The Lord is my strength and my song;
he has become my victory.
Songs of joy and victory are sung in the camp of the godly.
The strong right arm of the Lord has done glorious things!
(Ps 118:14-15)
February 1943
Chapter 1
Jeb Pratt shifted into second as the lumbering bus began
its ascent of the final hill. The whine of the engine
sounded anything but healthy. He hoped the old girl
wouldn’t break down today. It was colder than all git out
this morning. He didn’t figure the thermostat would see 25
degrees. Not with this wind.
“Come on, Bessie,” he muttered to the bus. “Gotta get
everybody to work on time.”
Jeb might not be able to serve his country in the Army or
the Navy, being he was approaching sixty-five years of
age, but he figured he was doing his part since his route
included transporting civilian employees to and from the
air base south of Boise.
He glanced into his rear view mirror at his four remaining
passengers. These ladies were his Gowen Field regulars,
and over the last few months, he felt like he’d come to
know them. Not because he chatted much with them himself.
No, sir. That would’ve been frowned upon by his superiors.
His job was to pay attention to the road, especially in
weather like this. But he couldn’t help listening in on
their conversations with one another, so he’d gleaned a
thing or two about each one of them.
Take Margo King, for instance. Nice enough looking woman—
mid forties, trim figure, her brown hair worn in a short,
no-nonsense style—but she was mighty reserved. Rigid even.
Rarely had he seen her smile in all the months she’d
ridden his bus. She didn’t wear a wedding ring, and he’d
never heard her mention a husband. However, Jed knew there
must have been a Mr. King at some point because Margo had
a son serving in the African campaign and the gal beside
her was her daughter.
Dottie King, not yet twenty from what Jeb had gathered,
bore only a slight resemblance to her mother. Her brown
hair was curly instead of straight, and she wore it
shoulder length. Pretty as the day was long, Dottie also
had a Hollywood pinup girl figure. If he couldn’t see it
for himself, he’d have known from the wolf whistles he
often heard when she got off the bus. But she paid them no-
never mind. She had a boyfriend, a soldier who’d shipped
out to Europe not all that long ago. She was always
talking about him, and she didn’t try to hide how much she
loved and missed him.
Ah, young love. Jeb remembered what that was like. For
that matter, he couldn’t see that love changed much with
age, except for deepening. Assuming, of course, a man was
smart enough to marry the right woman and vice versa. He
still felt a warm glow when he looked at Martha, his wife
of forty-three years.
Speaking of love, his romantic heart just about broke for
Lucy Anderson who sat across the aisle from Margo and
Dottie. Lucy had celebrated her wedding day on December 6,
1941, and awakened the next morning to find the world at
war. Less than a month later, her husband enlisted in the
Army Air Corps and was gone soon after. She hadn’t seen
him in nearly a year. Even when she smiled, Lucy couldn’t
conceal the sadness in her light blue eyes. Must be hard
for her, Jeb thought, working as a secretary at the base,
hearing the news of different campaigns and wondering if
her husband might be involved.
That was one thing Jeb’s last passenger didn’t have to
worry about. Penelope Maxfield’s husband was safe and
secure right here in Boise. A back injury had kept him
from enlisting, and he was still unable to work. With all
the bad war news they’d had over the past year, Jeb
would’ve thought Penelope would act happier that her
husband was not in the military. But from what he could
tell, there wasn’t much that made her happy. Most of the
time, she sounded more angry than anything else. But maybe
Jeb was wrong. Maybe he just expected anger from the fiery-
looking redhead.
The stone pillars at the entrance to Gowen Field came into
view. Jeb downshifted once again, then stepped on the
brake and brought the bus to a halt.
“Do you suppose we’ll get to meet him some time?” Dottie
asked in the sudden silence. “Wouldn’t that be something
if we did?”
“I wouldn’t count on it, dear,” her mother replied.
After a quick verification, the guards at the gate waved
the bus through. Jeb touched the brim of his cap in a semi-
salute to the nearest airman before stepping on the gas.
“But he’s Greg’s favorite actor. If I could catch him on
the way to mess, maybe I could get his autograph to send
to—”
“Dottie, don’t you even think of it. You could lose your
job. You leave Mr. Stewart in peace.”
Jeb shook his head. All this fuss over a movie actor.
Seemed like everywhere a fellow went in this town, folks
were buzzing about Jimmy Stewart’s arrival at Gowen Field.
Stewart wasn’t any more important than the thousands of
other young men on the base who were training to fly
dangerous missions, was he? Not that Jeb didn’t like Jimmy
Stewart’s movies. He did. Still, all the excitement seemed
like a bunch of nonsense to him.
The bus finished its long trek from the gate to the bus
stop, and Jeb braked to a final halt. He reached for the
lever and opened the door, letting in a blast of icy air.
Margo stood and stepped toward the exit. “Thank you, Mr.
Pratt.”
“See you tonight,” he answered as he watched her descend
the steps.
The other three women quickly followed, bidding him a
pleasant day as they went.
Jeb figured, if the war news wasn’t particularly bad
today, he’d do that. Long as he could keep warm, that is.
