Chapter One
Derbyshire, England
March 1819
Children, I grant, should be innocent; but when the epithet
is applied to men, or women, it is but a civil term for
weakness.
— Mary Wollstonecraft,
A Vindication of the Rights of Women
I might as well be playing hide-and-seek in a circus, Emily
Fairchild thought as she surveyed the ballroom at the
Marquess of Dryden's country estate. There were hundreds of
masqueraders, four hundred at least, all wearing exotic,
expensive costumes far beyond Emily's means.
And none of them was her good friend Lady Sophie. Where was
she, for goodness sake? Emily couldn't leave the ball
without finding her; Sophie would be so disappointed if she
couldn't get the elixir Emily had made up especially for
her.
"Do you see her, Lawrence?" Emily asked her cousin in a
voice pitched to be heard over the delightful
orchestra. "You're tall enough to spot her."
Lawrence frowned as he craned his head forward. "She"s over
there, engaged in that absurd and pointless activity
society considers entertainment."
In other words, she was dancing. Emily bit back a smile.
Poor Lawrence. He'd come from London to visit her and her
father at Willow Crossing for the first time in years, and
in return, had been forced to stand in for her father by
escorting her to a masquerade ball-an event Lawrence
considered "stupid, wasteful idiocy."
Well, at least he needn't be further tortured by having to
dance with her. Propriety forbade her from dancing, since
she was in the final weeks of mourning for her mother.
Indeed, she was the lone guest wearing black bombazine,
witha silk mask her only concession to the masquerade theme.
"Who's Sophie dancing with?" Emily asked.
"I believe her partner is currently Lord Blackmore."
"The Lord Blackmore? She's dancing with him?" A man of some
consequence, the Earl of Blackmore was the brother of the
Drydens' new daughter-in-law.
Envy quickly assailed Emily, and just as quickly she
banished it. How silly to envy Sophie what was hers by
birthright. It wasn't as if Emily would ever have the
chance to dance with the earl herself. She was merely a
rector's daughter with no lofty family connections.
She was lucky to be here at all. Lady Dryden had only
invited her in payment for a small service Emily had
rendered her. The marchioness had no reason to introduce
Emily to any of the wealthy, sophisticated lords and ladies
who'd traveled from London for the occasion.
Still, what would dancing with an earl as famous as Lord
Blackmore be like? Nerve-wracking, she imagined, especially
if he were handsome. Was he?
She stood on tiptoe and squinted through the slits in her
eye mask, but couldn't see a thing beyond the sea of wigs
and odd headdresses that swirled and churned about her.
"Do tell me what's going on, Lawrence. Are they dancing a
waltz? Does Lord Blackmore seem to be enjoying it?"
"How could he? First of all, he's dancing. Secondly, he has
Sophie for a partner. He deserves better."
"What on earth do you mean?"
"Lord Blackmore is a man of some substance, you know.
Despite being one of the youngest members of the House of
Lords, he has instituted more reforms for the poor than any
other member."
"And why does that mean Sophie isn't good enough for him?"
Lawrence shrugged. "It pains me to tell you this, but your
friend is a twit, wholly unsuitable for a man of
intelligence and experience."
"She is not! What do you know of her? You only met her
yesterday!"
"Yes, and she spent the entire visit snubbing me. I suppose
she considered a London barrister far beneath her notice."
His attempt to sound nonchalant failed so miserably that
Emily had to stifle a laugh. "Oh, Lawrence, you
misunderstood her entirely. She wasn't snubbing you. She
was terrified of you."
"Terrified?" There was skepticism in his tone. "Why on
earth should a marquess's daughter be terrified of me?"
She cast a sideways glance at her cousin. Like many of the
young men who hadn't bothered with costumes, he wore
standard evening attire with his mask. But although the
mask covered his straight nose and part of his smooth brow,
it didn't disguise his silky auburn hair or good looks. Not
to mention that Lawrence was a trifle opinionated, which in
itself would cow the timid Sophie.
"Well?" he asked impatiently. "Why is she afraid of me?"
"Because, my dear cousin, you are a man. A handsome, bold,
and consequently terrifying man." When he snorted in
disbelief, she added, "'Trust me, Sophie was only too
painfully aware of your presence yesterday. That's why I
couldn't coax her into mumbling more than a few words until
you excused yourself from the room."
"That's absurd. A woman of her situationpretty, rich, and
well connected-has nothing to fear from anyone. At her
coming out, she'll have numerous suitors clamoring after
her inheritance. She'll make a spectacular marriage and go
live in a grand estate with some duke or marquess."
"That may be true, but it doesn't prevent her from fearing
your sex."
A sudden commotion on the dance floor roused the crowd's
attention. Lawrence peered over their heads, his eyes
narrowing. "Well, that put an end to that, didn't it?
Doesn't surprise me, either."
"Put an end to what?" A bald man in a toga wearing a
lopsided crown of laurels swayed in front of Emily and
blocked her view. Goodness gracious, what she wouldn't give
for a stepping stool right now! "'What"s happening?"
"Sophie's father just wrenched her out of Blackmore's arms.
What a fool Lord Nesfield is." He leaned forward to survey
the scene she couldn't see. "'Now hes shouting at
Blackmore."
"Poor Sophie! She must be mortified!"
"Poor Sophie? What about Blackmore?" He adjusted his mask
with tapered fingers...