CHAPTER ONE
Trapped. Freaking trapped. In the wrong time, in the wrong
place, defending a bunch of dumbass humans. Utah leaned on
his horn to signal the crappy driver in front of him that
when the light turned green you were supposed to go. Maybe
he should free his beast and eat the guy. A protein snack
would perk him right up.
And to think he’d really believed he could fit in here. Out
of all the Eleven, he’d been the happiest, ready to put the
past behind him and embrace 2012. Then the vampires had
killed Rap, and he’d realized this time was no different
from the last. It was just a different kind of jungle.
Killing was still the only answer.
So let him kill. He was good at it. But Fin was trying to
put him in a box, make him follow his rules. Damn it, Utah
was used to leading, to going where he wanted, to
slaughtering what he wanted. And what he wanted to
slaughter was vampires. To emphasize his independence, he
slammed shut the door in his mind that connected him to
Fin. Didn’t want to talk to anyone right now.
He whipped around the car in front of him. Too slow. After
tonight, someone else would control the speed, but for now,
he’d tear up the road if he wanted. And he didn’t care if
the immortals they were chasing did find him without his
human shield. To hell with them.
Everyone was right. He was a maniac behind the wheel. To
prove it, he skidded around a corner, straightened out, and
gunned it. Did he care? Not much. This would be his last
shot at mindless speed for a while. He’d shackled himself
to his brother Rap’s soul and a hired human driver who was
trying to catch him right now. Too bad Utah had pulled out
of the condo’s parking garage just as his driver was
pulling in. Utah knew his smile was all kinds of evil. He
didn’t know who Fin had hired to shuttle him around
Portland, but they weren’t starting their job tonight.
He demonstrated how pissed off he was with the situation by
jamming his foot down on the accelerator. Immature, but it
felt good. He looked in the mirror. Still there. Okay, so
the guy could drive. Utah would have to try harder.
Good thing it was so late. There wasn’t much traffic, and
he hadn’t seen any cops. Utah glanced at a city park. If he
took a detour across the grass and around a few trees,
would the human stay with him? Might be worth a try.
While he was busy mulling over ways to escape from the guy
riding his back bumper, his cell rang. He punched the
button on his steering wheel. “Yeah?”
“Pull over, you prehistoric jerk. I’ve been trying to catch
you since you left Fin’s. Let me guess, you had to dump all
the Cracker Jacks from the box to find your driver’s
license. No wonder Fin wants me to drive you around. You’re
a menace.”
Shock made him slow down a little. He didn’t know what
surprised him more, that his tail was a woman or that she’d
had the guts to call him a prehistoric jerk. Men had died
for less.
“Look, lady, I don’t need a babysitter tonight. Go back and
tell Fin you lost me.”
“Not going to happen. And you absolutely need me. A human
has to stay close—like inside your car—to keep this Seven
guy from tracking you. Just an aside, but I feel stupid
calling anyone Seven. Give him a human name like Bill or
Tom. Anyway, that’s me, your designated human. Now pull
over.”
“Immortals don’t have names like Bill or Tom.” She
intrigued him. She knew more about him than the ordinary
humans Fin hired to drive them around. But that didn’t
matter. No one, not even a female with a sexy voice and a
bossy attitude would interfere with his last wild ride.
“Sure, pulling over now.” Utah flipped on his blinker and
coasted to the curb. He kept the engine running. Then he
waited until she parked her car and climbed out.
He had a brief glimpse of long jeans-clad legs before he
jammed his foot down on the accelerator and took off. Utah
laughed as he glanced in the mirror and saw her flinging
herself back into her car. Too late.
Utah was so busy wondering what went with those legs that
he almost didn’t see the man standing in the middle of the
dark street. Only the lightning-fast reflexes of a born
hunter kept him from hitting the guy. The street was too
narrow for this kind of crap, and Utah almost plowed into a
light pole as he jerked the wheel to the left. The man
didn’t even flinch as he came this close to getting his
dumb butt flattened.