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Chapter 2
Dottie wasn’t feeling well this morning—again—but she
didn’t let on to her mother as they said goodbye at the
bus stop and headed their separate ways. The upset stomach
would pass. It always did. But if her mother found out,
she would worry all the same. No one worried more than
Margo King. Her usual practice was to anticipate the worst
and then stew over it.
The last thing Dottie wanted at the moment was to expect
the worst.
She pulled the collar of her wool coat up around her neck
and leaned into the bitter wind as she hurried toward the
supply depot. Most days she was thankful for her job. It
was hectic and physical and it kept her from thinking
about Greg too much.
O God, how I miss him. Keep him safe. Please, keep him
safe. She swallowed the lump in her throat.
Dottie entered the corrugated metal building that housed
the supply depot.
“Good morning, Dottie,” Harriett Lewis called from behind
the counter.
“Morning, Harriett.” She unbuttoned her coat. “Cold enough
for you?”
“Cold enough.”
Dottie hung her coat on a hook on the wall. “How long have
you been here? I think our bus was running late.” She
turned and headed toward the counter.
“Not very long.”
Some days, when she wasn’t careful about the direction of
her thoughts, Dottie envied her coworker. Harriett drove
her own car to work each day. No standing out in the cold
at the bus stop for her.
“You okay, Dottie? Anything wrong?”
“No.” She frowned. “Why do you ask?”
“I don’t know. You look a bit peaked, I guess.”
As if on cue, Dottie’s stomach churned. She feared she
would be sick, right there on the concrete floor. She
turned away from Harriett and pretended to rifle through
the requisition papers on the counter. Somehow she managed
to quell the nausea that roiled through her.
Please, God. Don’t let me be sick. We can’t afford for me
to miss work right now. Money’s tight.
Being short of money was nothing new for the King family.
Her mother had always struggled to make ends meet while
raising her two children alone. Dottie was six and Clark
eleven when their father walked out on the family. Bart
King got a quicky divorce down in Nevada and never
returned to Idaho. He hadn’t bothered to maintain contact
with his children nor had he helped his ex-wife
financially.
For years, Dottie secretly wondered what she did wrong to
make her daddy go away. Why couldn’t he love her? And even
once she was old enough to understand his leaving wasn’t
her fault, there was a part of her heart that still felt
to blame. She wondered if those wounds ever completely
healed.
A child needs a father, God. It isn’t Your will for a
father to be absent from the home. Is it?
Dottie gave her head a slight shake, as if answering for
the Lord. But shaking her head wasn’t a smart thing to do.
The nausea returned with force, and she had to bolt for
the latrine at the back of the depot. She barely made it
to the toilet in time.
Moments later, exhausted, her eyes watering and her throat
burning, she sank onto the cool floor and leaned her back
against the wall.
“Here,” Harriett said softly.
Dottie looked up to find her coworker holding a damp cloth
toward her. “Thank you.”
“Want me to get your mom?”
“No. This’ll pass. Besides, she’ll already be in class.”
“Well, you stay here as long as you need to. I can cover
up front.”
This will pass, Dottie repeated to herself when she was
alone again. It’s just an upset stomach. She closed her
eyes and covered them with the cloth Harriett had given
her. That’s all it is. Just an upset stomach.
Only Dottie’s heart told her otherwise. It was something
much worse than that. And it wasn’t going to go away by
midmorning.
Oh, Greg. What have we done?
*****
Heavy Allied casualties ... Northern Africa theater ...
contested sectors....
The overheard words, spoken by several young officers as
they filed out of the classroom, chilled Margo to the bone.
Her son, Clark, was serving in the II Corps in the African
campaign. She didn’t know where precisely. The V-mails
people at home received from their loved ones in the
military were closely censored, lest any classified
information fall into enemy hands. Of course, the censors
had little to do when reading Clark’s letters. They were
brief and revealed nothing. I’m fine, he told her. Thanks
for the cookies, he wrote. I miss you and Dottie, he
always added. Never much beyond that.
But Margo knew his life was in danger even if she didn’t
know his location. The local newspaper had reported a
major action would soon usher in the final showdown in
Northern Africa. This must be the beginning.
Heavy Allied casualties ...
She turned toward the map on her classroom wall. She often
stood in this same spot and stared at that map, memorizing
the names on it—Casablanca, Oran, Algiers, Tebessa, Tunis,
Sfax, and Maknassy. Her job at the base was to teach
French to Army Air Corps officers. Many young men who’d
passed through her classroom were now in Tunisia, where
the French language was widely spoken. She prayed she’d
taught them well.
And Clark? Had she taught him well? Would he be safe? Were
bombs exploding around him? Was he lying injured in some
rocky mountain pass or on the Mediterranean shore? Had he
been taken captive and was trying, even now, to be
understood in French? Or was he—
“Mom?”
Margo turned toward the door at the sound of Dottie’s
voice.
“I heard about the push at the Kasserine Pass. They’re
saying there are—” She broke off abruptly.
“Heavy casualties.” Margo hugged herself, suddenly
chilled. “Yes, I heard, too.”
