"You have
a free spirit." He smiled, causing her to look away.
"I wish
that were true. What made you chose this place for your
return match
with Garrick?"
"Ah."
He began to walk on again, Christi with him. "Lots of
reasons. I like
your Highlands. I like peace. And I liked the good old days
when I could
play chess in pubs and cafes. And another reason which I
might tell
you later."
"Very
mysterious."
"Not really.
I drove up here last year after the first match with
Garrick, and I
was intrigued. So I chose to come back."
"Shouldn't
you be playing in Russia this time?"
"But I
am no longer intrigued by Russia."
She shook
her head at him, smiling, and watched his own returning
smile die on
his lips.
"You intrigue
me."
There were
a lot of smart answers to remarks like those. Over the long
years she'd
used most of them to good effect, to lighten a mood, to
defend her honor,
or to further entice. Yet when he said it, she could think
of no reply.
Eventually, when the silence screamed too loud, she
muttered, "I can't
think why," and walked faster.
His stride
lengthened accordingly. He said, "I wonder what you are
doing here,
so bright and beautiful in this sleepy place where nothing
ever happens.
I thought it must have been your home."
"You think
I would fit in better among the bright lights and shallow
socialites
of a big city?" she mocked. She couldn't think why she was
so angry.
Zuvarin
looked surprised. "No, I thought you would have a
more--challenging--job."
She laughed.
It wasn't entirely steady. "Believe me, working in that bar
on a Saturday
night is challenging enough for anybody."
"But what
else do you do? What else have you done? I want to know your
life story."
Again the
laughter bubbled up, with a dangerous hint of hysteria. "You
don't
have the time. And neither do I. I have to go in now..."
She spun
around as she spoke, suddenly desperate to avoid this
unwanted temptation.
She meant to hurry back to the hotel, with or without him,
but again
he took her by surprise, catching her arm and swinging her
round to
him. Her foot caught on the frost-hardened grass, and his
grip changed
to steady her, so that she stood in his arms, close enough
to feel his
body's heat surging through the cold. And her own answered
so vividly
that she felt deliciously weak.
His head
bent down toward her, his lips whispered against her ear,
"Why are
you are running away? You are not--frightened of me?"
But she
was. She was terribly frightened of him, though it was not a
fear she
was about to explain to him.
"Of course
not," she managed, while, with eyes closed, she tried to
deal with
the devastating effects of his breath, his lips, at her ear.
Beneath
all her warm clothing, her nipples felt hard as little
pebbles. The
spreading heat in her stomach, between her legs, made it
ridiculously
difficult not to press herself into him, to control the
spurt of triumph
as she became aware of his own arousal just touching her
body. His arms
felt so strong, warm and exciting that she couldn't prevent
her smile
into his leather coat.
As if he
felt it, he moved, setting one cold, gentle finger under her
chin to
lift her face to his. It was inevitable now. There was no
point in trying
to fight it. In fact, she welcomed it with fierce joy, her
lips already
parting for the first taste of his mouth. It came gradually,
as if he
was afraid to spoil the moment or, perhaps, giving her time
to avoid
it if she wished.
Reaching,
she accepted his mouth. She liked the feel of his warm, dry
lips, his
gentle, sensitive exploration of hers. One of her hands had
pushed its
way up, without her knowing, and now she touched his cold,
rough cheek,
a blind, instinctive caress. At that, she felt his lips
stretch into
a smile. His mouth began to move more urgently, widening,
deepening
the kiss until she gasped, allowing, returning, the wild
caressing of
his tongue.
His hands
slid down her hips, holding her against his rock hard
crotch, which
began to move on her so very slightly, slowly, subtly, in
lazy simulation
of sex, the gentle, gyrating rhythm driving her swiftly
toward insanity.
It had been a long, long time--oh God, had she ever wanted a
man so
much as this one?
Finally,
he broke the amazing kiss, one hand leaving her hips to feel
for her
breast. She took it there for him, thrusting it under her
sweater, under
both sweaters, holding it to her while she reached again for
his mouth,
moaning into it at the touch of his stroking, caressing
fingers on her
skin, his palm on her tight, wanton nipple.
"Oh, Christ,
I want you..."