Utah slid on the wet street—didn’t it ever stop raining in
Oregon?—as he corrected for his sudden turn. Once the car
was pointed in the right direction again, Utah paused. What
he wanted to do was get out of his car and knock the idiot
onto his ass. Jeez, he was still standing in the same spot.
But Utah had to get back to Fin’s in an hour. The Eleven
were meeting to talk strategy. And Since Utah had decided
to rejoin the team, for now, he wanted to be on time.
Reluctantly, he pressed down on the gas...and listened as
the motor cut off. Wonderful.
The human mind is slow. His hadn’t even begun to make sense
of the situation. Good thing he had a soul with a primitive
instinct that simply knew. Danger. Don’t get trapped in the
car.
Utah listened to his instinct. Shoving the door open, he
launched himself from the car...a second before it burst
into flames.
He automatically scanned the area. No other people on the
street, no one sticking his head from a window. There was a
car on fire, for God’s sake. Where were the rubberneckers?
But everything remained silent except for the crackling of
the fire. He backed away from the burning car as he flung
his hand in front of his face to block the heat. Then
without warning, the fire died, leaving nothing but a
blackened frame. What the...?
Utah shifted his gaze to the man still standing in the
street. Night shadows cast darkness across his face. All
Utah could see was a tall man dressed in black. Except for
his hair. Even without light, Utah could see the dark red
sheen of it. Long, the guy’s hair seemed to have the same
glitter going as Fin’s hair. His imagination? Could be.
Utah narrowed his eyes in an attempt to see the man’s face.
He had a predator’s vision. Even with no light, he should
have no trouble seeing. But he still couldn’t make out the
guy’s features.
Wait, where were the streetlights? And there should’ve been
lights coming from some of the buildings on either side of
the street. There weren’t. Shit.
It didn’t take many brain cells to put things together.
Utah didn’t have a human with him, so Seven could track
him. Seven and Team Evil had all kinds of crazy power. Was
this Seven?
Thought became action in his mind. He crouched, ready to
spring. But in the second before his beast would have
exploded from its cave buried deep in his soul, he
staggered and almost fell.
It felt as though someone had put hands of steel on both
sides of his head and squeezed. Utah swore he could feel
his brain turning to mush. He expected it to shoot out of
his ears at any minute. Then there was the voice in his
head.
“You’ll be so easy to kill, Utah. The fire didn’t get you,
but all I’d have to do is to keep squeezing that hard head
of yours until your brain really did squirt out your ears.
Love the mental picture. Should’ve listened to Fin and hung
around a few humans.”
Utah froze, unable to move forward no matter how hard he
tried. He fought to fling the intruder from his mind.
“Now, now. Trying to kick your guest out so soon? And I
have so much to say to you.” His mental laughter echoed
eerily. “Hate to tell you, but if I want to stay, I’ll
stay. Right now, I’m trying to decide the most entertaining
way to kill you.”
Utah gave up on the mental eviction attempt, and focused on
releasing his animal. But his beast, always eager to taste
freedom, crept further back into its cave. No. This
couldn’t be happening. Utah concentrated harder.
“Your predator is sleeping in tonight. Sorry.” He didn’t
sound sorry. “Fin isn’t the only one who can control your
beast. Let’s see now, will it be spontaneous combustion or
an exploding head? Both are lots of fun to watch. Oh, and
if you want to give Fin a mental shout-out, feel free. I’ll
even get out of your mind so it won’t be too crowded in
there. After all, it doesn’t seem fair for you to die when
Fin was the one who brought you here.”
This was about Fin then. If Utah called for help, Fin would
come. Utah wasn’t going to be the bait used to draw his
leader into an ambush. So he kept the link between them
closed.
Utah struggled against the invisible whatever keeping him
from the bastard. All his effort got him was a cold sweat
and shaky legs.