Dottie entered the classroom and came to stand beside her
mother. Together they faced that dreaded map, staring at
it, wondering what was happening on the other side of the
world. It was evening there now, nearly eight o’clock.
Darkness had blanketed the country for some time. Had the
fighting waned?
“Lord, keep Clark safe,” Dottie prayed.
Yes, God. Please. Don’t require I give You my son. I’m
begging You. Don’t require him of me.
The sins of Margo’s past, for which she deserved to be
punished, had never seemed so great a burden as they
seemed at this moment.
“And Father,” Dottie continued softly, “keep Greg safe,
too, wherever he is.”
Margo struggled to add her silent Amen. Not that she
wished harm to fall upon Greg Wallace. Not at all. He was
a nice enough boy. But she was glad he’d been shipped
overseas, all the same. The farther away he was from
Dottie, the better Margo liked it. Without mentioning her
ex-husband by name, Margo had tried to make Dottie
understand how dangerous these wartime romances were—to no
avail. Her daughter swore her love for her highschool
sweetheart would never falter, no matter how long Greg was
away.
Well, better Dottie suffer heartache from missing him than
to make the same mistakes her mother had made. Margo
didn’t want a man to ruin her daughter’s life the way one
ruined hers.
*****
As had become her habit over the past two months, Lucy
Anderson met her friends for lunch in the tiny break room
at the back of Building B-301. They each spread cloth
napkins over their laps before opening their lunch boxes,
but no one seemed hungry enough to eat. So there they sat,
lost in their grim thoughts while the cold February wind
buffeted the building.
It hadn’t taken long before everyone on the base—and in
town, no doubt—knew that a major battle for control of
Northern Africa was raging. The importance was clear, even
to civilians. Tunisia must be taken. The Allies needed the
location for a refueling stop once the bombing raids began
over Europe. The previous year had seen many defeats. Each
woman in that break room longed to see a victory.
Finally, Lucy could take the silence no more. “Is this
what it’s going to be like for the duration of the war?”
She didn’t try to hide her exasperation. “Must we expect
the worst to happen to the people we love?” She looked
from one woman to the next. “Can’t we act as if we’re
women of faith? I mean, either God’s in control or He
isn’t.”
Seated across from Lucy, Margo stiffened as if she’d been
slapped. “Perhaps you wouldn’t say that if your husband
was in Africa instead of England.”
A different sort of silence strangled the room.
“Oh, Margo.” Lucy shook her head. “I didn’t mean my words
to sound heartless. I just want to encourage us not to
lose hope.”
But perhaps Margo was right, Lucy thought as she lowered
her gaze to her lap. She wanted to believe she would hold
onto hope, no matter what, but she hadn’t been tested.
Richard had spent a good many months stateside before he
was sent, late last year, to England. If he’d flown
missions over enemy territory, he hadn’t told her so in
his letters.
“You know—” Dottie folded the wax paper around her uneaten
sandwich— “I think Lucy’s right. Just about everybody we
know has a loved one serving in the military. We know
people are dying. That’s a reality of war we can’t escape.
But we can’t give into fear and despair. We can’t. If we
do, then the enemy’s already won.” She held out her left
hand toward her mother and her right hand toward Lucy.
Thank God for you, Dottie. Lucy took hold of the younger
woman’s hand and gave it a squeeze. Then in a similar
gesture, she held out her free hand toward Penelope.
After a moment’s hesitation, Penelope mirrored the action.
“Oh for pity sake,” Margo grumbled. But finally she
completed the circle.
Lucy looked at each of her friends. “From this day
forward, I promise to pray faithfully for you and your
loved ones. I promise to ask God for protection and
guidance and to cause us to lean on Him, no matter how
long this takes. I promise to be there whenever you need
me. And I’m not just going to pray for the Allies to have
victory. I’m going to pray that each of us will have
personal victory over the enemies we face. Over our fears,
our faults, and our failures. That’s my promise to you.”
“Me, too.”
“So do I.”
“Sure. Why not?”
*****
Penelope accomplished little that afternoon. Her thoughts
were too distracted to make sense of the words and numbers
on the ledger pages. She kept thinking about Lucy with her
husband poised to fly into danger and Dottie with her
soldier boyfriend somewhere across the Atlantic and Margo
with her son in Africa—and then she thought of her
husband, Stuart, sitting at home in his easy chair,
expecting Penelope to wait on him because of the pain in
his back.
The pain, her left foot. She didn’t care what his doctor
said. There was nothing wrong with Stuart’s back. He was a
coward, that was all. He would rather be safe at home than
serving on the field of battle. He didn’t have an heroic
bone in his body. He gave no thought to what this meant to
her.
“I’m going to pray,” Lucy had promised, “that each of us
will have personal victory over the enemies we face. Over
our fears, our faults, and our failures.”
Penelope didn’t pray often. She doubted it made a
difference in the overall scheme of things. But if she did
believe, if she were going to pray, she would ask God to
have Stuart drafted and shipped as far away from her as he
could get.
© 2005 Robin Lee Hatcher