked smile, but there was nothing welcoming
in this man's expression.
A shiver coursed through her as she held his gaze. One
thing hadn't changed, she thought with despair. He still
made her knees weak. Still made her pulse flutter. Still
made her yearn.
She was aware of the cars driving past, heard the bell
still ringing from the gift store window, but her
surroundings had a fuzzy, distant quality to them. Only
Trace felt in focus, and her senses were sharply aware of
every familiar detail. The broad stretch of shoulders, the
dark slash of his brow, the slight crook in his nose.