The guy had to be Seven. Only Seven would know this much
about the Eleven. But if this was Seven, then they were all
in lots of trouble. Utah had fought Eight, but Eight’s
power hadn’t felt like this—a heavy pulsing in his veins
that threatened to burst them, a drumbeat of energy that
kept getting stronger and stronger and stronger.
Utah knew when to retreat. He couldn’t touch whoever or
whatever this was, so he needed to escape. Fast. He had to
lose himself in the dark, maybe run down one of the side
alleys where he might be able to slip away or free his
beast. Not that he had much of a chance. If this was Seven,
he could follow Utah anywhere. Utah had to try, though.
Because once his opponent realized he hadn’t sent Fin a
distress signal, he’d have no reason to keep Utah alive.
But his feet wouldn’t listen to his brain. He was stuck to
the street, held there by something that pressed in on him
from all directions. This was bad.
Utah didn’t find out exactly how bad because at that moment
a car came roaring around the corner. The driver sped up
instead of slowing down and laid on the horn. Then he
swerved around Utah and hit the red-haired bastard,
bouncing him off the car’s right fender. The man lay there
for a moment, and then began to rise.
Utah felt whatever force had been holding him snap.
He stayed in human form and ran like hell. His beast might
move faster, but it made a larger target. He didn’t sense
anyone in his mind, so he opened his connection to Fin. No
one else could get in now.
“You cut me off.” Fin, sounding annoyed. “Now you’re back.
Explain.”
“Missed you.”
“Smartass.”
“I have a situation. Talk later.”
He sprinted toward the car that had finally stopped. The
driver switched off the headlights and jumped out. Even in
the darkness he recognized those long legs. She’d found him.
She held a gun and looked as though she expected him to
leap into the car so they could escape. A mistake. Even
rattled by the impact, Seven or whoever that was could
incinerate it before they drove out of sight. And if she
managed to shoot the guy, he’d be extra pissed. Because
Utah figured it would take more than a few bullets to put
him down. They had to hide.
The street had lots of narrow alleys. He chose one at
random and led her into darkness so complete that only his
predator’s eyes could see objects. He grabbed her hand and
guided her around boxes and trash bins. When they emerged
from the other end of that alley, he led her down another
and another. Seven couldn’t track him while he was with
her, so as long as Utah could keep him from getting a
visual, they might have a chance. Finally, he crouched with
her in the shadow of a truck and waited. Nothing.
She’d remained silent the whole time. No screaming, no
demanding explanations. Smart lady.
He answered her unspoken question. “We couldn’t take your
car. You saw what he did to mine. He would’ve gotten us
before we reached the corner.” Utah stood, looked around,
and then leaned against the truck.
She nodded. “Who was that?” She rose in one lithe motion
and moved away from him.
“Seven, maybe.” Since awakening to this time a few months
ago, Utah had fought his share of nonhumans and had loved
every minute of every battle. Except for the one where
Rap... He shoved that thought aside. None of them had felt
like this man, though.
“I can’t take the chance of going back for my car tonight
even if he left it in one piece. And by the time I show up
for it in the morning, the cops will have had it towed.”
She snatched the cap from her head, freeing a riot of short
blond curls. She narrowed her eyes and tightened full lips
that he decided would never be described as thin no matter
how ticked off she was. Her expression said this was all
his fault.
It was, but he damn well wasn’t... Wait. Utah did some eye
narrowing of his own. Now that he’d gotten a good look at
her, he recognized the curls and those blue eyes drilling a
hole through his forehead. They’d never met, but he’d seen
her twice back in Philly when they’d been hunting Eight.
She’d worn the same glare back then. He wondered what would
make her smile and then discarded the thought as
unimportant. Because no matter how tempting she was, she
had one fatal flaw.
“You’re Lia, Katherine’s daughter.” Katherine, the regional
leader of the Northeast vampires—cruel, power-hungry, and
thankfully, dead. Lia had taken over that
leadership. “Still human, huh?” She wouldn’t stay leader
long if she didn’t become vampire soon. Right now her
mother’s reputation along with a rigged fight Lia had won
over a powerful vampire kept her afloat. She’d sink the
first time another vampire challenged her.
