When Emilie Bartlett heard the battering thuds below—it
sounded as if someone's fist was pounding on the front
door—she burrowed under the heap of blankets without
bothering to open her eyes.
She wasn't sleeping.
She hadn't slept since she could remember.
But there was no one at the front door. There couldn't
be. When the seaplane brought her in two days before, the
blizzard had been predicted. The pilot had argued and
protested about leaving her, but Emilie knew what she was
getting into.
She hadn't spent time in her family's Alaskan lodge
in years, but the week before Christmas, the weather was
predictable. The snow had started yesterday, silent and
soft. Then the wind began—tufty and capricious at first.
By midyesterday, the view from every window was a whiteout,
and the winds had turned into an orchestra of trumpet blows
and percussion and high-pitched screams in every nook and
cranny. No one could feel more alone than in the middle of
an Alaskan blizzard, but that was exactly what Emilie
wanted. To be alone where no one could reach her—at least
until the holiday season was completely over.
She'd just snuggled in tight again when she heard a
second round of pounding.
This time she pulled the down comforter over her head. It
was one thing to be depressed, another thing to be
delusional. There was no one at the door. The closest house
was two miles away and probably uninhabited— few stuck out
the winters around Silver Bay; the weather was just too
unrelentingly rough.
The wind was ferocious enough to create all kinds of eerie,
unpredictable sounds. She just had to ignore them.
The next time she opened her eyes, the bedside clock claimed
it was ten the next morning. Startled at how deeply
she'd slept, she stumbled out of bed, nearly tripping
over her shearling slippers. The loft bedroom was dark, of
course. At this time of year, it was night-dark except for a
few hours a day. The wind was screaming like a howling
banshee, even worse than when she'd gone to sleep.
She took five minutes in the redwood bathroom to clean up
and brush her teeth, then hustled into clothes. She opted
for layers, naturally, choosing a Synchilla zip-up over long
wool pants and heavy socks. As an afterthought, she scooped
up a couple books and some extra clothes. Probably, with a
blizzard this fierce, she should conserve heat, shut off the
two loft bedrooms and just live downstairs for a few days.
That was a decision she'd make after coffee, she
decided, and aimed down the dim staircase.
On the third step, she faltered. Out of nowhere, the
child's face popped into her mind—the scared eyes, the
so-white face, the boyish shock of cowlicks, the smile
she'd finally managed to coax out of him in the
operating room. That smile… gone. The light in his eyes… gone.
Ruthlessly she slammed the memory from her mind. She'd
deal with it. That was why she was here, holed up away from
everyone over the holiday. To deal with it.
But not yet. She just wasn't ready.
The staircase led directly to the massive room below. The
entire downstairs was open. Behind the staircase, the
kitchen and dining area faced east. Just ahead of her was
the sweep of living space, dominated by the man-tall white
stone fireplace. The hearth screen darkened the already
shadowed room, but she could still make out the healthy bed
of golden embers. The furnace was going strong, but building
up a serious fire would add a ton of warmth.
Three huge leather couches framed the hearth. She dropped
the books and spare clothes on one, turned around and
abruptly connected with something solid— something big and
bulky and strangely warm. She tripped over the object and
heard a groan—a human groan, a human male groan.
Her first instinct was to be scared out of her mind, but
there was no time for panic to even register—she
couldn't stop herself from falling, tumbling headlong,
over the body.
The crash wasn't pretty. The thick hearth rug saved her
head from a serious bump, but an elbow smacked against
something hard enough to send shooting pains up her arm. Her
ankle twisted. Her hand scrabbled into the piled logs in the
cradle.
None of that remotely mattered.
"Hell," the voice repeated several times. The voice
so definitely wasn't hers. It was a tenor. Sleepy. Male.
Very male.
He repeated "Hell" a few more times, making her
think that possibly his vocabulary was limited. But then he
seemed to remember a few more words. "I'm sorry.
Damn it. Are you all right? I never meant to scare the wits
out of you."
"You didn't." He most certainly had—but Emilie
couldn't imagine a reason in the universe to admit it.
