WE MUST NOT THINK OF OURSELVES by Loren Grodstein is a historical fiction novel based on information obtained and documented as part of a testimony-gathering project by some of the occupants of the Warsaw Ghetto. The narrator and protagonist is Adam Paskow, an educated man, and a teacher of languages. A gentle and kind man, Adam was widowed before he was forced into the hell known as the Warsaw Ghetto in 1940. His former father-in-law promised him a lovely apartment, but reality quickly set in when he learns he will be sharing it with nine other people.
There is so much that is remarkable about this book. Adam Paskow's voice is so compelling, articulate, and honest that he becomes real. He does not spare us any of the horrors that are now part of his and everyone else's lives. Because he agreed to interview people for the project, we hear their stories, too. Touching and memorable, they deserve to have their voices heard. Coping under the horrible conditions of the ghetto is a daily struggle and here, once again, readers are not spared any of the heartbreaking details. Somehow, in this surreal and uncertain life, Adam falls in love. Author Loren Grodstein skillfully, and with sensitivity, guides readers through this unlikely and unexpected relationship. This love, like everything else, will be tested.
I found WE MUST NOT THINK OF OURSELVES to be a powerful work of historical fiction that gives voice to the persecuted. It is heartbreaking and packed with emotion. It is a masterpiece and well worth reading. Highly recommended.
A heart-wrenching story of love and defiance set in the Warsaw Ghetto, based on the actual archives kept by those determined to have their stories survive World War II
On a November day in 1940, Adam Paskow becomes a prisoner in the Warsaw Ghetto, where the Jews of the city are cut off from their former lives and held captive by Nazi guards, and await an uncertain fate. Weeks later, he is approached by a mysterious figure with a surprising request: Will he join a secret group of archivists working to preserve the truth of what is happening inside these walls? Adam agrees and begins taking testimonies from his students, friends, and neighbors. He learns about their childhoods and their daydreams, their passions and their fears, their desperate strategies for safety and survival. The stories form a portrait of endurance in a world where no choices are good ones.
One of the people Adam interviews is his flatmate Sala Wiskoff, who is stoic, determined, and funny—and married with two children. Over the months of their confinement, in the presence of her family, Adam and Sala fall in love. As they desperately carve out intimacy, their relationship feels both impossible and vital, their connection keeping them alive. But when Adam discovers a possible escape from the Ghetto, he is faced with an unbearable choice: Whom can he save, and at what cost ?
Inspired by the testimony-gathering project with the code name Oneg Shabbat, New York Times bestselling author Lauren Grodstein draws readers into the lives of people living on the edge. Told with immediacy and heart, We Must Not Think of Ourselves is a piercing story of love, determination, and sacrifice for the many fans of literary World War II fiction such as Kristin Harmel’s The Book of Lost Names and Lauren Fox’s Send for Me.