“Still filled with primal rage, huh?” What an
understatement. Lia was glad she’d put some space between
them.
His rain-darkened blond hair framed a face that shouted
dangerous predator. He was gorgeous, with the kind of
savage beauty you would only feel safe admiring from behind
the bars of a very strong cage. If she could see his eyes
through the dark and rain, she was sure they’d gleam with
hate for all things vampire. He pushed away from the truck
and walked toward her.
Utah was over six feet of toned muscle, and he moved with
the fluid grace of a hunter. “I lost my brother about a
month ago, so yeah, I’m still a little resentful.” He
stopped about a foot from her and then leaned in.
Startled, she lifted her gaze to his eyes. He’d stepped
into her personal space. Close enough to see his eyes
clearly. Blue. And so cold they made an Arctic ice floe
seem cozy.
“I know vampires murdered your brother. But all of them are
gone now. So why the killing frenzy?”
“I enjoy it. And how did you know about my ‘killing
frenzy’?”
“News travels.” Her mother would’ve loved this guy, but he
gave Lia chills. Lia did what she needed to do, and if
killing was involved, so be it. But she never enjoyed it.
Utah was one with his soul, and his soul was nothing more
than a killing machine. No softer human emotions would ever
clutter up his psyche. His human form was only a convenient
cover for what he really was.
She didn’t have a clue how to forge a connection with him.
Speechless for a moment, she found herself staring at the
hard planes of his broad chest clearly delineated by the
wet T-shirt clinging to every powerful muscle beneath his
open jacket.
“What’re you doing here, Lia? Portland is a long way from
Philly.”
Lia refused to back up an inch. “I came here to kill you.”
He tensed and glanced at the gun she still held.
She’d surprised him. Good. “And I still carry a sword.” She
pushed her long coat aside to reveal her weapon. “The gun
might not kill you, but it’ll put you down long enough for
me to take your head.” Left unsaid was that Superman wasn’t
the only one faster than a speeding bullet.
“An armed and dangerous woman. Always a challenge.” His
eyes remained cold and wary, no hint of playfulness in
their depths. “You can explain this sudden urge to fly
across the country to kill me after I’ve called for a ride
back to Fin’s.” He started to reach for his cell phone and
then cursed. “Can I borrow your phone? Mine went up with
the car?”
After handing him her phone, Lia left him to it as she
tried to organize her thoughts. Things were happening too
fast, and Utah was a lot more everything than she’d
expected. She’d gotten a glimpse of him twice in Philly,
but he’d been in his animal form both times. It looked like
she’d have to improvise on the fly, because they’d be
spending some quality time together in the next few weeks,
or at least until they got rid of Seven.
He returned her phone. “Tor will be here in a while. While
we’re waiting, you can fill me in.” He walked to the mouth
of the alley and looked up and down the street.
He didn’t fool her by turning his back to her. She’d seen
the Eleven in action. In the time it took her to bring her
gun up and shoot him, he could rip her head off. She
slipped the gun into her coat pocket. “All the regional
leaders got a call from Adam.”
“And Adam is?”
“Our boss, leader, biggest toad in the puddle, whatever.”
She didn’t like Adam. “He told us to get our butts to
Portland because someone was slaughtering vampires. The
local clan wasn’t having much luck hunting you, so Adam
decided to bring in mid-management.”
“And now you’re my driver?” His tone suggested she’d better
make this good.
“Adam changed his mind after meeting with Fin. He wants to
be on the winning side in this battle between you and the
number guys. Fin asked for a little time to talk to you. In
the meantime, Fin mentioned that you’d need a human driver.
Adam volunteered me.”
“Why?”
Because if you won’t listen to reason, I can still kill
you. “Because I straddle two worlds. I’m human, but I
understand the supernatural. I can fight, and I can help
you track down Seven.”