She scrambled off him, hit her elbow again on the hearth,
and still managed to push away from him fast. She hauled in
a lungful of air. "Look, I get it," she said
swiftly. "I have no idea why you were out in the storm,
but obviously, you must have needed shelter. It's
perfectly all right. I just didn't expect anyone to be
here, so you startled me."
"I didneed shelter, and I knew the lodge was
here. But I didn't expect to see smoke in the
chimney—and I never expected to find a woman here.
I did knock, I swear. And kept knocking. But no one
answered, and the door wasn't locked. I had to get in. I
was beyond cold. Hurt."
Only the one word caught her attention. "Hurt how?"
"Burned. Wind brought a tree down, crashed through the
roof, debris came down on my woodstove, started a fire. Put
out the fire, but couldn't stay there, not with the hole
in the roof. Couldn't secure the place, not in these
conditions. So I had to get out, even if it meant
negotiating with this storm. I knew the lodge was here,
closest place I could get to. I—" His voice skidded to a
sharp stop. His gaze homed in on her face and body as if
he'd just gotten around to looking at her. "Good
grief. What on earth are you doing here?"
Emilie blinked. Most men, on first meeting, seemed to react
to her a little differently than they did other women. She
wasn't sure whether it was a major treat or a major
insult that he took one gander at her tousled blond hair and
blue eyes and leaped to an instant negative judgment.
Granted, her normally decent figure had to look lumpy under
the zillion layers of clothes—but this was still the first
time a guy had responded to her with an expression akin to
horror.
"Wait," he said, and swiped a hand over his face.
"Wait. I didn't mean that like it sounded. Obviously
you wouldn't be here if you didn't have a claim to
the place. I'm the interloper, not you. It's just
that… from your appearance, you don't look as if you
could survive two minutes in an Alaskan winter. And for you
to be here alone seems even more impossible. I just—"
Since he seemed determined to stick his foot even further
into his mouth, she intervened. Only one thing he'd said
so far mattered anyway. "Where were you burned? How
bad?"
"Not bad. It was my place that suffered real damage. I
was…"
Again, his voice trailed off. The more he looked at her, the
more he seemed to be suffering from shock. Emilie hadn't
felt like laughing in a blue moon… but darn it, she was the
one entitled to feel shock at the intruder, not the other
way around. His appearance alone should have struck her as
intimidating. He had to be twice her weight and well, well
over six feet in height.
Firelight accented his black Irish looks—the glossy dark
hair, the striking blue eyes. His whiskers weren't quite
a beard, just scruffy-looking. He had to be over thirty, but
not by much. Being stranded with a stranger under these
conditions was uncomfortable…but being stranded with an
ultra-good-looking guy so close to her own age notched up
the awkwardness a ton.
Maybe more than a ton. The way Emilie had been feeling
lately, she could have been stranded with a cross between
Keanu Reeves and Hugh Jackman and not cared. She only wished
she could scare up some positive emotion about anything.
She glanced around the room, aware now that he'd left a
trail of evidence from when he'd come in. He didn't
have to tell the story for her to assess what had happened.
The trail of parka and boots and gear on the floor by the
door told its own tale. He'd clearly peeled off
everything wet and ice-covered, then yanked a blanket from
one of the couches and crashed on the fat, thick rug close
to the fire.
While he kept talking, she tried to jolt herself into
action. Her elbow and ankle still twinged a little from the
fall, but overall, she was completely fine. The fire needed
feeding, and doing something constructive gave her time to
figure out who and what her interloper really was.
"It really never occurred to me that anyone would be in
the lodge, until I got close enough to see the chimney
smoke. It didn't matter. I didn't have any choice. I
had to find shelter. But when I couldn't rouse you with
knocking, I just figured you were the guy who owned the
lodge, that you were sleeping hard. Truthfully I never
hesitated to come in."
Her father and grandfather would have expected him to do
just that. They never locked the place. Who locked a door in
the middle of nowhere? The doors were latched to prevent
animals from coming in, just as shutters on the windows were
a protection against storm danger. But the larder was always
left fully stocked. Anyone who needed supplies could use
them, and then was expected to replace them. It was one of
those unwritten laws in Alaska that everyone understood.
