Like the day Elvis died or O.J. was acquitted, the Tuesday you wake up paralyzed is not a day you soon forget. For writer Allen Ruckerβbaby boomer, husband, father of two, aging Hollywood also-ranβlife started over that Tuesday when, at the age of fifty-one, he was struck by a rare disorderβtransverse myelitisβthat left him paralyzed from the waist down. Why him? Was he being punished? Was it his stressful life? His frustrating career? Telling too many Christopher Reeve jokes? Dazed and paralyzed, he was forced to reevaluate everything, from the simplest bodily functions to the mysteries of the universe.