Utah nodded, but Lia couldn’t tell if she’d convinced him.
He looked over his shoulder at her. “How did you know I was
in trouble tonight?”
She grinned. “I didn’t. When I came around that corner, I
was just trying to catch your ass. As soon as I saw your
car, though, I knew something was up.” Lia shrugged. “You
know the rest.”
“You made a helluva distraction.” He smiled.
For a moment, she was mesmerized by the raw masculine
beauty of that smile. The moment allowed him to close the
distance between them.
He grabbed her arm and pulled her close even as she used
the hand that wasn’t fumbling for her sword to try to push
him away. So close that she was pressed against his chest
and stomach. Heat spread from every contact point. She was
surprised steam didn’t start rising from their damp clothes.
Her gun hand was firmly trapped between their bodies, and
she couldn’t free her sword with her left hand. Great. Just
freaking great. She brought up her knee.
He deftly stepped aside and bent his head to whisper in her
ear. “Don’t ever try to kill me, sweetheart. It wouldn’t
end well for you.” Then he released her.
Lia shoved him away from her. She was furious with him but
just as mad at herself. She’d allowed his closeness, his
warm breath feathering her skin, her total awareness of him
to slow her reaction. A fatal mistake when dealing with the
Eleven. Lia was so angry she wanted to draw her sword and
skewer him in his oversized ego. “I wouldn’t be too sure
about that. And never grab me again without my permission.”
His smile widened, fueling her temper. Control it. She
hadn’t survived growing up around her mother by giving in
to her emotions. Taking a deep, calming breath, she changed
the subject. “So is all this 2012 stuff I’m hearing about
true?”
He shrugged. “Depends on what you’ve heard. Cliff’s Notes
version. Time is cyclic. This particular cycle began
millions of years ago. At the end of every cycle, ten
immortals are given access to Earth. They destroy the
dominant species using the excuse that out of death comes
life. Dumbass excuse if you ask me.”
“So they’ve done this before?”
“Yeah. The last time they came was sixty-five million years
ago. The dinosaurs went extinct then. Now it’s humanity’s
turn.”
“Who gives them access?” She’d cooled her temper with a
cold splash of reality. Humans were in big trouble.
Utah shrugged. “There’s always a higher power.”
Translation: he didn’t know. Or maybe he was just avoiding
answering the question. Lia figured with Utah you could
never tell.
“And all this will go down on December 21?” Guess the
Mayans really did know their stuff.
“Exactly at 11:11, winter solstice. Unless we can get rid
of all the immortals. Nine and Eight are gone. We still
have to deal with Zero and the other seven.”
The sound of a car slowing down ended her questioning. Utah
went to look and then beckoned to her.
She made sure she got the passenger seat. Lia didn’t want
to chance Utah sitting beside her. He bothered her in ways
she didn’t understand, didn’t want to understand. Utah slid
into the backseat.
“Lia, this is Tor. He’s my brother.”
Tor looked exactly like Utah, except that Tor had short
spiky hair and a better attitude. He grinned at Lia. “I
remember you from Philly. Eight kidnapped you and Jenna.
Took you to the Museum of Art. We saved your butts.”
“My butt thanks you.” Lia figured she sounded as grumpy as
she looked because Tor left her alone. Instead, he pried
the night’s story out of Utah.
While Utah and Tor discussed things, Lia worried about her
car. If she found a burned-out hulk tomorrow, she’d use the
insurance money to buy a car with a big engine. For a
human, survival in this shadow battle going on right under
the world’s nose depended on speed and smarts. And the
smart needed speed to escape.
She came out of her funk in time to notice that Utah and
Tor had changed the subject.
“So how did Fin draw you back into the fold, bro?” Tor
didn’t take his eyes from the road while he talked. And he
was driving under the speed limit.
Ah, the careful brother. If she had to hang with one of the
Eleven, then Tor should be the one. Instead, all she could
remember was her adrenaline rush as she’d chased Utah
across town.