"I should have found you, woken you, I guess. But by
that time, I was honestly completely wiped. Seriously cold,
hurt. Just stretched beyond what I could do. In the back of
my mind, I thought I'd heard a couple of doctors owned
the place, but I swear, it never occurred to me there'd
be a woman here—"
"Uh-huh. We've been over that." She used a
fireplace fork, pushed the embers together, and then reached
for the wood in the cradle. By the time she'd started
with the baby-size chunks, her stranger had come up from
behind to add the big suckers. The fireplace could take
four-foot-long logs. Her dad used to say they could cook a
bear in the hearth, if they had to—an idea that had always
made her shudder.
But at that moment, her mind seemed obsessed with
fire-building in an entirely different context. The stranger
was close. Too close. Close enough that her body
instinctively tensed in sexual awareness. He was just so
obviously a strong, virile man. As soon as the fire was well
loaded, she yanked the wrought-iron screen in place and
quickly shifted away.
"I don't know if you need food, but I sure do. If
you want to clean up, there's a bathroom behind the
stairs there. I'll see what I can scare up."
Actually, she knew exactly what supplies were in the pantry,
but she was hoping that if he'd get out of sight for a
few minutes, she'd have a chance to catch her breath.
She turned on every light in the kitchen to start with. The
whole dining area was set up institutional guy-style, all
stainless steel and stone, heavy appliances, cast-iron pots
and pans. Ugly. But heat piped through the floor, so her
feet were warm, and besides the staples in the pantry,
she'd carted in both freezer staples and fresh foods. It
didn't take long to put something together. She chased
up Egg Beaters, chives, fake cream cheese, pepper, frozen
hash browns— not as good as a fresh omelet, but it'd
have to do.
She'd whipped the ingredients together and was pouring
it in a skillet when her visitor emerged from the shower.
She was calmed down by then. Or so she thought.
The moment he stepped from the bathroom, her pulse jumped.
Damn man. Her reaction to him was getting downright
annoying. He was clean, his dark hair glossy and damp, but
he was still unshaven, his clothes seriously high-tech but
clearly well-worn. It wasn't his fault he was so damned
striking.
He glanced at her with the same glowering blue eyes—as if
he'd taken another look at her and had a similar
problem. Her appearance ticked him off—for no reason she
could imagine.
"If you open the cupboard to the right of the sink,"
she said. "You could get out a couple of plates,
silverware."
"Sure. What else?"
"Nothing. This is hardly going to be fancy. How did your
burns look?"
"I can't say I paid attention. There's only one
that hurts. It's nothing serious." He opened the
right cupboard, pulled down a couple of plates, scrounged
for silverware, then turned around to see where to put them.
A massive plank table took up the open south exposure,
seated a dozen without half trying. He opted to set the
plates on the stonework counter and pull up a stool.
Emilie didn't say, "Let me see the burns, I'm a
doctor." Right now she was unsure whether she would ever
be willing to put M.D. after her name again. So she just
said, "I'm only asking because there's a box of
first aid supplies if you need it. First shelf in the
pantry."
"I bandaged up before I left."
Again, her first instinct was to press, to leap in. Instead
she attacked the eggs with a spatula. "About time I
asked your name. Mine's Emilie Bartlett."
"I could have guessed the Bartlett. I was told this
place was called the Bartlett Lodge, that the Bartlett
family had owned the property for several generations.
Anyway. I'm Rick. Rick Hunter."
"Is your place going to be fixable?"
"Yeah. But I won't know when or how until after this
wind and snow die down. Ideally I can fix it myself.
I've got tools, roofing materials, some pretty good
basic skills. But if I can't do it alone… well, then
I'll radio for a plane, hole up in Anchorage until
conditions are better. Unfortunately…"
She filled in the blank, as she slid the makeshift omelets
onto plates. "Unfortunately, you're stuck right here
until the blizzard's over."
"Afraid it looks that way." He nodded a thanks for
the plate, faced her straight. "Are you going to be okay
with that?"
No, Emilie thought, she definitely wasn't. Across the
long room, the fire had caught, was lapping around the logs
like a hungry wolf, lightening and brightening the whole
room. Illuminating him. The dark hair, the darkish beard,
the shoulders that stretched his shirt, the long muscled
legs. Just looking at him made her hormones vibrate like a
manic tuning fork.