“Fin pointed out that we need the vampires. Without them,
it’ll take longer and be a lot tougher to get rid of Zero
and his bunch. And that means he won’t be able to bring Rap
back anytime soon. He’s right.” Utah didn’t sound as though
he liked admitting Fin could be right about anything.
Tor nodded. “And with you killing off the vampires, they
won’t be signing on to our team.”
Lia turned to look at Utah. “You took out Adam’s top
enforcer two nights ago. Don’t expect an invite to any
vampire parties.”
“Yeah?” Utah’s lips tipped up in a half smile that made her
swallow hard. She stomped on the reaction.
Lia had to know something. “Bring Rap back?”
Utah didn’t say anything for a moment, but then he
shrugged. “We’d gone to a little restaurant in South Philly
for cheese steaks. Vampires ambushed us. Rap didn’t get a
chance to free his beast before one of them took his head.”
“And?”
“His body died. His soul didn’t.” Utah met her gaze, his
eyes almost black in the darkness. “Fin can remove souls
from bodies. That’s how he saved all of the Eleven. He
sends the souls to a safe place near a strong natural power
source until he can return them to a body. Rap is tucked
away underground somewhere near Sedona, Arizona, right now.”
“What’s stopping Fin from bringing Rap back now? Lord knows
you need all the help you can get.”
Utah looked frustrated. “Fin needs his power to keep Zero
off our backs. Hard to believe, but Fin says Zero is
stronger than he is. Fin tries to distract the bastard with
a constant barrage of psychic attacks. A soul transfer
would drain too much from Fin. Besides, Fin needs the right
body. So Rap will have to wait.”
What kind of being could manipulate souls? The word “god”
popped into her mind, but she shoved it aside. “What if
something happens to Fin?”
“Then Rap’s soul sleeps forever.”
Utah might sound casual, but there was nothing casual about
his clenched fists.
“I’m sorry.” And she was. She studied his face, for the
first time seeing just a man. A man who was hurting for his
brother.
“Yeah.” He seemed to give in to weariness as he rested his
head against the headrest and closed his eyes.
She took the hint and turned away to stare out the window.
It seemed to take way too long before they pulled into the
condo’s underground parking garage. No one said anything as
they took the elevator up to the top floor.
Stepping from the car, Utah covered the distance to Fin’s
door in a few long strides. He pounded on it. Lia would
have rung the bell. She wondered if they had even one thing
in common.
He’d raised his fist to pound again when the door swung
open. A tall, dark-haired man stared at them. As doormen
went, he looked a little intense.
“Lia, this is Shen, Fin’s assistant.” Utah stepped past the
man into the condo.
Shen smiled and stood aside for Tor and her to enter. His
smile didn’t exactly transform him into Mr. Relaxed, but at
least he seemed welcoming. “Hi, Lia. Follow me. Everyone’s
in the dining room.”
As she followed Shen, Lia tried not to let the total
awesomeness of the condo impress her. Walls of glass
overlooked the city and river. And Fin definitely didn’t
shop for furniture in the same places she did. Mega cash
outlay. Where had Fin scraped that kind of money together?
But she figured if you had your own pack of predators
working for you, people gave you what you wanted.
Shen stopped in front of a closed door. Lia could hear
men’s voices behind it. She steeled herself as Tor swung
the door open.
They were all seated around a long table. Everyone stopped
talking. They turned and looked at her. These were the
Eleven then. No, ten, since Rap was missing. All big, all
lethal, and probably humanity’s best chance to survive the
end of this year. She’d seen some of them in Philly, but in
very different forms.
Lia straightened her spine, tipped her chin up at a
confident angle, and walked with Utah and Tor into the
room. She felt their stares follow her as she chose a seat
between Utah and Tor. Then she met each of their gazes.
She’d lived around vampires her whole life. Lia understood
predators. Never look nervous, never look away, and always
send a message that you’re the biggest badass in the room.
She saved the man at the head of the table for last.
This, then, was Utah’s boss, the leader of the Eleven. And
no matter that she’d heard descriptions of him...
There were no words.
He had to be at least six foot seven, but it wasn’t his
size that riveted her.
Long silver hair spilled over his shoulders and down his
back. Not gray. Silver. The glittery glow of it raised
goose bumps along her arms.
“I’ve been waiting to meet you, Lia.”
Fin’s voice, sensual or threatening? Lia came down on the
side of threatening. But who would ever care about his
voice when he had that face? It was a face carved from
shadows and dark places where normal people never dared go.
It was primitive force, sexual power, and unearthly beauty
all stamped with an aura so ancient it took her breath away.
“We need to have a long talk soon.” Fin smiled.
Lia decided Fin’s smile wouldn’t fool anyone. Transfixing
like the rest of him, the smile somehow didn’t ring true.
Maybe because she sensed that no emotion lay beneath it.
Fin’s smile would be the last thing you’d see as you died,
and it wouldn’t make the dying easier.
“Sure.” She tried to sound casual, but she absolutely did
not want to be closed into a room alone with this man.
“I don’t think you’ve met most of the Eleven.”
“Not in their human forms.”
Fin introduced all of them, a string of names attached to
unfamiliar faces. But it wasn’t their faces she saw in her
mind, but their beasts. She didn’t think humanity was ready
to accept what walked among them. Lia wasn’t sure she was
either.
Fin leaned back in his chair and shifted his attention to
Utah. “What happened tonight?”
Utah told his story, straightforward with no apologies.
Lia found herself holding her breath, waiting for Fin’s
anger to explode. It didn’t. His expression remained
neutral.
“You have to control your anger, Utah.” There was no
condemnation in Fin’s voice. He was simply stating a fact.
Lia surprised herself by speaking up. “He lost a brother he
loved a month ago. Anyone’s emotions would still be raw.”
Utah’s look said her defense had shocked him. She frowned
at him so he’d know that this didn’t make them friends. Lia
just thought someone should keep things fair.
Tor leaned close. “Thanks. Not many outsiders would dare
disagree with Fin.”
Lia was an outsider here. She had to remember that and
maybe keep her mouth shut more.
When he spoke, Utah’s voice sounded calm, but she could
almost feel the tension rolling off him.
“You knew what you were getting when you woke me four
months ago. My last memory? A kill that Rap, Tor, and I
made a lot of years ago. But that kill felt as though it’d
happened only minutes before I woke. None of us have had
much time to adapt. I’m still what I was back then. One of
those online research sites called my beast cunning,
savage, and ruthless. That’s me. I’m a killer. Deal.”
“You will overcome your animal nature.” Fin stood and
strode to the bank of windows. He stared out at the city
lights.
Lia sensed an or-else attached to that order.
“You made a big mistake, O Glorious Leader.”
Fin didn’t turn around.
“When you put my soul into a man’s body, you didn’t allow
for human emotions. Now you have mindless savagery married
to human feelings. I hurt. And my soul is big and bad
enough to do something about it.”
Everyone in the room went still, waiting. From the tense
glances the rest of the Eleven were sending Fin’s way, she
got the feeling most of them trod a little more carefully
around their leader.
Fin turned and walked back to the table. He sat and then
looked at Utah. When his lips turned up in a rueful smile,
Lia could hear the collective sigh of relief.
“I know what you’re feeling. You have no idea how much I
know.” He tapped one finger on the table as his expression
turned thoughtful. “Did you say the man who attacked you
had red hair?”
Utah nodded. “Yeah. I figure it was Seven.”
Fin’s thoughts seemed to turn inward. “I think
congratulations are in order for both you and Lia.”
Utah looked puzzled. Lia had a bad feeling about this.
“Because you both met Zero tonight,”
Beside her, Tor sucked in his breath.
“And survived.”